I did quads again today and knocked my bedside table over uwu

Yall just a tip if i'm annoying smack me virtually and then tell me never to talk to you again

Going to practice quads today <3

scrEEEEEEE

Heyo do y'all wanna hear random stupid sh-
I made poetry! Leave if you don't want to hear my dumb stuff

Hello again
I finally made a real friend
Getting better
Helpless, sending letters

Opalescent
For me, you're an antidepressant
Freaking gender rolls

We're done with it when the school bell tolls
Empty
Exempt
Done, I wish I would be too.

I feel gay yall

maybe cuz i am thats probably why

Light TW


To anyone I ever PM with, I am SO SORRY if I ever casually bring up parental abuse
like yes my mommy went smacc who cares i was joking when i said she'd probably still do it
i mean maybe but naw-

Hey guys! Shout-out to some users, they're pretty cool peeps!
KipKat
GooBear
Rivers_Reflection

To all my long sleeve buddies(if you know you know), I hope you're ok <3

Okay, I wanted to ask advice on one thing, ignore if you have none.
I'm trying to be more expressive and stop bottling stuff up, so I'm trying to tell my friends who wouldn't be triggered about it, but it keeps getting worse.
Should I keep to myself until it stops, or tell my closer friends with the risk of being overheard or triggering them?

Heya, guys! I took a looooonggg break but wanted to come back, so hi!

Missed my alarm this morning
I could hardly get out of bed
See how I struggle, like I'm mourning
Someone, who a word too, I've never said

Yet they're imprinted into me
Oh how I miss my brother and sister
Under the sky, land, and sea.

(For context, I'm a rainbow baby, I had one sibling who was a miscarriage before me, and one after me. Then my lil bro, who we currently think is sick :/)

So....
There's auditions for theater tonight!
It's finding Nemo this time, so I'm hoping they also manage to morph this thing into a sentimental masterpeice with no rascism as they did peter pan.

Ugh I rlly hope I get in XD
I also hope Tacocat is there...she was nice to discuss gayness with last time but she doesn't know that I cut and dyed my hair-

ohh
ohh guys guess what
I found another relatable song :D
It's Orange Juice by Melanie Martinez
Listening to it currently :3

TW: aNxIeTy and overstimulation topics(back to school)
Ok...school in seven days!
We already have everything we need for it, besides me
I need to tell people when I get overstimulated and/or want to die
Oh man should I raise my hand every 2 minutes and say I don't feel good XD

But like no I need time to learn

ugh I don't think people will like me
I saw everyone and how am I the only goth tho-
hOW-

Literally me:

Out lemme in lemme in lemme out stop telling me all about your problems

PS: This is by Emei, just relatable and imma bored bean lol
She wakes up right before her alarm goes off
Takes herself on her daily walk
70 degrees, with a light breeze
Drinks coffee, black
And she leaves her phone at home
Reading poetry on the coast
Finding inner peace
Yeah, I'm tryna be-
That girl, with the perfect hair
And that girl, doesn't really care
And somehow everything goes right for
That girl, that girl, wanna be that girl
When I'm runnin' late, I dent my car
And I'd call you, but my phone's not charged
Now, I'm just that girl who tries like
Way too damn hard
And I maxed out all my credit cards
Tryna play dress up to look the part
Now I'm just that girl who tries like
Way too damn hard
That girl (na-nah, na-nah, nah-nah)
That girl (na-nah, na-nah, nah-nah)
That girl (na-nah, na-nah, nah-nah)
That girl, that girl, wanna be that girl

sleepppp....
I miss u already T-T

TW: Poetry including implied sensitive topics!


This whole life is so tough
Like fabric that used to be soft but now it's all rough
Time flies by
And I'm looking at the sky
Thinking of a better life
Away from all this strife
Don't have a knife, only scissors
So I guess the blood might leave blisters
3:35 and I'm still awake, just call it four
Rounding up by the hour
I've learned how to block out emotion
So many months ago, I stopped feeling devotion
But seeing your smiling face, your blue-green eyes doesn't help
My heart beats itself almost to a pulp
Oh goodness, it's so obvious
And everyone is so oblivious
Around you I can't block out anything, so I'm just a mess
I wasn't raised to deal with stress
Can't even look in the mirror
Without remembering how I'm such a liar
It feels like, on me, there's some all-seeing eye
Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye.

Yall, alterhumans, gays, aros, aces, demis, gender beans, genderLESS beans, where you at and ru out