Still awake

Late at night I see her face
Lost in time
In my racing mind
I create situations where she stayed
But its all a scrambled mess
-S. Night

goodnight everyone <3

I think its horrible some people are friends with others out of pity
that just makes it worse when they find out

W Birthday last night
I got the record i've been REALLY wanting
and a Mac DeMarco Cassette :D

one day ill find the motivation again to find someone to do art for me

ever just feel awful for making others feel awful

why do so many people say I'm like
amazing and stuff im like, actually a jerk
and not really helpful and let people down

Hey guys

feeling lost
skin cold like frost
feeling all alone
turns out this sadness has grown..
-S. Night

Sé que no estoy loco
Me miras tan distinto y sabes bien que lo noto
Tu piel se hace de hielo cada vez que te toco
Y nos vas congelando poco a poco
O hay otro que te haga sentir mucho más o se te fue el encanto
Tú eres mi otra mitad, para tres no hay espacio
Si me vas a matar no lo hagas tan despacio
Abrazo tan falso
Te siento corriendo en contraria dirección de nosotros
No puede reparar lo que hace tiempo está roto
Parece que todo nuestro amor te da igual
Yo me quedo y te vas, siempre estuvo en tu plan

saying not to worry about something usually makes me worry more

Ya me entró el alcohol
Y me llené con ganas de salir y buscarme a alguien que ame como tú
Sé que tu amor fue irreemplazable
Ruego que haya solución porque este amor duele cabrón

(Inspirational Post)
You are loved, people care and worry about you
Even if you think they don't they really do
People think about you
I think about you and love you
✩

Moon, Shining Bright
A glowing cold-ish light
Waiting until it might fade
For my bed was never made
and until that day that it becomes real
is the day the moon turns to teal
-S. Night

I don't wanna go to work :/

woop

My Matt photo album on my phone has 156 photos

(Poem time yippee)
Cold Snow
Couldn't throw
My heart is all for you
You just don't know
Won't ever figure it out
That its them that i'm all about
-S. Night

Welcome to the fellowship of sadness
Here we cry all the time
There's complimentary liquids
And please, try not to smile
You are a thousand tears deep
But you are more than your wet cheeks