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The Path to Heaven (1 on 1 with AuroraNightshade)

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Posted: Thu, 09/04/2015 02:38 (9 Years ago)
A soft voice broke through my suffering, easing my pain like a salve. Maurina! I could faintly hear her saying, "Please wake up." Why? Why should I wake up? The world would be a better place without me. If I just stay here, in the cold and the dark, she would be safe. I wouldn't be able to hurt her. But I would hurt her. If I died she would hurt more than she would from any wound I could inflict. I had to come back. I had to WAKE UP! I jerked awake, gasping for the breaths I had not been taking. My heart beat a frantic rhythm, after having flatlined. I clutched at the grass beneath me. Marina's face hovered above me, looking slightly panicked at first. She was so beautiful and caring. How could I have ever wanted to leave? I gave her a small smile as my chest spasmed slightly. "Miss me?"
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Posted: Thu, 09/04/2015 02:46 (9 Years ago)
I was so relieved when he gasped in a breath. I let out a ragged breath I didn't even know I was holding.
"You gave me a heart attack! I was so worried! I thought you'd died!" I whispered, hugging him to me. He nearly died! But that smile! God! It made my heart race! Warmth spread throughout my body. Brutis came in and licked Jacob's face. "Bru! Let him breath!"
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Posted: Thu, 09/04/2015 03:29 (9 Years ago)
I laughed, rubbing the sides of Brutis neck. "Were you worried about me too?" Maurina held me in a tight embrace. It felt heavenly. Warmth rushed through me, spreading outward from the points where our bodies touched. I leaned back slightly, looking into her warm hazel eyes. I had never felt more in love than at that moment. Before I could stop myself, I pulled her into a kiss. The warmth of her lips was more wonderful than I could have ever imagined. Realizing what I had done, I quickly pulled back, though not enough to break our contact. My face burned a bright red. I stared into her eyes, hoping I hadn't just ruined my only friendship.
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Posted: Thu, 09/04/2015 03:40 (9 Years ago)
The warmth of his body against mine was like nothing I'd ever felt! When he looked at me with those warm brown eyes, I melted. He was...amazing! And then it happened! He kissed me! I was in bliss! I kissed him back, loving the feel of it. And then he pulled back. I cried out, unable to stop myself. I looked at him, worried he thought I was crazy. "I...I..."
I had no idea what to say! Did he do it on accident? There was that girl he'd talked about. Did I do something wrong? I'd been told guys got scared if you rushed them. Maybe I'd gone too fast?
I couldn't move, paralyzed with fear.
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Posted: Thu, 09/04/2015 04:14 (9 Years ago)
At first I was worried that her small cry was one of outrage at what I had done, but one look at her longing eyes told me that this was not the case. I smiled again, gently pulling her back towards me. Our lips locked, and once again my mind was filled with fireworks! Ecstasy filled my body as our kiss became slightly more passionate. Brutis seemed to have removed himself from the area. I held her tight in my arms, fairly emenating love for this girl.
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Posted: Thu, 09/04/2015 04:25 (9 Years ago)
He kissed me again and I clung to him, never wanting to let him go! Everything faded and it was just Jacob and I. His lips explored mine, causing me to moan and sigh. I didn't even know I could make sounds like that! I pushed myself closer to him, twisting my fingers in his dark hair. He made a low, deep sound in the back of his throat. I liked that too. He was more different from Seth as ice was from fire! I had to pull away to draw in a ragged breath.
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Posted: Thu, 09/04/2015 07:34 (9 Years ago)
When she pulled away to breath, I could feel a gnawing hunger in the back of my mind. My primal self wanted more. I quickly shoved those feelings aside. First of all I would rather have her initiate that sort of thing. And honestly, if I thought about it I didn't want it. Before all this I had always told myself that I would save it for later, That it would be something wonderful between me and my bride. And as much as I would like her to be, Maurina wasn't my bride. At least not yet. 'What does it matter?' My mind screamed at me. 'It's the apocalypse! Marriage isn't important any more!' No, I told myself. If I were to have her now, whether in love or simply to satiate my desires, then I would be no better than the pig who held her captive for so long. I was trying to think of a way to tell her, preferably without upsetting or offending her, when she pulled us back together. Well, if she did try to do anything more I would stop her. I would be content with her soft lips for now.
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Posted: Thu, 09/04/2015 07:49 (9 Years ago)
I kissed him long and passionately! He was gentle and sweet, letting me pick the pace. I was happy to just do this for now. Before Seth had forced himself on me, I had saved myself. I wanted to be able to look my husband in the eyes the night of our wedding and tell him I'd waited just for him. It was cheesy and silly. But it was hopelessly romantic and sweet. I didn't know id Jacob had ever been with someone, but he knew I had. I pulled back from Jacob, upset at the thought. Embarrassment and shame washed over me. I had been too weak and unable to stop Seth from taking my virginity. I held my face in my hands, hiding my pain and sadness from Jacob.
Brutis whined and nudged me.
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Posted: Thu, 09/04/2015 21:12 (9 Years ago)
Her sadness cut deep, slicing my soul. What had I done wrong? Had she realized what she was doing and decided that she didn't want me? Pulling her close, I held her tight. "I-I'm sorry. Whatever I did I'm sorry. Please don't cry." I whispered to her. Brutis had lain down beside us, doing his best to comfort Maurina.
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Posted: Fri, 10/04/2015 01:39 (9 Years ago)
"Oh! No!" I sobbed, terrified he might think I didn't love him. "I...I...He..."
I couldn't stop crying. Everything from the past year that I'd dammed up came crushing down at once. Every beating,, snide comment and psychological torture I'd faced broke free of the walls I'd built to save myself from it.
"You...not your...fault...He..." I tried to explain. When he pulled me close, I clung on to him, clutching his jacket in my fists. I buried my face in his chest.
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Posted: Fri, 10/04/2015 04:59 (9 Years ago)
I held her close, stroking the back of her head. "Shh, It's alright. You're safe with me." I kissed the top of her head. "I will never let anything bad happen to you again. You are precious to me beyond measure, and I would never hurt you." I held her as she cried. I heard my mothers voice in my mind. "You have a wonderful voice. Use it." After a moments hesitation, I began to hum softly.

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine. You make me happy, when sky's are grey.
You'll never know dear how much I love you. Please don't take my sunshine away.

My mother had loved that song. She had sung it whenever I felt sad, so maybe it would help Maurina too.
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Posted: Fri, 10/04/2015 05:06 (9 Years ago)
I clung to as he hummed. His chest vibrated as he did so. Slowly, I calmed down enough to speak.
"It's not you that I'm worried about," I told him haltingly. In a much softer voice, "It...It just all hit me...when I marry the love of my life, I...I can't tell him I waited! And the worst part is I didn't even get a say," I didn't even know if he could hear me. My voice was so low, I don't think it even qualified as a whisper.
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Posted: Fri, 10/04/2015 05:29 (9 Years ago)
I could barely understand her whispers, but I got the gist of it. I leaned my head down to her ear. I whispered to her, "I can never really know how you feel, having gone through such horrible things. But I do know is that what happened won't make him love you any less. He will love you all the more for your strength in bearing such a terrible burden. It will make him give up everything to protect you from heartbreak. I can promise you that." I continued humming my song.
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Posted: Fri, 10/04/2015 05:41 (9 Years ago)
"Thank you," I told him, playing with the end of his scarf. God how I wanted him to be that guy. I hugged him harder, sniffles racking my body. I curled up in his lap and let myself fall asleep.

Brutis looked at Jacob. He looked down at his mistress, Maurina, and then back up at Jacob. He then nudged Jacobs shoulder and curled up behind him, letting Jacob lean against him.
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Posted: Fri, 10/04/2015 06:14 (9 Years ago)
I leaned back into Brutis soft fur, Maurina sleeping peacefully against my chest. I kept my arms wrapped around her, still humming to myself. There was no way I was going back to sleep. Not after those terrible nightmares. I would keep watch. Sunrise was only a few hours away anyway. I thought about the events that had just taken place. In retrospect I was glad I hadn't waited to confess my love. That would have just caused unnecessary pain. Marina seemed to feel the same as I did about each other, and I was glad she wanted to wait till marriage. In my mind, she was still pure, even after what had happened to her. She had gotten no say in that, so why should she be considered unpure? I studied her sleeping face. She looked so at peace, without any problems to worry her. I looked back towards the horizon. I would do whatever it took for her to be able to wear that face in her waking hours. No matter the cost.
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Posted: Fri, 10/04/2015 06:25 (9 Years ago)
My dreams were peaceful. Sunlight warmed my upturned face. Jacob was next to me, playing with my hair. The dream was so nice and felt so realistic, I didn't want to wake up. But I did. I woke up slowly, my eyes adjusting to the light. Feeling someone beneath me, I sat up with a start, terrified it had all been a dream and I was still with Seth and he had just forced himself on me. I looked around scared out of my wits for a second before I made out Jacobs face.
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Posted: Fri, 10/04/2015 06:38 (9 Years ago)
Maurina sat up quickly, looking around like a startled deer. Her eyes were filled with panic for a moment, until she turned to me. Her face quickly calmed. At that moment Brutus jumped up with a growl causing us to fall back suddenly, Maurina landing on top of me. We stared surprised at each other for a moment, then I chuckled, "Well, that was quite the wake up call now wasn't it?"
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Posted: Fri, 10/04/2015 06:44 (9 Years ago)
"I guess so!" I laughed, trying to get off of him so he could get up. Brutis had other ideas. He danced around us, preventing me from getting up. "Bru!"
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Posted: Fri, 10/04/2015 10:11 (9 Years ago)
"Hold on tight. This is going to feel weird." I said wrapping my arms around her. I concentrated on a nearby tree, imagining us climbing up and perching on one of the branches. I felt the tug and we were there. I quickly put my arm around the trunk of the tree to prevent us from toppling over, and out of the tree. My legs dangled out over empty space as I sat on the thick branch. My other arm remained around Maurina's waist, holding her steady, as she was still curled up sitting on my lap.
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Posted: Fri, 10/04/2015 15:50 (9 Years ago)
"Whoa!" was all I could say as I clung to him. Teleporting was like nothing I'd ever felt! It was as if I had been disassembled and floated through the air to me reassembled in Jacobs lap in the tree. "It feels like that every time you teleport? It's like flying!"

Brutis glared up at Maurina and Jacob. His plan had been foiled! He barked up at them, whining and running around the tree.