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[CLOSED] - kindness is a lie - (1x1 with ShatteredDiamond)
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Posted: Wed, 07/12/2022 00:41 (2 Years ago)
Eris frowned. "In case you haven't noticed, I'm not exactly the 'touchy feely' kind of gal. When I had to deal with my issues, I had to do it ALONE. Alone with a few books and a poor soul who was either a therapist or a guard to make sure I at least semi stopped my...attempts of freedom. So, pardon ME if I seem to lack empathy and sympathy." She said flatly, although a couple tears threatened to fall...
Posted: Wed, 07/12/2022 00:51 (2 Years ago)
"Yeah...you used to be shy, and now you're the gal that has some nerve to do such a thing. You might as well leave and take you and your nails somewhere else, huh?" Lottie said, and went inside the dorm to help and talk to Veronica.
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Posted: Wed, 07/12/2022 02:28 (2 Years ago)
Eris froze, suddenly feeling sickly. She dropped her things and ran for a bathroom, somehow locking the public restroom to be by herself.
Posted: Wed, 07/12/2022 02:33 (2 Years ago)
After Jackie had awoken, she smiled at Emika tiredly. "I'm gonna use the bathroom, I'll be back." She said, giving Emika a kiss on her cheek before getting up and leaving. She noticed the door was locked. "Uh, excuse me? Is someone inside?" Jackie said, knocking on the door.
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Posted: Wed, 07/12/2022 02:48 (2 Years ago)
Emika blushed at the kiss.
Eris heaved a breath from where she crouched in front of a toilet bowl. Had... someone knocked? She shakily tried to breathe, only to feel sick again. This time it was simply bile, she had already emptied her stomach...
Posted: Wed, 07/12/2022 02:53 (2 Years ago)
Jackie grimaced at the sounds of someone throwing up inside. "Oh dear..." she frowned a little. "Do you want me to get the nurse?" Jackie called out to the sick Eris inside.
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Posted: Wed, 07/12/2022 02:58 (2 Years ago)
Eris winced at the sting of the acid. Wiping her mouth with toilet paper, she flushed the toilet and exited the stall. Her breathing was raggedy and she was stumbling a little. She went to the sink and splashed some water on her face and into her mouth and throat to wash out the excess bile. "Pl-please..." She winced, her voice was scratchy and trembling, "just...leave me...alone...I...can...take care of...myself..."
Posted: Wed, 07/12/2022 03:01 (2 Years ago)
"But, you threw up! And your voice sounds weak...you're probably in a lot of pain, please let me help! I can't leave you alone like this.." Jackie said sadly.
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Posted: Wed, 07/12/2022 03:04 (2 Years ago)
Eris was about to reject the girl, Jackie?, again, when she paused. Maybe...she could accept help from someone...? She stumbled her way to the door and unlocked it, only to trip backwards and fall to the floor roughly.
Posted: Wed, 07/12/2022 03:09 (2 Years ago)
Jackie flinched at seeing Eris fall. She quickly kneeled down to her, and picked her up and carried her on her back. "Nurse, or somewhere else?" Jackie said, running with Eris.
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Posted: Wed, 07/12/2022 03:13 (2 Years ago)
Eris shook a little, not from cold, that never bothered her, but out of embarrassment and pain. "Th-the f-f-f-forest... Ne-need air..." She managed to say. Her panic attack was over, so there wasn't much a school nurse could do...
Posted: Wed, 07/12/2022 03:15 (2 Years ago)
Jackie nodded, and quickly rushed and darted through the school, and ran to the forest where Emika was. She gently took Eris off her back and sat her against a tree. "It's alright now. Breathe..." Jackie said to Eris.
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Posted: Wed, 07/12/2022 03:23 (2 Years ago)
Eris took slow, deep breaths, trembling like a leaf in the wind. As a final dry heave forced through her, she finally began to feel well again...
Posted: Wed, 07/12/2022 03:27 (2 Years ago)
Jackie smiled sadly. "Did anything possibly happen before all of this? You don't have to answer." Jackie said.
After Lottie helped Veronica feel better, she let her take some time to rest in her and Eris's dorm..she went back outside and sat on an outdoor table..she saw Jackie and Eris..and Jackie was...helping/comforting Eris? What happened?....Lottie frowned deeply, remembering the rather rude attitude she had against Eris.
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Posted: Wed, 07/12/2022 03:48 (2 Years ago)
Eris nodded, trying to remember. The problem with a panic attack was that the events that triggered it for her became a blur. She remembered... Lottie...and Veronica... Lottie had said something... What had Lottie said?? "I... I was with Lottie... We were trying to help Veronica, but... Lottie...said something...it triggered my fight or flight..." She stumbled on her words, trying to remember correctly.
Posted: Wed, 07/12/2022 03:52 (2 Years ago)
Jackie raised an eyebrow. That Lottie girl...just what did she do?? "What did she say? Was it rude, or did she say a certain word that triggered you?" She said. If Lottie did anything bad to Eris...
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Posted: Wed, 07/12/2022 04:10 (2 Years ago)
Eris tried to remember. "She said...to leave...and take myself somewhere else... And the way she said it..." She winced and curled in on herself. "Like I was a burden...or better off gone... I was... useless..."
Posted: Wed, 07/12/2022 12:02 (2 Years ago)
"She said what?!" Jackie said angrily. How could Lottie say such a thing? "But, why did she say it while you two were helping V? Did you do something? Say something?" Jackie said. She needed to fully understand thie story so she wouldn't assume anything...
Eyeing the two girls in the forest, and seeing their expressions, Lottie frowned deeply. Were they possibly talking about the situation?...It was probably something else...hopefully...
Veronica rested in her dorm and waited for the bell, a small smile on her face.
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Posted: Wed, 07/12/2022 14:58 (2 Years ago)
Eris did her best to remember. "I... wasn't the best choice for comforting others... I told Lottie that...but this...upset her... I... I don't understand..." She looked up at Jackie with sorrow and horror in her eyes. "Why am I so... easily hated? I do what I can for others... But it's never enough... Never enough for anyone..."
Posted: Wed, 07/12/2022 16:20 (2 Years ago)
"It doesn't matter what happened. You tried to help, that's all that matters. I know it's hard when words hurt, but they your best and pay them no mind.." Jackie said to Eris.
Lottie waited for the bell, but also taking small glances at the duo in the forest..
Only a few more minutes for the bell to ring. Veronica waited...she wondered if more of the girls would see her again...she was nervous to be seen, what if the others hated her?
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