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Posted: Thu, 18/06/2020 16:59 (4 Years ago)
baby girl:
shiny mega chain 139
yeah that is everything you get today, i'm way to happy because of this baby
Posted: Thu, 18/06/2020 19:13 (4 Years ago)
WHO CARES THAT I SET THE LIMIT FOR TWO MONTHS
My mind is gonna torment me if I don't finish it tommorow!
Good thing: I already did the sketch.
Bad thing: I have online class tommorow, yes, one, but that's still a hole in my time managment and I don't know how to deal with it.
Posted: Fri, 19/06/2020 07:14 (4 Years ago)
Okay, plans for today:
- Write something, I beg of you
- Finish the commision
- Make the great new mary sue oc because girls
Also getting back to SCP universe was a mistake because lately I just think about how I don't have enought time to listen to those 70 other videos. While in theory I could do it rn, I need to focus because then I just snap back to reality in middle of very graphic description of dead(?) human body.
If anyone wants to listen to horror/anomaly kinda things I reccomend The Exploring Series since he acctually explains stuff, checks other sources and doesn't just read the site article. Plus adds images tu videos.
Posted: Fri, 19/06/2020 11:55 (4 Years ago)
Honestly why can't you just mind your own business and not be "ew disgusting" to lgbt people?
I hoped that at least here it would be more tolerant.
I don't need another simulation of poland, I don't need another place where 'lgbt is idealogy not people" and "lgbt are less of a human". I don't need another place where "gay" and "trans" is an insult to femine or even simply affectionate guys. I already have a dump in poland, our goverment already wants to kick all lgbt people out or make "lgbt free zones".
Okay, end of the rant. I think I preffer being pissed over being sad because crying sucks.
Wanted to post it here since it wouldn't get attention.
I hate myself, there are moments where nothing can make me cry and I can be as angry and upset as human can get but today I'm just crying.
It's mostly hormones because I'm still a teen but I really hate it, I hate crying in the middle of the day.
I hate this day
Posted: Sat, 20/06/2020 04:53 (4 Years ago)
OKay, plans for yesterday: failed? I did the commision but nothing else so yeah, failed.
Let's try to draw something today and also maybe? Probably. Hopefully finally write something, I have so many ocs that I haven't used. And, not really designed but IM GONNA DO THAT.
Oh and check out my Art Dump, linked in profile, nothings there as of writing this but I shall post something new soon.
Also Coffinberry is such a weird surename but I gave it my oc anyway. Probably because I have great idea for gore artwork based on it. Kinda gore? Not sure really, we'll see how it goes and if pokeheroes is willing to accept it lol.
Probably yes since I don't plan on anything excessive
Fun fact for todays morning: I keep spelling "yeah" as "yeha" and I'm tempted to start saying yeehaw instead of yeah.
Posted: Sat, 20/06/2020 15:25 (4 Years ago)
I remember my first harry potter fanfictions... ah avoiding adding harry, ron and hermione was a bless. Same with bnha, I actually dumped my fanfiction because I couldn't write about Thirteens actions and talking because I would cringe. I've never posted these fanfictions
Like, personal stuff, and I cringe. Because I just can't. Kinda wish I was more of shameless smut writer who can make characters do OOC stuff rather than cringing everytime I make bakugo talk. Like, god, my brain let my writer canon characters. J U S T L E T M E
oh and I hatched a sm skarmory
Posted: Sat, 20/06/2020 19:00 (4 Years ago)
— They paid, I can take the PD from gifts. One even tipped, I can use the tip, or invest into Ditto fund. And buy gems for Sneasel hunt...
— What if they want a refund?
— They will not want a....
— But what if they do? I didn't even start!
— You have 2 months, and your sprite shop is closed, no lessons, you'll start tommorow when you wake up, no rush, just chill...
— But art fight? What about art fight? I have only 10 days to...
— 10 days is enough...
— But also the art? Oh god the art I'm gonna die...
— You're gonna die if you keep eating cold food and watching youtube videos
— I'm gonaaaa dieeeeee
Posted: Sun, 21/06/2020 05:14 (4 Years ago)
God I'm dumb lately.
Time to get to commisions—
Posted: Sun, 21/06/2020 06:50 (4 Years ago)
MY TABLET BATTERY DIED
I hate myself. I hate my life. Oh my GOD. Just. JUST LET ME DRAW
And it'll take like, a whole DAY for it to charge, ughh. :(
Well hopefully I get at least one commision done, preferably the hardest one, the one which ref downloading almost crashed my wifi because the file was so huge.
But the oc is GORGEUS and I'm going to DRAW it. No matter WHAT.
Okay I think I'm over-reacting but it's early I don't know what am I doing.
Posted: Sun, 21/06/2020 15:48 (4 Years ago)
But hey! I got the sketches done for 2 commisons (tho one is so weird it'll still take me at least 5h to get finished with anything) and did coloring on the other one!
I plan to tommorow do the: "ohmygodwhyisitsogorgeousbutalsosohardtomakewhydidiacceptchangetheruleschangetherules"
Or at least its lineart, sketch, or something. Because I get so confused when looking at it that my only thought is "when I get to add lighting this is gonna be great".
Or at least finish the second coloring, because I really keep putting of the hard one. And I really want to get it done. If the person who ordered it is reading this, they'll know its them. Don't talk to me. I'll get it done, even if I have to sell my soul to Giratina in order to do this.
Posted: Mon, 22/06/2020 07:38 (4 Years ago)
Me: Flowey :)
*Undertale flashbacks intensify*
Me: Flowie (:
Also good morning you lovely bastards, hows the drama? Nothing new? Glad to hear that!
Fun fact: I have to watch more than 2 hours of videos from one youtuber and another... 34 x 30 : 60... ... 17 of other series. Wow. Yeah I'm gonna stick with 2 hours of polish series, maybe two episodes of another, doing commisions...
Oh and Fun Fact: I love teeth
For no reason, just looking at art, especially gore or candy gore and drawing teeth is great. Even more so when they're canine teeth or just sharp ones. God that sound kinkier than I wanted...
Posted: Mon, 22/06/2020 11:48 (4 Years ago)
:D
Actually shiny hunting:
:C
Also I found out I like dental gore, which is gross especially since I know how much pain removing teeth gives. I had three of my teeth removed, 2 higher and 1 lower. The lower one was awfull since I got so many painkillers I didn't feel my face but it still hurt. At least the dentist was a nice dude!
Posted: Mon, 22/06/2020 12:42 (4 Years ago)
first:
oh god the DW gem update I'm so happyyy!
second:
I have only a bit more than 35% chance of getting shiny mew plushie this year.
After these bold statments I have to say that I'm getting weirder everyday, especially with my love for gore and weird stuff. SCP universe rocks but is also the main reason why.
Also time to do commisions to buy breeding pairs ;)
Rn I have to do:
— Commision 1 (already colored, only shading/lineart fixes)
— Commision 2 (sketch started, god it's gonna hurt)
— Commision 3 (not started, if it doesn't turn out amazing I'm gonna cry)
And also preferably write a fanfiction or smth. I dunno if I said it already but I'll do it anyway: I sort my ff/stories on my pendrive by years and months. As in (Year 2018 > Books 1, they aren't books but I named them like that since 2017 and it stuck with me lol) so far I only had one empty month, januray 2019 because I was working on bigger (dumb, unifinished) fanfiction. Rn in my June folder there's only one file. Titled: "apology". Which is just me swearing at myself, calling myself an idiot and then saying that I need to write because if its the only file in the folder by the end of the month I'm officially the dumbest writer of all times and I don't deserve anything I get.
I write most of my stuff like that, because when I get angry I get everything done quickly.
NEW THING:
IM A LITTLE BASTARD CHILD
A DUNCE
DONT TELL ME OTHERWISE BECAUSE YOU'LL BE WRONG
Posted: Mon, 22/06/2020 15:38 (4 Years ago)
Commision stats:
— Com 1 (fully colored, wasn't ealier I just thought it was for some reason, lines fixed)
— Com 2 (LINEART IS DONE BOISS It took way to loong I got confused with my own sketch and if shading doesn't save my god knows what will)
— Com 3 (Lineart in progress)
— Com 4 (still not started, it's the only half-body so it won't be half that bad)
Also, listening to SCP entries while drawing? Great, amazing. I focus the best while drawing and done zone off too much.
Now let's wordIcan'tsayonpokeheroes gooo—
with the commisions!
Posted: Mon, 22/06/2020 19:48 (4 Years ago)
Also *SLAM* COMMISION PROGRESS:
— Com 1: Finished, will post tommorow or after I get done with the others. I prefer to post in batches similar to how my Sprite Shop works (only difference being sprites take 20 minutes max while art takes 2 hours at least...)
— Com 2: I haven't touched this monster, it can stay where it should stay. Jk I will start adding colors tommorow, hopefully whole drawing will be done before next week (it's hard k, it's like, really hard)
— Com 3: Lineart DONE. Took a lot of fixing and proportions still look a bit off since... well, big foxes are big and big cats are smaller. Working on it, perspective is weird so that's that (english lvl 100)
— Com 4: Sketch done. Will do lineart tommorow and hopefully will also finish tommorow, like, god the character is great I love the design.
Also fun fact, it's so late that I don't even know what I'm writing. Like honestly.
Also also (because I don't know other word similar to it) I have to finally start posting in my art dump (hopefully the first commision) and start fixing my sprite shop/adding new stuff there since rn, well, it's boooring. And looks broken since I didn't finish adding the halloween color wibe.
Not, not really halloween but it's just really warm colors. I just really like warm colors, as in yellow and orange, I have no idea why my theme was purple so much.
And not so fun fact since I feel like people need to know this: Dental gore. I'm starting to really like dental gore, somethings wrong with me.
I really need to change my pfp since it looks gross with the missing tooth being like that. Like legit gross... I... Imma go search for some relatively pg scp stuff
orrrrrrrrrrr draw dr. bright, or some scps........... okay it's getting too late I'm rambling rn.
Posted: Tue, 23/06/2020 05:44 (4 Years ago)
I had a really trippy dream tonight. That I broke my shiny chain with Porygon of all things and then all my OT shinies from my boxes were deleted and I got perma-banned. I have no idea what or why. But the dream was weird and let's stick with that.
Also I really want to end this budew hunt, I honestly only wanted it to happen to get rid of gems (which worked, I traded almost 2k with greg) but tbh I want to make use of the mega cuff so that I can start my planned SM hunts.
So btw, planned sm hunts:
Dunsprace - Perfect Breeding Pair
Zubat - Perfect Breeding Pair
Gyarados - Perfect Breeding Pair
Gardevoir/Gallade - Perfect Breeding pair
(Hunts that I have a pair for but don't plan on doing, yet)
Bulbabasaur - Squirtle - Charmander - Sceptile - Rapidash - Absol
God I have a lot of pairs actually, most of them in the "trash" box. That's kinda weird but oh well.
Time to start drawinggg
Posted: Tue, 23/06/2020 07:06 (4 Years ago)
So first of all, god I want this school year to be over and even more so I want the DW Gem thing to happen. I'm gonna send few SM Lucario plushies to people who don't have them 👀 And I'll also become more active on "Give the user above you a plushie" or just spam my friendlist with plushies because who's gonna stop me?
Another thing: I'm thinking about doing event hunt, but only when I'm done with ditto fund and ready to start "egg box" fund. Because honestly I can't imagine shiny hunting events without event pass and at the same time not having egg storages. Like sorry but no. I remember how long it took me when I was breeding Igglybaths to give away people who couldn't get all stages.
Oh yeah I'll probably hunt Igglybath since the shiny looks cool and I have a breeding pair lol. But honestly I also like the way Easter Ducklett looks like so that might also happen xd
Andd SM Summer/Autumn (?) Ampharos since they're rare, but that only after I have 1yr premium savings and a lot of event points for even passes. I'm not crazy enough to do SM event hunt without event passes.
My online classes are pretty late today and I only have 2 of them so hopefully I get to work on commisions a bit more. Planning to finish/start coloroing on 2 of them and preferably do lineart on the 3rd.
Yes I'm obsessed with batches I'm not gonna release them alone, unless I don't finish another one today, then I'm realising the first one since:
1. I need PD for ditto fund, nuggets and a lot of gems
2. I need to post something in my Art Dump.
okay let's just hope 1h gap is enought to not make the 2 posts merge.
Posted: Tue, 23/06/2020 09:09 (4 Years ago)
Teacher: What can you tell me about drugs?
Classmate1: Yum yum
Classmate2: The harder the better
We're all 13, what the heck guys.
Teacher: What do you do if someone offers you drugs or ciggarets?
Classmate1: Take them all.
Classmate2: Burn his jacket.
Classmate3: Eat the ciggarets.
Classmate2: You'll die in 2 weeks like that
Classmate3: Or you take them and then sell them.
???????
Teacher: a pack of ciggarets costs 20 zl
Classmate 2: 20?? That's four packs of crisps!
what is with everyones thinking.
Are we now talking about the forbidden pills. The non-consensual pills. Miss we're thirteen. Miss the whole country is almost closed. No-one is gonna put forbidden pills into our coca-colas. wth.
This is our last lessons, it's really clear that teacher doesn't know what to do because we're just talking about safety during vacation. I bet that we'll do the same thing on home-room class at Thursday :V
Posted: Tue, 23/06/2020 10:36 (4 Years ago)
— Com 1: already finished, nothing changed here
— Com 2: Colors partly finished, like 33%, got all the really dark spots, most of the red ones and all gold ones.
— Com 3: Colors done, took a lot of lineart polishing but I did it!
— Com 4: Lineart done, not polished tho so I will have to do that later.
Also (the only word I know apparently) I want to get into animation. This is gonna be such a bad idea but I have to. Inspiration struck me and I can't get unstruck. That's really bad.
Posted: Tue, 23/06/2020 14:58 (4 Years ago)
And another thing: I'm planning on chaning my pfp to SCP-049 with certain pokemon so I googled SCP-049 for reference... so many fanfictions... so many polish ones too... I HAVE TO READ THEM,