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Null Memory (MLP: FiM R.O.B. AU)
Forum-Index → Fanmades → Fanfictions → Null Memory (MLP: FiM R.O.B. AU)The two head to Ponyville to oversee the Summer Sun Celebration. But, the two are also keeping an eye out for Nightmare Moon.
And, well, we know how the story goes.
While Cipher Ravenlight isn’t one of the Elements, he still accompanies Twilight and her friends in the hopes of finding something about his past, whether or not it’s good or bad,
(note, this is not a sibling or romantic relationship between the OC and Twilight. They merely see each other as friends)
Title: Chapter 1
It was eternal, afterall. There would always be darkness.
But then, it twitched, as if reacting to something.
Something had finally pierced the thick veil.
In the distance, light seeped through, slowly at first. Then, as more cracks appeared, it began gushing. The cracks grew bigger and bigger, until finally, the light itself exploded with a thunderous noise. Bright and loud, the darkness tried to draw away, but was soon caught in the blast.
The unicorn colt’s eyes flung themselves open, and he shot up with a startled yelp, his body in a panic, his heart racing. The dream had long since dissipated, and he had forgotten it entirely.
He looked around, scared and confused, with a million questions forming in his head.
Where am I?
Who am I?
What am I?
The colt did his best to think, to try to remember something, but he could only find an answer to one of his questions.
Cipher Ravenlight, a voice whispered. He looked around, searching for the voice, but there was nothing among the trees that could have spoken to him, so he concluded that it was in his head.
He thought over the word for a moment. Cipher Ravenlight? A name? Yeah, that has to be his name. It felt foreign to him, but anything was better than nothing, right?
Cipher Ravenlight looked around again to get a better look at his surroundings. The trees, as he noticed earlier, stood tall, and seemed to be a little twisted in nature, no pun intended. They nearly covered the sky, which was dotted with tiny white lights.
Stars, the voice reminded him. Those are stars.
Stars? He stared passed the leaves in awe. The stars were pretty. The more he looked, the more he noticed a bigger, much brighter star. He smiled, standing up.
Go left.
He did as the voice said, turning left and walking in the given direction. Thorns snagged on his coat, mane, and tail as he walked through the dense foliage, loose leaves and twigs sticking to his mane and tail. At one point, a low hanging branch he shoved out of the way came swinging back at him, hitting him squarely in the face. “Oof!” he cried as he fell on his rump, clutching his face with his front hooves. Tears began to gather in the corners of his eyes, his face stinging with pain.
Keep going.
Nodding, he got back up, ducking as he passed the offending branch. Cipher noticed that as he kept walking, the foliage lessened in density. He still had a ways to go, and his hooves were beginning to feel sore from walking.
“My hooves hurt…,” he complained, slowing down. He even began to feel tired. He had lost track of how much time he had spent walking, too.
You’re almost out, don’t worry.
And the voice did not lie. He looked straight ahead, noticing an opening. He picked up the pace, ignoring the pain.
Soon, he exited the forest, and he had a clear view of the big star. It was shining brightly, illuminating everything in a soft glow. He looked up, staring in wonder at the big star.
It was shining in a bright, white and greyish light. On its surface, it had a peculiar pattern, like that of a unicorn. Was this star special?
The more he stared at it, the more he felt that it was staring back at him.
Moon, the voice spoke again. He smiled, staring at the moon. “It’s pretty,” he said aloud to no one in particular.
Then, he looked straight ahead. In the distance, he saw what looked to be a city clinging to a cliff.
You must go there, the voice said. Without hesitation, he began trotting towards the city. The sounds of crickets softly chirping felt calming, and the soft breeze gently blew a couple loose leaves off a nearby tree. He paused, admiring the quiet of the night.
When he got in range of the city, the crickets were quieter, and less in number and song, and the moon was being lowered from the sky, the stars following it.
“Do I have to go there?” he asked the voice. With the sun barely peeking over the horizon, he felt anxious.
Yes.
Well, there was his answer. Steeling himself, he made his way to the city, following a long set of tracks to get there. In the dark, he was hard to be seen, and evaded the sights of anypony that happened to be at the station.
When he reached the city gate, he found a group of ponies he could trail behind, avoiding the guards. He didn’t know why they intimidated him. Perhaps that was how they were meant to appear to outsiders.
When he was inside the city, Cipher broke off from the group undetected. He was intimidated yet again, this time by the sheer size of the city. It towered above him. He chalked it up to him being small and young, and the city would most likely be a bit smaller when he was older.
As he walked some more, he would glance around, looking at the many buildings that decorated both sides of the street. Some had a sweet smell lingering around their doors, while others had a nice glow to them. Some had food, some had plants, others had dresses and such. He assumed that the buildings without display sections were actual homes.
I wish I had a place to stay.
He continued staring across the street, unaware of a door opening in front of him. “Ack!” he cried out as he hit the side of his head against the door, and he stumbled back, disorientated a little.
“Oh, goodness! I’m sorry about that!”
The voice sounded concerned, and genuinely apologetic. He looked up and was met with a light grey unicorn with a purple and light grey mane and tail. He shook his head, and attempted to wave it off, “It’s alright. I wasn’t watching where I was going.”
She smiled, “Well, we all make mistakes sometimes. What were you doing up so late?”
He hoped the unicorn paid him no mind and let him go on his way, but she stayed. “Oh, how did you get all these scratches?” she asked, leaning down to get a better look at him.
Oh, that. He had completely forgotten about the minor scrapes, and they started to sting a little, the soreness returning to his legs.
The unicorn held the door open, “Come on, let’s get those cleaned up. Then we’ll go find your parents. They must be worried sick!”
He froze for a moment, unsure of what to tell her, but the unicorn was already ushering him inside the building.
“Don’t worry. Once you’re cleaned up and fed, we’ll go out and find them, alright?”
He didn’t have a chance to respond as the door closed behind them, and he was inside the unicorn’s home.
“No no, I’ll be fine. I don’t need any help,” he tried to refuse her help, but she simply smiled, “Nonsense! It just isn’t right to not help someone who’s lost.”
So, he gave up on refusing help. The voice in his head wasn’t speaking anymore, so, really, he had to trust his own instinct. And right now, it said to trust her.
She sat him down at the table, then left him by himself for a little bit to search for first aid. “Night Light!” she called across the house. “I’m helping this young colt out. Why don’t you come down and meet him?”
Another voice responded, “I’ll be right there!”
The sound of hooves walking across the floor could be heard, along with a smaller set of them.
“I wanna meet him!” a smaller voice rang out.
“Me, too!” a voice older than the smaller one, but younger than the first one, chimed in.
Within seconds, a small, purple unicorn and a white unicorn entered the room, with the purple one running up to him. He flinched, startled by how fast she had approached him. The white unicorn had approached him, but was doing so in a way that wasn’t as fast as the other one.
A blue unicorn entered behind them, keeping his distance, “Now, don’t crowd him!”
Their presence still felt strange to him, and he shied away a little.
“Hello!” the little one greeted, face beaming. Cipher hesitated, before replying, “Um… hi?”
He felt scared, being in a place that was unfamiliar to him, with unfamiliar unicorns. However, the best he could do right now was play along.
“What’s your name? Where did you come from?”
“I-I’m Cipher Ravenlight.” I think, he added silently.
The little unicorn gasped, “I’m Twilight Sparkle!”
The white unicorn held a hoof out, “I’m Shining Armor.”
Cipher stared at the outstretched hoof, then shakily reached out his own.
“Twilight! Shining Armor! I still need to clean his cuts!”
“Sorry, mom!” they shouted in unison, and Cipher flinched at the sudden raise in volume. No one noticed. Twilight Velvet re-entered the room, holding a brush and a red box with a white plus on it, laying both out on the table and opening it.
“Now,” she spoke gently, “let’s take a look.” She took one of his hooves, studying it. He winced a little, but it didn’t hurt as bad as it did earlier.
“The cuts aren’t deep. However, I am going to have to clean them so they don’t get infected.”
He nodded, closing his eyes as she began to clean the cuts. It took a little bit, but after they were cleaned, he was covered in bandaids. She then grabbed the brush in her mouth, “And now for those leaves and twigs.”
That process wasn’t as painful, save for the knots.
Once that was done, Velvet invited Night Light to the table, while telling their children to play.
“Alright, Cipher, we’ll need to know who your parents are so we can take you back home.”
Again, he hesitated. But he knew he had to tell them. It wouldn’t be right to lie.
“I… I don’t know.”
The room went quiet. Quiet enough you could hear a pin drop. “You don’t know?” Night Light asked, skeptical. Cipher shrugged, “I don’t know. I just woke up in a forest and walked here. I don’t remember anything else.”
The couple shared a look between each other, and Cipher felt scared. “I-I’m not in trouble, am I?”
They both shook their heads. “Cipher, it’s alright if you don’t remember. Someday, you might, and your parents might be looking for you.”
Night Light nodded, “Until then, we’ll look after you. First, we need to let other people know we found you. Your parents will find out, and then they’ll bring you back home.”
Cipher sat there for a moment, thinking. Maybe his parents would come back for him.
He nodded, “Yeah, that sounds good.”
For the next week, the family, while attending to their usual business, would also watch over Cipher while they searched for his parents. There were flyers with a picture of Cipher on them, asking for his parents to show up, and that they had found him. He had even heard some pegasi had taken the flyers to a place called Ponyville.
But there was no luck in the search for his parents.
In the second week, they went ahead and started teaching him. He learned about Canterlot and the surrounding cities and towns, though it felt like basic knowledge. They even helped him with learning magic. Slowly he began to learn how to lift things with his magic, starting with smaller objects like pebbles.
Of course, he wasn’t as talented as Twilight Sparkle, who seemed to be very capable of performing it. Her parents even said that it was considered a gift. But, Cipher would try his best, not wanting to be left behind.
So, he found a small rock to practice on, bringing it inside. He had the window open to let the air in. When he aimed his horn at the rock, a nearby bird cawed, and he briefly looked out the window to see a raven watching him from the tree it sat in.
It looked strange, almost out of place. The longer he looked at it, the more details he could see. Its feathers appeared to be coated in some sort of liquid, which dripped off its feathers occasionally. The liquid that fell off would evaporate before it ever hit the ground, leaving no trace.
The two stared at each other, only for Cipher to feel nervous and break eye contact, focusing on the rock again. He charged his magic once he cleared his mind, and he imagined the rock turning into another object.
His mind went back to the raven, and the spell went through. The rock began to change shape before him, and he stared in awe. When the rock was done changing, he trotted over to get a closer look.
“It’s… a feather?”
Instead of seeing a raven, there was only a feather of the bird. It still held its lifeless rock-like composition, unmoving. It looked like a normal feather, if one ignored the frozen, rocky formation of a liquid dripping on the tip of it.
Well, it’s better than nothing.
He picked up the rock with his magic, bringing it into the house.
“Mr. Night Light,” he called, being as polite as possible. He didn’t view them as his parents, but rather as his caretakers, so he did his best to be formal. The blue unicorn walked in, “Yes, Cipher?”
Cipher levitated the feather-shaped rock over to him, “Um, I made this with magic.” Drooping his head, he sighed, “It didn’t work as well as I wanted it to.”
Night Light inspected the rock, looking it over once, twice, even three times.
“Well, you certainly didn’t use your hooves,” he remarked. “It looks like something only an expert stone carver could pull off!”
Cipher beamed, “Really?”
“Yup!”
Then, at that moment, the rock-feather reverted back to its original state, startling both of them. The two shared a look between each other, then began chuckling.
“Well, we’ll see if we can get you and Twilight enrolled at the School for Gifted Unicorns. The two of you have amazing talents in magic!”
A loud gasp sounded from across the room, “Cipher’s coming, too!?”
Twilight ran over, nearly tackling Cipher with a hug.
Cipher couldn’t help but smile, being surrounded by ponies who cared.
Better practice your magic, the voice in his head suggested. He made a mental note to find more rocks to practice on. But, for now, that could wait.
He wasn’t being left behind. He wasn’t alone.
Strangely, he felt at peace, however temporary that peace may be.
Title: Chapter 2
Cipher walked through a strange forest. The trees looked as though they could jump out at any moment, so he made sure to be extremely quiet while traversing the strange woods. The fog messed with his vision, making it harder to see.
“Where am I?” he asked aloud, looking around.
An unknown bird’s call answered him, and he turned around. Looking up at the tree, he saw a strange bird perched on a branch. Or, perhaps, the same bird he saw a couple days ago.
The raven sat there, staring at him, its eyes now glowing a bright yellow, as opposed to when its eyes were normal. It cawed at him again, flying off the branch and onto the ground in front of him. It hopped a couple steps towards him before standing still. The dark liquid still dripped off its body, with the droplets being absorbed into the ground. It opened its beak again, as if to speak.
“Good morning!”
He blinked. Why did it speak in Twilight’s voice?
Maybe-
“Cipher! Wake up!”
The grey unicorn groaned, turning in the bed with his back towards the foal who was at the side of it, the dream he was having drifting away from memory. “Five more minutes,” he pleaded, half asleep. There was no verbal response, and the room was quiet once more.
Finally, he thought. Peace and qui-
Until the thought was interrupted by Twilight Sparkle jumping on the bed. “Wake up! Cadance is coming over!”
“Okay, okay! I’m up,” he hastily told her as he sat up. Rubbing his eyes, he asked, “Wait, who’s Cadance?”
The purple unicorn paused in her jumping and audibly gasped, confusing Cipher. “You don’t know who Cadance is?”
He shook his head, and the bouncing resumed, “She’s the greatest foal-sitter in the history of foal-sitters!”
“Oh,” he replied. “What’s a foal-sitter?”
“Foal-sitters watch after colts and foals when their parents are away!”
“So a caretaker?”
“Yup!”
“Huh,” he said, thinking. Well, if Twilight trusts this Cadance, maybe I can, too.
“Well, since Cadance sounds nice, judging on your reaction, I’ll go ahead and get ready.”
Of course, he wasn’t going to admit to anyone he was nervous, seeing he was going to meet someone new.
Following Twilight out of the room, a lovely aroma filled the air. “Pancakes?” he asked, and Twilight nodded, “We made a whooole bunch!”
Cipher absolutely loved pancakes. There was just something about them that made him happy, regardless of the day he was having. He bounced down the stairs haphazardly, nearly tripping when he landed on the floor. He rushed to the table, sitting down hastily.
“Someone’s excited,” Night Light remarked.
Cipher replied, beaming, “I’d never turn down pancakes!”
The stallion chuckled, levitating a plate of pancakes to the table with his magic. “I’m assuming Twilight already told you about the foal-sitter?” he asked. The colt paused, then nodded nervously.
“I know she said Cadance was the greatest foal-sitter, but…”
“But what?”
“Never mind,” he said. “It’s nothing.”
He didn’t need to look at the stallion to know that he might’ve been concerned about the statement, but he didn’t seem to ask about it, and he was thankful for it. Soon, the rest of the family joined the table, and the pancakes were served.
Cipher took a large bite out of his pancakes, scarfing it down near-instantly.
“Cipher, slow down! Enjoy your breakfast.”
He swallowed his bite, protesting, “But I’m hungry!”
Then, he took another large bite, cheeks puffed like a chipmunk. This made the family chuckle, making Cipher feel a little embarrassed. He quickly chewed the bite before swallowing, then took a drink of the orange juice to wash it down.
“Seriously, though. These pancakes are the best!”
Velvet smiled, “Why, thank you, Cipher! I’m glad you enjoy them.”
Soon, everyone had finished their breakfast, and Twilight and Cipher sat in one room, waiting for Cadance. Shining Armor had already left for school, and Twilight’s parents were patiently waiting with them.
“What’s Cadance like?” he asked Twilight. The filly beamed, “She’s kind, caring, and pretty!”
He blinked, “So… pretty much an alright pony?”
Before he got an answer, there was a knock on the door, and he nearly jumped. “Oh! That must be her,” Velvet said, trotting to the door. She opened it, sounding happy, “Cadance! Glad you could make it!”
“Me too! I wouldn’t want to miss out on foal-sitting my favorite filly!”
Twilight immediately bounced off her seat and ran to the door, shouting, “Cadance!” Cadance herself was still hidden by the door, so Cipher had to crane his neck to see. All he saw through the window was pink. She moved, and all he saw was Twilight doing a strange dance.
“Sunshine, sunshine. Ladybugs awake! Clap your hooves and do a little shake!”
“What was that?” he asked, finding it bizarre. Twilight stood up, then gestured for Cadance to follow.
“C’mon!” she said. “I want you to meet my new friend!”
That was when he saw Cadance for himself. Twilight didn’t lie when she said she was pretty. Of course, pretty wasn’t the right word. She had a pink coat of fur, and her mane and tail were a mix of violet, rose, and gold. As for her cutie mark, it was a blue, crystal heart surrounded by a golden pattern. What confused him were the additions of wings and a horn. Was she a unicorn? Was she a pegasus?
When she spotted him, she smiled, “Oh, hello! You must be Cipher Ravenlight. I’m Cadance.”
“H-hi,” he stammered. Looking at her again, her wings and horn, he didn’t want to be rude, but…
“Wh-what are you?”
The room fell quiet.
I asked the wrong question, didn’t I? He asked silently.
It’s fine, don’t worry, the voice replied.
Cadance walked over to him, and he felt himself begin to tremble slightly. “You’ve never seen an alicorn?” she asked. He shook his head, “None that I can remember.”
He expected her to get mad at her. He had no idea why she would be mad at him, considering he was still learning. “It’s alright. Mrs. Sparkle told me a little about you.”
“Really?” he asked, dumbfounded.
“Really.”
Velvet seemed to smile at the interaction, before heading towards the door, “Well, we’re off. Have fun, you three! Don’t cause any trouble!”
“We won’t!” all three of them chimed, and with that, the door closed, and the trio were left to their own devices.
“So, what do we want to do first?”
Twilight ran off to her room, leaving the two alone. A few moments later, she came back with crayons and at least three pieces of paper, “Drawing!”
Well, that could be fun.
So, the three had sat at the table, papers and crayons scattered across the table, with Twilight already drawing, using her magic to hold the crayon. Cipher stared at his piece of paper, holding his crayon with his own magic.
There were so many things he could draw, and yet he couldn’t choose.
Clouds! No, Twilight and her family! No, no, then that would exclude me. Uh…
“Having trouble, Cipher?”
He looked up at Cadance, nodding his head. “I don’t know what to draw. There’s so much I want to draw!”
Cipher huffed, clearly stuck. This was supposed to be fun, and yet, it was starting to feel frustrating. Cadance shared a look with Twilight, “Well, how about we start with something that sticks out to you?”
“Sticks out?”
“Yes. Sometimes there’s a specific object or place that you have a sort of connection with.”
Blinking, he looked back at the paper, “Well, I kinda like nighttime. The stars and moon are pretty.”
Quickly snagging a navy blue crayon and a yellow crayon, he began drawing in the paper. It wasn’t going to be perfect, he knew that much, but at least he finally had somewhere to start.
And by the time he was done, he held the drawing out, feeling proud. At the same time, Twilight had revealed her drawing; Ms. Smarty Pants. The drawings had earned them a smile from Cadance, who was clapping her hooves.
“Both of your drawings are amazing,” she complimented them both. “Why don’t we hold onto them so we can show your parents when they come back?” Eagerly, the two nodded, and Cadance took the drawings and placed them on the kitchen counter. When she came back, she smiled, “Why don’t we go get some ice cream?”
Twilight’s reaction was immediate, and she started bouncing around, chanting, “Ice cream!”
Cipher, however, looked confused, “Ice cream?”
It was the same as when Twilight woke him up. She gasped as she dropped everything that she was doing, “You’ve never had ice cream!?” He shook his head, answering, “I don’t think I have.”
And that was how he suddenly found himself in an ice cream parlor, looking at all of the flavors of ice cream that were displayed in front of him.
“Which one would you like?” Cadance asked him, and he shrugged. They all looked good, and he just couldn’t choose. He couldn’t just have a scoop of every flavor, he’d get a stomach ache. Peanut butter sounded nice, but so did cookie dough. Maybe he could try chocolate?
“There’s too many choices,” he pouted in frustration. His first time trying ice cream, and he couldn’t choose a single flavor. He felt a hoof gently lay on his shoulder, and he looked back up at Cadance.
“How about we do it this way?” she offered, and, with her magic, manifested some sort of wheel that one would find on a gameshow of some sort, or a carnival. On the ends, the various flavors of ice cream that the shop carried had been scribbled on. Cipher couldn’t help but feel excited again, “Why didn’t I think of that?”
He watched as Cadance spun the wheel, the names blurring and the colors blending. He almost felt mesmerized by it, but it eventually began losing its speed and slowing down. Then, it finally came to a stop, and he could see the chosen flavor.
“Strawberry?” he asked, glancing back at the ice cream display. “Yeah, that sounds good!” The colt turned to the pony running the parlor, a brown and white pinto unicorn with a curly brown and white mane and tail. Her cutie mark looked like an ice cream cone, the ice cream having two scoops; one brown and one white, with the brown scoop on the bottom, and the white on top, covered in a dark brown liquid, and with a cherry on top.
“Excuse me, may I have a scoop of strawberry, please?”
The unicorn nodded with a smile, “Of course!” In an instant, she was already levitating a cone and an ice cream scoop close to the display, using the utensil to get a scoop of the strawberry ice cream and placing it carefully on the cone. She then levitated it to Cipher with her magic, and he grabbed the ice cream cone with his own magic.
“Thank you!” he said, full of delight. He watched as Cadance and Twilight both got their ice cream cones, noticing that they both got the same flavor as him. Cadance gave the unicorn some bits, then, they all walked outside to sit at one of the tables.
“Wait,” he asked, confused. “Why did you get the same flavor as me?”
“Well, it wouldn’t be fair if we all got different flavors,” Cadance told him. Twilight chipped in, “Yeah! It’s also fun to try something new!”
“Really?” Cipher queried, and the two nodded. He smiled, “That’s so nice of you. Thanks.”
He felt happy that the two cared for him, but, at the same time, sad. Not because they were helping him, but because he wished his parents, whoever they were, could be with him to enjoy the moment.
“Are you okay, Cipher?”
He blinked, looking at Cadance, nodding, “Yeah, I’m okay. How do I eat ice cream again?”
He would feel a little embarrassed when they chuckled, but nonetheless, they helped. “You lick the ice cream! Just don’t let it melt, otherwise you’ll get messy,” Twilight told him.
Cipher stared at his ice cream before taking a careful lick. He wasn’t sure why he was cautious, but he found the caution was unneeded when the flavor exploded in his mouth. It was cold, but sweet nonetheless, and his eyes widened. He took a moment, making sure he savored what little he got, then he went straight to eating the ice cream at a somewhat fast pace.
“Cipher, slow down! You’re going to get a-” Cadance suddenly pleaded, but it was too late. His head started to hurt for several seconds, and he nearly dropped his ice cream as he placed a hoof on his forehead.
“-brain freeze.”
When the pain dissipated, he looked back at his ice cream, unsure. “It’s not going to do it again, is it?” Cadance shook her head, “As long as you don’t eat it all at once.” Reassured, he resumed eating his ice cream, albeit at a slower pace. This time, he didn’t get a brain freeze, and the ice cream didn’t melt. Once it was gone, he copied Cadance and Twilight, eating the cone afterwards.
“Well, I think today has been wonderful. We should get you two back home.”
They nodded their heads in agreement, hopping off the chairs and following Cadance.
“Um, Cadance?” he asked. “How did you get your cutie mark?”
“Well, that’s a long story, but I can shorten it. To simply put it, I enjoyed showing love and compassion to everypony and making them happy. Then one day, my cutie mark appeared.”
“Whoa, that’s so cool! I wonder when I’ll get my cutie mark.”
“Probably soon. Most fillies and colts get theirs around your age. Sometimes sooner, sometimes later.”
His eyes widened at the prospect of receiving a cutie mark, “Really?”
Cadance nodded, and he started bouncing as they made their way back. Soon they had arrived back to the house, and just in time, as Twilight’s parents were just coming back from their errands. “You’re back!” Twilight exclaimed, and she rushed over to greet them. Cipher almost did the same, but stayed behind. They were her parents, afterall. It was when he felt an encouraging nudge from Cadance that he decided he would run to them, too.
“Well, you two look happy. I take it that today went well for you two?” Twilight Velvet asked. The two nodded enthusiastically.
“I tried ice cream for the first time, and it was really good!” Cipher said, bouncing in place. Twilight responded, “Yeah, and before that, we made drawings!”
Her parents chuckled at the positive energy both of them were radiating, opening the door to let everyone inside.
At the end of the day, Cipher forgot about why he was afraid of Cadance. She was the best foalsitter he had ever met, and he would remember her kindness and compassion for the rest of his life.