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Day 194

So far, I've been unable to shake off the feeling of helplessness. As the days grow thin, and time passes by quicker, I begin to realize that I've been going about this all wrong. My experiments in the research lab earlier have proven to be fruitless, and I remain as stumped as before.

Somehow, the specimen I've stumbled across continues to evade all known theories I've had. Whatever it is, even it's origin is unclear. The rain is pouring outside, and I sit alone, the silence and books the only thing keeping me company.

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Greetings, members of PokéHeroes. I'm starting a new journal to keep better track of everything that's been going on, and hopefully keep my thoughts organized.

Well, here it is. This is long overdue, anyways, so I'm getting around to posting it.

Some of you, should you be reading this, deserve this the most, even if you don't accept it.

It's been a few years since I took a break from the site, for very dumb reasons that I won't bring up. Honestly, what was I even thinking back then? I have no excuses, really. I was a dumb, overly dramatic person in my mid-teens. I wasn't even thinking back then, and instigated a lot of stuff that, looking back at it, I find to be horrifying.

So, even if I might not deserve to be forgiven, I am sorry to everyone that was around back then. You were all awesome people in your own ways, and I had no right to hurt anyone.