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Posted: Sun, 19/02/2017 12:00 (7 Years ago)
Pokemon GOals
I PLAY POKEMON GO EVERYDAY
or I'm tryng to do so at least :v gets me outside
some notes&stuff for this game
I often hear people criticize the lack of a real multiplayer or player interaction, but I'm happy that Pokemon Go can be enjoyed solo; everyone can play it at it's own pace like that.
I don't really battle, I kinda just want to get my favourite mons and the dex filled.
ofc the main goal for me is to get a Crobat, now that Johto is out. When I achieve that my soul can rest and I can stop playing it again :p
31/100 Zubat Candies
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well look at that, I'm trying to play
this once in a while. Hoenn is out already too, I can barely keep
up haha
some other notable mentions of mons I want to get are
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( >pokemon< = mon received)
the Pokemon GO - Dex now includes Kanto&Johto, aka ~251 Pokemon.
75/251
some other notable mentions of mons I want to get are
>< >< ( >pokemon< = mon received)
the Pokemon GO - Dex now includes Kanto&Johto, aka ~251 Pokemon.
75/251
Posted: Mon, 20/02/2017 07:25 (7 Years ago)
notes
~art thing
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(1)[center][img]banner[/img]
[size=20]|[color=]open[/color]/[color=]closed[/color]|[/size]
[size=12]Hello and welcome!
I'm Lei, lover of all arts and master of none - but maybe you want to order something anyways? ouo[/size]
[pkmn][/pkmn][u]cans and can'ts[/u]
[color=green] + [/color]
[color=yellow] = [/color]
just ask about other stuff :v
[pkmn][/pkmn][u]examples[/u]
[pkmn][/pkmn][u]Rules[/u]
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[pkmn][/pkmn][u]Form[/u]
code[color=#FFCEC6][b]name : [/b][/color] (your username)
[color=#FFCEC6]reference : [/color] (image are really appreciated, and clear colour references ;])
[color=#FFCEC6]what do you want? : [/color] (pixel/traditional/digital, what size, anything else?)
[color=#FFCEC6]other : [/color] (anything else you want to tell me/is important for your order? :p)
/code
(2)[pkmn][/pkmn][u]slots[/u]
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[pkmn][/pkmn][u]finished orders[/u]
[spoiler][img][/img][/spoiler]
[img]bottom image[/img]
[size=6]shopkeeper notes
code[spoiler][center][img][/img][/center][/spoiler]
↝ accepted/code[/size]
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~about me
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[center][url=http://pokeheroes.com/forum_thread.php?id=46551][stuff][/url]
[url=http://toyhou.se/Leicester/characters][charas][/url]
[url=https://docs.google.com/spreadsheets/d/1mVLKUEFPWae6AeATP7RUBAcAMZikmRvDtuXc6u742qE/edit?usp=sharing][hunts][/url][/center]
~lugia
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[center][size=14]Do you have some [b]Lugia
Vouchers[/b]
[img]http://wiki.pokeheroes.com/images/e/ee/Lugia-egg-voucher.png[/img]
you don't need and just can't get rid of?[/size]
Fear no more!
I buy them for 20k PD each
[pkmn]249[/pkmn][pkmn]249[/pkmn][pkmn]249[/pkmn][pkmn]249[/pkmn][pkmn]249[/pkmn][pkmn]249[/pkmn][pkmn]249[/pkmn][pkmn]249[/pkmn][pkmn]249[/pkmn][pkmn]249[/pkmn]
[u]step-by-step instruction :[/u]
[b]1.[/b] post the form stating how many vouchers you want to sell (max. 10 at once)
[b]2.[/b] I'll confirm it here
[b]3.[/b] set up the vouchers, I'll offer on them and you send them over
[b]4.[/b] [s]end[/s] when I received the lugia vouchers you shall receive payment~!
trading vouchers is still a bit wonky since you can't send them via delibird,, I know
[pkmn]249[/pkmn][pkmn]249[/pkmn][pkmn]249[/pkmn][pkmn]249[/pkmn][pkmn]249[/pkmn][pkmn]249[/pkmn][pkmn]249[/pkmn][pkmn]249[/pkmn][pkmn]249[/pkmn][pkmn]249[/pkmn]
[u]Form :[/u]
[code][color=white]Lei I have x Lugia voucher for you![/color]
read the rules :
any comments :
Fear no more!
I buy them for 20k PD each
[pkmn]249[/pkmn][pkmn]249[/pkmn][pkmn]249[/pkmn][pkmn]249[/pkmn][pkmn]249[/pkmn][pkmn]249[/pkmn][pkmn]249[/pkmn][pkmn]249[/pkmn][pkmn]249[/pkmn][pkmn]249[/pkmn]
[u]step-by-step instruction :[/u]
[b]1.[/b] post the form stating how many vouchers you want to sell (max. 10 at once)
[b]2.[/b] I'll confirm it here
[b]3.[/b] set up the vouchers, I'll offer on them and you send them over
[b]4.[/b] [s]end[/s] when I received the lugia vouchers you shall receive payment~!
trading vouchers is still a bit wonky since you can't send them via delibird,, I know
[pkmn]249[/pkmn][pkmn]249[/pkmn][pkmn]249[/pkmn][pkmn]249[/pkmn][pkmn]249[/pkmn][pkmn]249[/pkmn][pkmn]249[/pkmn][pkmn]249[/pkmn][pkmn]249[/pkmn][pkmn]249[/pkmn]
[u]Form :[/u]
[code][color=white]Lei I have x Lugia voucher for you![/color]
read the rules :
any comments :
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Posted: Tue, 21/02/2017 15:55 (7 Years ago)
future shiny sprites
all sprites from the shiny hunt sheet
so I can see my hunting progress with slowly dissappearing sprites :v
this batch is done, yay!
Posted: Thu, 23/02/2017 07:31 (7 Years ago)
shiny megas??!1
For the case I should get really, really bored I'll start collecting the gems for that now.
My goal are gems for 2k eggs, which isn't that much but if I set a higher goal for me I probably won't try to reach it |D
40.000 & 
40.000maybe some day uvu
AMAZINGLY ENOUGH - DONE
Posted: Sat, 25/02/2017 19:33 (7 Years ago)
spoiler : no
hngh
there's a week full of wonders and blunders waiting for me but I can't help myself with being cheerful
Everyone else seems to be kinda down, so maybe that's just the season rn?
nobody wants to hear you sing about tragedy
Good things? I think I attacked a good chunk of my PH goals and won't regret leaving everything behind (when I do eventually)
I think I got better at handling sadness, which is also a good thing.
Maybe I can pick up reading again soon, that'll give me some new insights and perspectives on things; being online and on the internet in general narrowed my mind significantly as I found out in a dialogue I had recently.
Posted: Sun, 26/02/2017 12:27 (7 Years ago)
:]
this is just too perfect to be real tee hee -
I fished her out exactly like I wanted
to get her while shiny hunting.
yay
small things that keep me from falling appart
Posted: Tue, 28/02/2017 14:58 (7 Years ago)
hwat
I give up for now
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I guess there's still hope
yesIlikeincubus
Posted: Sat, 04/03/2017 08:00 (7 Years ago)
xD lel random
plAYTIME's ovER, stARFox
hwat ok
Wouldn't it be great if we all just could get along
just some personal ranting
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One of my greatest pet peeves are
people that cancel a meet-up shortly before it's about to go
down.
I honestly can't take sth like that lightly, even if it seems silly to most. But if you make just about any plans w/ me one week prior and you seem alsmost ecstatic about it I don't expect you to drop me a message early in the morning saying "yea don't feel like it lol"
If there's an emergency - yes, away away with you, go and do what has to be done.
If something has happened - talk to me.
You always tell me that we're close friends so I really don't get why you'd never tell me if there's something bothering you.
Why do I always have to find out if you're hurt from your friends calling me?
I know I might not be the most approachable person around and our interest have shifted over the years but if so stop calling us best buddies if you prefer ditching me for other peeps.
Maybe my definition of best friend is skewed but I feel that you could talk about anything with a person of that status.
It feels like you're lying when you sa that you like me that much.
It hurts to be left like this, but maybe that's just how female friends are? I don't have many girlfriends so maybe that's just how they work?
Now that I've given you everything I could and am not able to stretch my resources any further you turn your back on me.
Maybe we should end this and let go, I figured you have found a bunch of other people you trust more. I figured that I can survive without you and that absence doesn't grow me fonder.
And I figured that keeping up with your attitude is making me sick and angry.
If you see this before I could tell you all that face to face:
How does it feel to be ditched via text?
I honestly can't take sth like that lightly, even if it seems silly to most. But if you make just about any plans w/ me one week prior and you seem alsmost ecstatic about it I don't expect you to drop me a message early in the morning saying "yea don't feel like it lol"
If there's an emergency - yes, away away with you, go and do what has to be done.
If something has happened - talk to me.
You always tell me that we're close friends so I really don't get why you'd never tell me if there's something bothering you.
Why do I always have to find out if you're hurt from your friends calling me?
I know I might not be the most approachable person around and our interest have shifted over the years but if so stop calling us best buddies if you prefer ditching me for other peeps.
Maybe my definition of best friend is skewed but I feel that you could talk about anything with a person of that status.
It feels like you're lying when you sa that you like me that much.
It hurts to be left like this, but maybe that's just how female friends are? I don't have many girlfriends so maybe that's just how they work?
Now that I've given you everything I could and am not able to stretch my resources any further you turn your back on me.
Maybe we should end this and let go, I figured you have found a bunch of other people you trust more. I figured that I can survive without you and that absence doesn't grow me fonder.
And I figured that keeping up with your attitude is making me sick and angry.
If you see this before I could tell you all that face to face:
How does it feel to be ditched via text?
Posted: Tue, 07/03/2017 07:18 (7 Years ago)
to-do
dun
more random thoughts ;
why do some people need so much time to respond in rps? I get real life stuff happening like school/work/hw but if I know for a fact that a person is just chilling, eating or watching tv why do you make everyone in the thread wait?
Is this some kind of psychological game or are you just too lazy to respond sometimes? It's either of those since you have the time to post silly pictures or say random stuff ;<;
I'm not trying to be pushy but I keep my evenings clear so I have the time of the day to write w/ you, I kinda expect the same from you.
But I figured I expect too much from people, and maybe it's a good thing when I find things to do that don't need anyone else.
Posted: Fri, 10/03/2017 06:31 (7 Years ago)
kms fam
hard hitting commentary made by urs truly in ms paint
b/c I can't sai anymore
what is lief idek
Posted: Sun, 12/03/2017 10:40 (7 Years ago)
walking on pins and needles
With no-one there for me
Is it worth the pain, with no one to blame?
For all of my insecurities
How did I ever let you go?"
ugh maybe I just need a pet or sth
to take care of
and love and
stuff
to take care of
and love and
stuff
Posted: Mon, 13/03/2017 21:06 (7 Years ago)
look alive
Today I figured something out;
things I once thought to be perfect turned out to be full of flaws and imperfect -
I put those things on a pedestal even though they're not deserving it
I punished myself for not reaching that standard myself
I envied those that seemed similarly flawless
and I lost all faith because it seems that I will never be enough.
No, I was wrong all along.
Nothing, nobody is perfect.
Posted: Wed, 15/03/2017 13:17 (7 Years ago)
personality?
I took one of those personality tests and it came out like this:
"It’s lonely at the top, and being one of the rarest and most strategically capable personality types, Architects know this all too well. Architects form just two percent of the population, and women of this personality type are especially rare, forming just 0.8% of the population – it is often a challenge for them to find like-minded individuals who are able to keep up with their relentless intellectualism and chess-like maneuvering. People with the Architect personality type are imaginative yet decisive, ambitious yet private, amazingly curious, but they do not squander their energy."
It's almost scary how accurate some of this is
Posted: Thu, 16/03/2017 21:21 (7 Years ago)
ugh II
I can't sleep and my battery's dying
This overall feeling of ugh is breaking me down
ghh
After that shiny blue eyed bugface I'll breed some events and misc for the eggdex (new alola mons)
Then just continue as per usual? Getting the remaining shinies
After that - idek yet
Maybe I'll take that break, or set up some more elaborate goals. Def not ready for that shiny mega hunt
Mons I'd hunt longer (just to have sth to do) : zubat, sth cute (dk what tbh; think about that maybe)
get doz art juizes flowin again u lazy bat
u wont improf if u dun practiz
yea my consciousness always talks like that
Maybe listen to some current music since mine is depressing
Finish all the things you're still left to do, wrap things up. I don't want to leave unfinished business behind - starting tomorrow, maybe? C'monnn
next time I'll add some phelous things again 7u7
Posted: Sat, 18/03/2017 07:03 (7 Years ago)
(art)work
i promised some but I couldn't find a gif rip lei
no new adopts until you finish that darn to do list some posts ago
real drastic measures w/ u
~ban lifted~
♨ more art:
♨ n/a chars:
(it may seem amusing but I really suck at naming and evolving characters, hence the procrastination.)
Also I wanted every bab to have at least 3 pieces in their folder, but I have to do that myself since I'm too broke to commision people rn
♨ egg-dex completion (after hunt; and as far as possible)
♨ write chapter x-2 and xi (at least x-2 tho)
♨ gmaes list; earthbound
♨ sort music on phone
considered done
Posted: Wed, 22/03/2017 18:44 (7 Years ago)
maths
2016 avg:
13/Jan - 2/Feb - 6/Feb - 2/Mar - 18/Mar - 1+2/Apr - 4/Apr - 15/Apr - 6/May - 27/May - 15/Jun - 1/Jul - 12/Jul - 28/Jul - 18/Aug - 14/Sep - 5/Oct - 20/Oct - 18/Nov - 1/Dec - 12/Dec
20/12 = ~1,6
1 fp post per month but leaning to 2
summer busier (more free time) w/ less posts in the testing period (oct, nov, dec)
calm down lei ph wont die
and if it does I need alternatives for wasting time, fr won't do it for me
hnggh
Posted: Thu, 23/03/2017 21:09 (7 Years ago)
where's North from here
The glitter freeze
Don't turn here
Listen
You wouldn't credit
Or believe this
Today I listened to a really powerful speech about self acceptance and loving yourself
It hit me right where it hurts.
It's though to really like somebody if you can't stand yourself.
But I'm a work in progress, really :v everything step-by-step.
Posted: Thu, 30/03/2017 14:03 (7 Years ago)
pls just shoot me
Posted: Sun, 02/04/2017 17:00 (7 Years ago)
(ﾉ･_-)☆
srsly I can grouch around when I'm dead
Posted: Sat, 08/04/2017 06:55 (7 Years ago)
SCP-1269 letters
I remember the day, the hour, the infinitesimal sliver of a second when I fell in love with you, realized I loved you and only you, the moment my heart stopped and I lived for you alone.
Perhaps it was the way you carried yourself on the tired days, perhaps it was the way your eyes shone when a transient beauty crossed your path; would you understand how I longed to be that butterfly dancing on the afternoon breeze, that small flower struggling through sidewalk cracks, that passing swanlike cloud in the sky, how I longed to be anything that would catch your eye and move your smile?
You pass by me each day, never sparing me more than a glance, but for me it is enough to carry me until the next day, as I wait to next catch a glimpse of you and your unearthly beauty, your charming laugh and graceful step. I love the way you dance whenever you walk, I love the way you tilt your head towards the sun, I love everything about you, I love you.
How could anyone describe one as perfect as you, vision of elegance and loveliness? Every action of yours I’ve observed is embodied in the fragility and delicacy of a twirling snowflake, and yet you waltz into eternity with the softest of motion, in perfect rhythm with the air and the world.
You are beautiful. Every step, every pause, every breath of yours is a masterwork of the divine. Your presence brightens the world with a light that cannot be compared, you are the flower that nature cannot hope to match.
The color of your eyes reminds me of the depth and expanse of the night sky, a vast dazzling macrocosm of soft velvet and glimmering pinpricks of light.
Do you sing in the shower? If so, I’ve heard you. Such a tenderly beautiful voice matches its owner.
I think of you and nothing but you as the day flows by, I yearn for a faint shimmer of your face as everything darkens to night
The wind was blowing and I thought it whispered your name sadly because that is what my heart is doing
I keep thinking of the way your hair shines softly in the evening light, as if each strand is a shaft of purest moonbeams
The trees drop their leaves and cry with me as I stand here alone, without you
My shadow grows longer as if reaching towards you
I miss the light in your eyes and the harmony of your voice