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Title: Entry 40- FREE!

Dear Dumb Diary,

I've never felt so free and happy before! :D I have a song in my heart and a smile on my face! ^u^

Today is opening night for ****'s play "Company" and he's so nervous X3 I know he'll do great, he always does! :D

I'm looking forward to the new year! :D I have a whole wardrobe planned (though I hope to get more masculine clothes for my genderqueer closet X3) including goth, steampunk, lolita, and general chill attire :)

Off to sing a happy song~ la la la la la la la!

<3, Innie~

Title: Entry 41- Bugs Needed

BUGS NEEDED:
-Anorith
-Accelgor
-Escavalier.
-Vivillon Pokeball
-Vivillon Fancy

LEGENDS:
-Arceus w/Insect Plate
-Genesect
-Genesect (Burn)
-Genesect (Chill)
-Genesect (Douse)
-Genesect (Shock)

EVENTS:
-Sandwebble
-Sandcrustle
-Scattercube
-Spewbrella
-Cocktaillon

MEGAS:
-Mega-Beedrill
-Mega-Pinsir
-Mega-Heracross

PLUSHIES:
-Venonat
-Silcoon
-Surskit
-Masquerain
-Burmy (Plant)
-Burmy (Sandy)
-Burmy (Trash)

Title: Entry 42

Dear Dumb Diary,

I've put up my shiny Scizor and Wurmple for trade. Since I want to be the OT of as many of my shinies as possible, I'll be hatching two shiny Scythers and a heck of a lot of shiny Wurmples.

***UPDATE*** Very poor offers, so I'll set up the trades again tomorrow...

I feel so bad for my poor honey bunny :c Last night was a near-perfect opening night for his show, but during the big dance number, his wig flew off QnQ My poor poor darling, he must've felt so humiliated! UnU He'll be performing a lot this week, so I won't be able to text him much, but when this is all over, I'll plan something fun to cheer him up :)

I had an odd nightmare last night where my computer was hacked and I was powerless as I watched the hacker mess with my things. It all started because of a Bong-cheon Dong type website that featured a story about a man who'd been attacked and lost his legs. The scrolling jumpscare was a video of an eerie voice that said "I have no legs" before flashing a picture of a husky with glowing white eyes. It was really creepy.

Speaking of, here are the links related to the Bong-cheon Dong Ghost and such: Bong-cheon Dong Ghost, Ok-su Station Ghost, Masung Tunnel Ghost, Body of a Pig, Body of a Pig (Debunked), Smile.jpg, Is Smile Dog Real?. WARNING: Creepy, unsettling, disturbing, and jumpscares!

I guess that's all for now. Not much to write X3

<3 Innie (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧

Title: Entry 43- Megas to Hunt

Venusaur
Charizard X
Blastoise
Alakazam
Gengar
Kangaskhan
Gyarados
Mewtwo X
Ampharos
Houndoom
Steelix
Sceptile
Tyranitar
Sbleye
Altaria
Gardevoir
Mawile
Medicham (Try for shiny-mega)
Banette
Absol
Glalie
Metagross
Garchomp
Lopunny
Gallade
Audino

Title: Entry 44

Dear Dumb Diary,

I put the shiny Scizor in the shiny Wondertrade and got a shiny Heracross, and I traded the shiny Wurmple for a Shaymin with a Gracedia :3

I watched the #FreedomofTweets livestream :) It was totally awesome! I've never felt so safe with a group of people before UwU It was fun but also reassuring.

I finally started watching Steam Powered Giraffe to surprise **** :) My favorite song is Honeybee ^u^

<3, Innie

Title: Entry 45

Dear Dumb Diary,

Timothy, my Galvantula, reached level 400 today! ＼(^ω^＼) I'm so proud! :D

Also I've been listening to so many creepy songs lately >u< My Heaven, La Llorona, and Rugrats Theory. Such great tunes UwU

**** has been upset all night. His friends didn't go to his performance last night. He feels insignificant and I can't cheer him up...

Guess that's all for now! :D

</3, Innie

Title: 46- Shiny Bugs Needed

BUGS:
-Metapod -Butterfree
-Weedle -Kakuna -Beedrill
-Paras -Parasect
-Venonat -Venomoth
-Pinsir
-Ledya -Ledian
-Spinarak -Ariados (Miss Muffet/Muffet)
-Yanma -Yanmega
-Pineco -Foretress
-Shuckle
-Heracross
-Anorith -Armaldo
-Wurmple (Shirley) -Silcoon -Beautifly -Cascoon -Dustox
-Surskit -Masquerain
-Nincada -Ninjask -Shedninja
-Volbeat
-Illumise
-Krikitot -Krikitune
-Burmy (Plant) -Burmy (Sandy) -Burmy (Trash)
-Wormadam (Plant) -Wormadam (Sandy) -Wormadam (Trash) -Mothim
-Combee -Vespiquen
-Skoripi -Drapion
-Sewaddle -Swadloon -Leavanny
-Venipede -Whirlipede -Scolipede
-Dwebble -Crustle
-Karrablast -Escavalier
-Shelmet -Accelgor
-Joltik -Galvantula
-Durant
-Larvesta -Volcarona
-Scatterbug -Spewpa -Vivillon

VIVILLONS:
-Archipelago
-Continental
-Elegant
-Fancy
-Garden
-High Plains
-Icy Snow
-Jungle
-Marine
-Modern
-Monsoon
-Ocean
-Pokeball
-Polar
-River
-Sandstorm
-Savanna
-Sun
-Tundra

LEGENDS:
-Arceus w/Insect Plate
-Genesect
-Genesect (Burn)
-Genesect (Chill)
-Genesect (Douse)
-Genesect (Shock)

EVENTS:
-Catercream (Custard) -Metacream -Buttercream
-Fiesta Larvesta -Fiesta Volcorona
-Sandwebble -Sandcrustle
-Scattercube -Spewbrella -Cocktaillon

MEGAS:
-Mega-Beedrill
-Mega-Pinsir
-Mega-Heracross

Title: 47- Comic Sans

**SPOILERS AHEAD**

The Genocide run of Undertale is commentary on the current view gamers hold about completing games: Kill every enemy without a second thought, gain exp and power, win, then reset and start over. Sans the Skeleton's dialogue during his boss fight in the Genocide run (usually after you've lost a few times and have to fight him again) further supports this conclusion:

-"You can't understand how this feels."
-"Knowing that one day, without warning, it's all going to be reset."
-"And getting to the surface doesn't really appeal anymore, either."
-"Cause even if we do... we'll just end up right back here, without any memory of it, right?"
-"To be blunt, it makes it kind of hard to give it my all."
-"...or is that just a poor excuse for being lazy...? Hell if I know."
-"All I know is... seeing what comes next... I can't afford not to care anymore."
-"Listen... friendship... it's really great, right? Let's quit fighting."
-"Sounds strange, but before all this, I was secretly hoping we could be friends. I always thought the anamoly was doing this because they were unhappy, and when they got what they wanted, they would stop all this. And maybe all they needed was... I dunno... Some good food, some bad laughs, some nice friends. But that's ridiculous, right? Yeah, you're the type of person who won't EVER be happy. You'll keep consuming timelines over and over, until... Well. Hey. Take it from me, kid. Someday... you gotta learn when to QUIT. And that day's TODAY. Cause, ya see, all this fighting is really tiring me out."
-"All right. That's it. It's time for my special attack. Here goes nothing. Yep. That's right. It's literally nothing. And it's not going to be anything, either. Heh heh heh... ya get it? I know I can't beat you. One of your turns... you're just gonna kill me. So, uh. I've decided... it's not going to BE your turn. Ever. I'm just gonna keep having my turn until you give up. Even if it means we have to stand here until the end of time. Capiche? You'll get bored here, if you haven't gotten bored already, I mean. And then, you'll finally quit. I know your type. You're, uh, very determined, aren't you? You'll never give up, even if there's, uh... absolutely NO benefit to perservering whatsoever. If I can make that clear. No matter what, you'll just keep going, not out of any desire for good or evil... but just because you think you can. And because you think you "can"... ...you "have to". But now, you've reached the end. There's nothing left for you now. So, uh, in my personal opinion... the most "determined" thing you can do here? is to, uh, completely give up, and... do literally anything else."

Sans is probably the deepest, most mysterious characters in the game. Intelligent, he seems to be aware that he's in a game. He's referenced time-travel and different events that occur in the Neutral and Pacifist runs. He also seems to know the ending of the Genocide run. (Though this may be brought about by losing to him multiple times or playing Genocide run twice in a row) He speaks of an anamoly, which is your character in every run. And once the REAL battle begins, he seems to manipulate some aspect of it, be it time, space, or just being quick on his feet. Not to mention that he defies gravity and physics with his attacks. And his "special attack" is doing absolutely nothing and forbidding you to do anything.

The Youtube Gamer, Cr1TiKal, is thought to be the inspiration for his voice. There's also the theory that Sans' is human, as his mouth never moves, he's constantly breathing throughout his battle, and during the final blow, he bleeds. Before he dies, he limps off-screen, so who knows if he actually turns to dust! That being said, he holds great power. Whatever he is, he's intelligent and strong. One theory states that he's an angel of some sort, as he's protective, strong, and his boss battle occurs in a church.

Title: 48- Sleepy She Be

Dear Dumb Diary,

oh h0I!!!

Yesterday was Thanksgiving. I ate waaaay too much pie. Had really vivid dreams.

I think I'm officially a fangirl for Undertale. UwU Ain't no shame.

Really tired. Like REEEEEALLY tired. On Monday I have to go into the doctors to figure out which test I'll have to take to figure out what's wrong with my intestines...

Hurp derp shurpdeewurp.

</3, Innie teh pizza goblin

Title: Entry 49

Dear Dumb Diary,

My dad's sick today...

Undertale has to be the oddest cast of lovable characters. We don't notice that they're monsters because they've been so humanized. Sans and Papyrus are both skeletons, Toriel and Asgore are goat people, Undyne is a fish creature similar to the Creature from the Black Lagoon, Metaton is a robot, Alphys is a dinosaur-reptile, and Flowey is a monster plant. But nobody really notices.

Speaking of Undertale, I'm such a fangirl. I wrote fanfiction, I watch comic dubs and sh!tposts, and I'm absolutely smitten by Sans. He's a lazy, chill skeleton that loves bad jokes and puns and travels through time and space. Super cool, super smart, super funny = just my type of dude. I plan to do a cosplay of him one day.

Guess that's all for today. Not much to write.

<3, Innie

Title: Entry 50

Dear Dumb Diary,

I've been working on some research for some things I'm planning to write. I'm gonna get a lot of hate from the ignorant, but a lot of love from the intelligent.

Undertale continues to captivate my heart.

**Wasn't able to see doctor today. Insides still hurting and bleeding slightly**

<3, Innie

Title: Entry 51 - Anguish

Dear Dumb Diary,

I don't think **** and I are going to be together much longer. I'm just too weird, too open, yet too closed. When he finds someone better, he'll leave. And I'll be the lonely loser again.

I haven't slept in over 24 hours. I'm in a lot of pain but I gotta grit through it until Monday. If anything worse happens, we'll go to the ER, but I think I can hold out.

I really do feel alone. It's not so bad, I guess. Nobody to hold me back. But nobody to push me forward, either.

I was really happy for Christmas. **** brought back some sense of joy, but I destroyed it like I do with all good things. I really hate myself.

</3, whatever's left of Innie

Title: Entry 52- Past

Dear Dumb Diary,

**** told me about his past. I still love him, but it's weird to think that I'm dating someone who's done something like that. He cut his hair. It's short but he still looks really cute. He really is the guy of my dreams...I just...wish I were the girl of his dreams...oh well.

I've been sleeping way too much lately, not doing anything. Winter blues maybe? Probably. I dunno. My life is going to change next year.

I'm sad. I'm lonely. I'm cold. I'm outcasted. And I'm really losing any hope I had left.

</3, The Thing Known As Inad

Title: Entry 53- Boredom

Dear Dumb Diary,

Today I recolored some Pokemon Sprites: Shiftry, Dedenne, Rapidash, Kirlia, and Lillibride. I'm pretty happy with my results, but I wish I could get better...

I go to the doctors on Monday the 14th, hopefully I can see him and get all of this figured out.

I had fresh baked croissants for dinner UwU They were delightful!

**** and I talked via Skype text. His phone is broken again XD

Guess that's all?

</3, Innie

Title: Entry 54- Tatoo

Dear Dumb Diary,

**** had a physical yesterday :) His phone is fixed! >u< But that horrible evil Witch from his past has cursed him with nightmares UnU

Still repainting Pokemon Sprites. Bored...

This year's Advent Calendar is really fun :) I feel kinda forgotten on the site, though, like everyone doesn't care. Of course, I don't do much, so it's probably just in my head. Guess loneliness is getting to me...

Hoping to get a tatoo for my bday! :D Can't decide what though... Torn between a tarantula, a Jolly Roger, and a blue butterfly... **** doesn't know, though. Nobody does. **** isn't really into tatoos...I don't want a whole bunch, just a few small ones...

I can't wait until Xmas. If my aunt does get me a wig, I wonder which one it'll be OwO I can't wait to post pics of me in it! Hypothetically, if I get one...

</3, Innie

Title: Entry 55- My Prince Nutcraker

Dear Dumb Diary,

**** dressed as a Nutcracker today QuQ He said he'd wanted to do it since he learned of my love for the Nutcracker story... He even posted it publicly and dedicated it to me! QuQ I've never felt so special! ^u^ <3 Oh my darling, how I love you! *twirls around like Clara, humming a tune* X3

But...as wonderful as that makes me feel, I'm still under the weather... It's not so bad though, because of my dear sweet wonderful **** UwU

<3, Princess Clara

Title: Entry 56- SHINY SCYTHER!

Dear Dumb Diary,

After 259 Eggs...
7 1/2 Months...
TONS of PokeDollars...
FINALLY...

I HATCHED A SHINY SCYTHER!!! :D

Chain 260! A beautiful female I've named Chitara :)

I plan to hatch my Fiesta Larvesta Egg and my Anorith Egg before starting a shiny Seedot hunt :)

Let's hope I get a shiny male in time for Christmas :)

<3, Innie

Title: Entry 57- Lonely

"I'll find repose in new ways
"Though I haven't slept in two days
"'Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone
"But drenched in vanilla twilight
"I'll sit on the front porch all night
"Waist deep in thought because when
"I think of you I don't feel so alone..."
-Owl City "Vanilla Twilight"

Dear Dumb Diary,

Jillian left the site due to complications with viruses. Haya's not on much. Nobody is, really. It's unbelievably taunting to look at my PalPad and be confronted with the Icon of... It's...weird. I know I did good by cutting them out of my life, but I can't help but miss them... Maybe I could say sorry? No...I'm out of their life forever. They probably don't even remember I exist anymore. It's for the best, I guess... I just wish I could say "Hey, I'm hurt by what you said and did to me, but I think I miss you and I'd really like to be friends again..?" But **** would have a fit over it. He'll be mad I'm showing weakness. Damn my heart...

I've been thinking of puns and jokes...
What did the Mareep say to her Senpai?
Nothing, she was too SHEEPish!
...that was lame...

</3, Lonely Loser Innie

Title: Entry 58

Dear Dumb Diary,

I...got 3 Joltik plushies from them... I sent them a Christmas Card as thanks... After what happened last night, I'm 100% certain **** is going to be enraged at me. He really wants me to get "that thing" (his own words) out of my life... I want it too, don't I? Or am I just so desperate that I'm willing to take anyone as a friend? Am I the bad guy? I don't know anymore... All I know is that I don't want to get hurt anymore. I'm tired of lies and false promises, fights and secrets. **** knows more about me than even my parents do, but... K doesn't know much about me at all. I've grown, matured, changed. Will K still like me? Or is it best we keep ignoring each other's existences? Ugh, friendships are so confusing! >.< I dew nut liek dis feewings!

I'm hesitant to start my shiny Seedot hunt because I want to open all of the doors on the Advent Calendar and I'm almost certain as soon as I start the shiny chain that the door will want to do something with collecting/hatching eggs that could potentially break my chain... I've already lost 2 doors (I only remember not opening one but derp de werp) and I can't afford to be lazy...

I-I've been watching adaptations of The Nutcracker and the Mouse King. My favorite remains Barbie in the Nutcracker, but The Nutcracker Prince is a STRONG second, almost a tie. I still can't stop smiling and blushing at **** dressed as my Nutcracker... He sometimes calls me His Clara X3

I...I guess that's all? I'm still so confused...

</3, Creepy Confused Innie

Title: Entry 59- Mending

Dear Dumb Diary,

We've started talking... K is back on the friendlist quq Even if I was hurt, this isn't the way to go about mending myself. I'm a loyal spider. I'll stick around, just in case I'm needed :)

<3, Innie