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SakuraWolf23's Mysterious Hellscape
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Posted: Wed, 06/11/2024 02:32 (9 Days ago)
I am way too excited over this. If they weren't $5, I'd make dad take me back to the Dollar Tree and get the rest! ^.^
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Posted: Wed, 06/11/2024 18:12 (8 Days ago)
*whimpers*
My headache and neck pain won't go away. I want to write and read, but I can't focus for too long at a time without getting frustrated. The dumpster needs to be filled by tomorrow, and it's only half full so far because we've had a busy week. So now I've got about an hour's worth of work to do while not feeling good. :'(
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Posted: Thu, 07/11/2024 01:01 (8 Days ago)
So. You know how I was in agony from my headache/neck pain? And how dad can't do much at a time anymore due to missing part of his lung?
While I passed out to make the pain disappear, he worked outside for half an hour and filled the dumpster. It was cold, and the sun wasn't out, making it much easier for him to do such a long period of time at once. He said he took it easy, taking a couple of breaks.
So can y'all give my dad a big round of applause?
While doing a load from the basement, he also found his box of NES games that he thought were stolen from one of our sheds a few years back, including Dragon Warriors 1-4, so he is ecstatic.
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Posted: Thu, 07/11/2024 03:59 (8 Days ago)
Someone linked me to the main Satanic Temple website, and I am looking through the pamphlet. Several things from the pamphlet stood out to me. I can't seem to image to text it, so I'm just linking the site. You can find the pamphlet pretty quickly. I thought so when I first glanced at the surface of the "religion", but I am positive now that this is the "religion" I wish to follow. I say "religion" because I know they don't see themselves as religious, but I also don't know what else to really call it.
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Posted: Fri, 08/11/2024 18:56 (6 Days ago)
Just read that cats have issues with drinking still water because in the wild, that can be dangerous.
Heh. That's news to me. I currently have 14 cats. Over the last ten years, I've had a total of about 30.
Absolutely NONE of them have had a problem drinking from the water bucket in my house.
Or from the sink, their water bucket outside, the central heating unit drippage, or on the trash can lid after it rains.
Either that's not a true statement, or it's more along the lines that they trust the water in and around their home.
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Posted: Fri, 08/11/2024 22:45 (6 Days ago)
There will be no stream tonight, as my mom is off work due to being sick. I'll be playing FF7R1 on Monday night, though! And really soon, I'll be back to my M/W/F schedule! ^.^
I do wonder: How many people would be interested in watching me crochet? I could probably carry on conversations easier while doing so. Note that if that is an interest, I wouldn't be doing those streams during my usual times but more randomly throughout the day/week.
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Posted: Sat, 09/11/2024 04:46 (6 Days ago)
Us: *watching Monsters vs Aliens*
Me: So, have you figured out if you've seen this before or not?
Dad: I think I've seen clips of it, but not all of it because I don't remember most of it.
Me: *mumbles* That's because your memory sucks.
Dad: *pauses* What was that?
Me: Love you.
Dad: What did you say?
Me: I said your memory sucks.
Us: *silence*
Dad: *thirty seconds later* I think I've seen clips of it, but not all of it because I don't remember most of it.
Me: *bursts out in hysterical laughter*
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Posted: Sun, 10/11/2024 03:23 (5 Days ago)
Cape so far!
Chidori really wanted to be in the picture. 8 more rows of red to go, but I honestly think it's going to need another ten rows. Might make that 5 or 10 each of orange and black so it has two of my favorite color combos in it.
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Posted: Thu, 14/11/2024 19:01 (18 Hours ago)
I saw this on Facebook and thought I'd share.
"You've worked too hard to let a season of darkness convince you there's no light at the end of the tunnel."
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Posted: Fri, 15/11/2024 07:57 (5 Hours ago)
I got a message about some stuff on the PFQ blog. Just so you know.
A) I haven't looked at either blog in two weeks, if not slightly longer.
B) I don't know what the conversation was about, but if it were important, I wouldn't have interjected unless it was to ADD to the conversation.
C) Whoever sent in that question about my fanfic was not me.
D) Why would I send in questions about myself, positive or negative, when it all adds fuel to the fire? I've got enough in real life to deal with right now.
E) As I've said before, I will ALWAYS consider myself pure and better than you. Decent people don't go around tearing other people down. I've called you jerks and other minor names, but I've ALWAYS wished you well or that you get what's coming to you. I've not gone around tearing apart everything you say or do, looking for hidden meaning. It genuinely baffles me how you can sit there thinking you're better than me when you're constantly attacking me, and I don't truly fight back. Oh, wait. That's right. I start everything because I'm an attention-seeking drama queen and then play the victim and mental health cards. Sounds like gaslighting and blameshifting to me. And again. I know damn well if you had a family member with ADHD, Autism, or any other challenge, you would work WITH them to help them improve. Why would you not provide a stranger with the same courtesy? I have friends and family who would miss me. Wouldn't you miss your friend or family member if someone bullied them to tears and beyond? DO NOT throw pain, shade, or words at anyone when you wouldn't want it done to a loved one.
F) I'm not Racist. Never EVER EVER EVER EVER was. I asked that the ACA stop because y'all were being way too hateful, and I just wanted people to, at the very least, try to discuss and settle their differences peacefully. I made all those comparisons to show you how hypocritical you were being. I wanted you to sit back and think, "Oh, wait. She's right. If I wouldn't believe this about this group, then I can't believe that about that group." I still 100% believe that some of these "complicit" cops are only "complicit" because they know if they leave or get fired, they won't be able to do as much good. It's far better to be "complicit" and keep yourself in a position where you can do some good or mitigate some of the corrupt damage than to be helpless and watch as your city falls apart and the people you swore to protect get harmed. I'm still 100% against Police Brutality and 100% for Police Reform, ESPECIALLY the aspect of firing every cop in a district and making them reapply so they can get into trouble for past questionable actions to remove the corrupt/potentially corrupt.
And when I said to stop complaining about your life and neighborhood and BE the change, I was NOT saying POC was the problem. The song by Michael Jackson, Man in the Mirror, was on my mind. As well as the fact that one of the biggest problems in the world is people not doing something to help their community because "someone else will do it", but when everyone has that idea, nothing gets done. That said, I was unaware of how difficult it still is for POC to accomplish anything. As soon as I learned that truth, I apologized for the upset that comment caused.
G) I've done my best not to say or do anything that gets me talked about, and I'm so tempted just to say eff it and start talking about even negative stuff here. But this isn't the place to vent; it will always cause more problems. I don't know how to move on from this. I know and understand this is a small group of small-minded, hateful, arrogant, egotistical bullies and that their opinions don't matter. But sometimes, when I'm overwhelmed, it matters so freaking much. When I'm already thinking of myself as horrible and worthless and that the world would be better off if I didn't exist. Honestly, anyone who consistently pushes another person to the point where they have those thoughts is a monster, and they deserve karma to serve them the same pain, so they understand how it feels.
H) Before I say anymore, I will head to bed. I will leave this up, but I will also try my best to keep negativity to a minimum and call it a success if I make only one post a month. Good night! May the Force serve you well!
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