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Posted: Wed, 24/05/2017 00:40 (7 Years ago)
Posted: Wed, 24/05/2017 00:45 (7 Years ago)
her mind and heart both fought each other, her mind telling her that she needed to be alone while her heart ached as she wanted to be close to Tomoya, causing her tear's to finally break free and stream down her face again.
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Nathan flinched and slowly clenched his hand's into fist's.
''i-i never... wanted to just watch or stay on the sidelines.... you don't know how much i wanted to save you.. i tried....! i tried to get to you Ririko..! i'm sorry that i couldn't... i'm so sorry.....!!'' he muttered, sobbing quietly as he started breaking down, clutching his head and falling to his knee's in the process of his little breakdown.
Posted: Wed, 24/05/2017 02:43 (7 Years ago)
"I'm sorry Amanda, I'm really sorry that I'm causing you this much pain" Tomoya said as he kept a hand on the back of her head
Ririko's eyes widened W-What have I done! she scolded herself in her mind "If only you had reached out to me back then, then....things would have been different, I'm sorry Nathan, I can'tn apologize enough fir this but stil..."
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Posted: Wed, 24/05/2017 03:00 (7 Years ago)
Posted: Wed, 24/05/2017 03:06 (7 Years ago)
''y-you... your not.. causing me any pain.......'' she muttered, her voice muffled but still easily heard.
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''i did Riko....! i have..! but ever since those idiot's caused you so much pain you became fearful of any guy that got close to you........ i just.... gave you your space...'' he muttered, sniffling and coughing as he tried to calm himself down.
Posted: Wed, 24/05/2017 03:17 (7 Years ago)
"Don't lie." Tomoya mumbled "Amanda, you will have to move on, you cannot have a crush on me. It'll only end up breaking you, and i cannot see that happening" he said as he moved his hand up and down her back, trying to soothe her
Tears were brimming in her eyes threatening to fall any moment but she didn't want to be seen crying "Nathan...please, please don't do this to me...please, just let me hate guys.....its just, its better that way. Nothing broken nothing repaired, just...hanging" she mumbled the final parts as she bit her lip quite hard
Posted: Wed, 24/05/2017 03:21 (7 Years ago)
Posted: Wed, 24/05/2017 03:47 (7 Years ago)
''then leave....'' she muttered, her voice suddenly sounding shattered again as she freed herself and kept her face hidden with her hair.
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Nathan remained quiet for a bit before he let out a single weak chuckle, putting one of his hands on his face as the other one fell to his lap.
''all those other kids were right..... i was meant to be alone... i'm worthless, just like they said....... you were the only one who defended me before you became fearful of guy's..'' he muttered, his tone broken down and seemed tired of fighting, yet tear's still dripped down his face and onto the floor.
Posted: Wed, 24/05/2017 03:56 (7 Years ago)
Tomoya's stomach flip flopped as he fekt her free herself, he frize into the position for a moment but then reality hit him and he got, his bangs hiding his face "O-Okay" he said as he slowly made his way to the door
Flashbacks appeared and whooshed away in Ririko's mind as the tears which were previously threatening started rolling down her face "W-Why did this happen?" She said as she started sobbing loudly, she broke down and began crying real hard, she removed her glasses and almost threw them to the side as she bit her lip, making it red
Posted: Wed, 24/05/2017 04:17 (7 Years ago)
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Nathan looked at her with wide eye's out of shock and sat there for a moment, but hesitantly scooted closer and went to reach out, but stopped himself and pulled his arm's back.
oh god what did i just do.... and how do i comfort a girl... he thought, trying to think of a way to calm her down.
Posted: Wed, 24/05/2017 10:11 (7 Years ago)
Ririko kept on crying and sobbing loudly as she covered her face with her hands, her hands getting wet from the tears she lightly punched Nathan's chest "why? Why? If only...if only everything was not so messed up then I, then we...." she pursed her lips together No! I don't want it to be like this! No! she shouted in her head, her break down was no ordinary one and it was obvious, the things she had holed up in her chest were bursting out recklessly
Posted: Wed, 24/05/2017 15:16 (7 Years ago)
Posted: Wed, 24/05/2017 15:20 (7 Years ago)
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Nathan just froze as she punched him, watching how she reacted after she finally broke down.
he gritted his teeth, guilty of what he had said, and hesitantly pulled her into a hug and gently put his hand on her head, hoping to help her calm down.
Posted: Wed, 24/05/2017 15:30 (7 Years ago)
(tbh wolf, now that i think about it how can Amanda shout quietly?)
Tomoya face palmed as he walked, he let his hair loose in ages, tossing the hair tie to God knows where I'm the worst he thought but its for the best
All the while Mika was sitting in the common room, pretty much unaware of the drama going on while lost in her own world A lot has been going on, somehow I can sense it she thought
Ririko grabbed his shirt near his shoulder blades burying her face in his chest "I-I haven't been able to face guys, I keep quarreling with them as an escape, I-I'm always too scared" she admitted while still sobbing
Posted: Wed, 24/05/2017 15:43 (7 Years ago)
he listened to her and just remained quiet, not wanting to say anything to make it worse.
and yet..... you face me just fine.. even when i screw up.... Riko... i just don't want to loose you... he thought, closing his eye's and held her a bit closer.
Posted: Wed, 24/05/2017 15:57 (7 Years ago)
Tomoya went in his room and collapsed not on the bed but on the floor, he felt as if he was drained of energy
"I-I was so scared that-that if I was nice around guys then everything will repeat itself, everything that happened back then but....but you were different somehow, I don't know how or why but I can be comfortable around you" she said in between sobs
Posted: Wed, 24/05/2017 16:03 (7 Years ago)
Posted: Wed, 24/05/2017 16:23 (7 Years ago)
''Ririko... just know i'll always be here if you need to talk, or just need someone to hold onto....'' he mumbled quietly, his gaze softening.
Posted: Wed, 24/05/2017 16:27 (7 Years ago)
"Thank you, Nathan, I don't think I would be able to act like this around anyone else but..." her voice trailed off and it became almost 0 volume when she spoke again "...you're not just putting up an act and having ulterior motives, right" she moved her face a little away
Posted: Wed, 24/05/2017 16:44 (7 Years ago)
Nathan thought for a moment and grinned, then started to lightly tickle her, to try and make her laugh.