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Venting Diary.

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Posted: Wed, 01/12/2021 04:04 (2 Years ago)
So. This is a diary of what happened to me that really just kinda made me feel worse abt living.
You may post on here but no venting and no questions. This is where I vent
Mainly school problems and health issues. Also a lot of venting.
So yeah! Enjoy.

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Posted: Wed, 01/12/2021 04:20 (2 Years ago)

Title: Why. Why did you do this?

Today, Gym in School
A tiny poem ish story I wrote abt the day.

Why Me Then? ( srry if there's spelling errors I'm kinda tired )
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A Simple Best Friend Nothing More.
Then One Day I Became A "Bore"
And then sometimes I was with you.
Why did you choose me over them?
They are clearly more important than me.
If you can't even hang out with me for 1 second before leaving me then why even bother?
Why choose me at the beginning of the year if I was just gonna get replaced?
Am I just a last resort for you? A Joke? A Toy?
I'm sick of MY feelings getting toyed with, its already happened once I don't want it to happen again.
Thats why we simply aren't friends anymore [BEST FRIENDS NAME]
You- You never hangout with me anymore. Unless you wanna vent to me like I'm just some file to store stuff in.
I can't believe you.
Your just like [MY EX'S NAME]
Just go hangout with your other friends if their so "important" to you. I hope the years were worth it.

( No I didn't say this to them but I wish I had the will to do so. )

( I just feel kinda used again like I was with my ex. )

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Posted: Wed, 15/12/2021 23:49 (2 Years ago)

Title: Hhhh

So I got sick. And its the sickness
Game over for me
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Posted: Sat, 18/12/2021 16:58 (2 Years ago)

Title: Stupid rat brother.

I don't wanna live anymore. I'm fed up with living. I don't wanna even anymore. I feel depressed. I give up.
I hate them so much my family has gotten me nowhere
My mom keeps calling me a brat because I keep talking back when its all my brother fault bc he's annoying.
And the fact she keeps also being annoying. It just sucks. Well I'm sorry I got the covid and you guys keep treating me bad. Like I'm trash or something.
Just a minute ago my brother was being a rat
Because he wanted to charge his tablet when mine was charging and I said no so I went to tell on him because he kept bothering me and then my mom yelled at ME HOW DOES THAT MAKE SENSE????
and then my mom got the white charger and my brother complained abt the black one not working
used the white charger and I got yelled at AGAIN. I am honestly fed up with living and my family.

Usually roblox would be my escape from reality but NooOOOo I got covid. So I can't have the phone because "my grandpa needs to make important calls" well that has NOTHING to do with my covid mom. NOTHING NOTHING NOTHING. I just wanna stop feeling this way.
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Posted: Mon, 20/12/2021 01:58 (2 Years ago)
I feel weak. And hurt. Nothings been doing good. I can't survive much longer I'm trying to hold on.
I really am. It just hurts so bad. I can't get rid of the pain. Why does it hurt so bad. My back it feels cracked.
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