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~Ember's Interactive Diary~
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Posted: Thu, 25/04/2019 01:17 (5 Years ago)
It's never easy and loosing a friend in any means isn't easy. If I could talk to one person it would be my grandmother. She did so much for me when I was younger and I was to young to appreciate it. I'm always grateful for what she did do for me for those short two and a half years.
Stay strong, if you ever need someone to talk to I am all ears.
Posted: Thu, 25/04/2019 01:21 (5 Years ago)
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Posted: Mon, 29/04/2019 02:44 (5 Years ago)
Current Time: 7:46 PM
Current Mood: Positive
Currently Listening To: My current phone call with GoldenEagle17
Currently Thinking About: Life
So here's to my new best friend who also happens to have the name Brian.
This one's for you.
Dear GoldenEagle17,
It's been nearly a year since you came into my life. One year ago today, I was grieving over the 1 year anniversary of Brian and Krissy's unfortunate deaths, as well as a breakup from a relationship that was with someone I thought I was meant to spend my life with. I was heartbroken and devastated, so I hopped on pokemon to play through the game 1 final time. I decided to Wonder Trade, for whatever reason, and I found a stream on Twitch. But for you a year ago, you had just lost your computer. The motherboard completely ruined, so you couldn't play World Of Warcraft anymore. For whatever reason, you hopped back onto pokemon and also did some Wonder Trades. Fortunately, you found the exact same stream I did. Both of us had two different reasons why we found the stream, but we both had our reasons why we found the stream, and both of us stuck around. If it weren't for that decision for each of us to join that stream, we would have never met.
Brian, I believe we met because of fate. I know it's cliche, cheesy, maybe even a bit stupid to say. But I truly think we were meant to meet somehow. The way we each had separate issues that brought us to that stream when we would have never found it any other way. I thank God every day for working that miracle and bringing you into my life. One year ago, I was crushed. But then I met you and the other friends we both have made from that stream, and you guys lifted my spirits back to where they needed to be. But something about you is so... different from everyone else.
We both had been watching the stream one day, when someone randomly asked what everyone's favorite pokemon was. I, of course, HAD to reply with Tyranitar, because hello, Tyranitar is the best pokemon. I expected nobody to agree with me, but there you were, replying "Ttar is best mon." The line that started everything, our friendship that I know will last a lifetime. Since then, we have found out that we are two peas in a pod. We have the same stomach problems, the same favorite pokemon, same favorite childhood games, the same favorite colors, the same music taste, the same interests, literally everything is the same. We even think the same and finish each others sentences all the time. How crazy is it that we never would have met if it weren't for us both to have made the same conscious decision to pick up pokemon again? The thought of us never meeting makes me sadder than probably anything, to be honest. I can't explain it, but something feels like you were my gift from Krissy and Brian. Think about it. We met in the roughest circumstances, but are so similar. You even have the same name as Brian..
You see, the reason why I think you were a gift from them is simple. For years, I dealt with being ungodly lonely. I had no real friends, I was in and out of toxic relationships, and I was never able to find someone who loved me for me, someone who really understood me. I remember staying up countless nights talking with the two of them, just wishing that I could find someone who was just like me. Someone who understood me the way they did. Well, you came into my life a year after I lost them, and you've filled the gap that I always knew was missing. You were the best friend I needed. There is still a gap missing for the two of them, of course. That gap will never be filled. But Brian, I appreciate all that you do for me each and every day. I appreciate just how much you have motivated me to better myself, how much you have never given up on me, and how much you continue to amaze me with just how similar we are. I couldn't ask for a better best friend. You mean the world to me and I just need to thank you. All these words I have spoken still aren't enough to describe how much you mean to me. I could go on and on, but I know you don't care for reading. So I will probably end up reading this to you instead, since we are on the phone. Just know that I am so blessed to have a best friend like you. I love you, thank you for being my gift from God and my two angels.
I can't wait to meet you this summer so we can finally hang out as real best friends.
I am so freaking excited.
Love, Ember :)
Posted: Mon, 29/04/2019 02:50 (5 Years ago)
Posted: Mon, 29/04/2019 03:32 (5 Years ago)
If i could. I'd tell her how much she means to me. I miss hanging out with her, and talking about Pokemon and Homestuck, and just having fun in general. Hell, even the car ride with her was more fun that I've had since graduating high-school. I'd let her know that I miss her.
I remember when we met, in our history class. And we actually hit it off when we began discussing our religion, (Back then I was a Satanist and she was Pagan, now I'm back to questioning) and ever since we've been like family.
Posted: Sat, 18/01/2020 03:11 (5 Years ago)
Current Time: 7:11 PM
Current Mood: Thoughtful
Currently Listening To: "Rescue Me” by Marshmello & A Day To Remember
Currently Thinking About: My past year on PH
Today makes one whole year of me being active on this site. So I thought it would be a nice idea for me to take a moment to look back and shed some light on some of my best moments of being here for the last year, as well as think about a few goals for my next year on PokéHeroes.
MY ACCOMPLISHMENTS IN ONE YEAR
~ I’ve reached Trainer Level 51
~ I’ve played the game for 1052 hours
~ I’ve made 1,014,315 interactions
~ I’ve completed 66.72% of the Pokédex by collecting a grand total of 906/1358 Pokémon
~ I’ve collected 650 unique plushies, meaning I’m currently only missing 47 plushies
~ I’ve got 129 people on my friends list, and 229 people have me on their friends list
~ I’ve hatched 114 shinies
~ My highest amount of PD I had at one time was just over 27 million
~ My highest amount of nuggets I had at one time was just over 8000
~ I helped create and co-own a successful shiny shop known as The Shiny Shop Of Horrors with 2 of my very best friends, Elpihas and RastaPastaPanda
~ I took over a wonderful Free Item Shop that has since been renamed Ember’s Gift Shop, which quickly became the most frequently visited item shop in the GTS Forums
~ I made some wonderful friends, such as RastaPastaPanda, Elpihas, Braixie, ShadowUmbreon, TremorzGG, Morpeko, MetalHeadKendra, Best92, Lucky, Eldegoss, Kazyaquin, and so many others
MY FALLBACKS IN ONE YEAR & GOALS FOR THE NEXT YEAR
~ I’ve struggled to keep Ember’s Gift Shop open for a solid and consecutive amount of time due to being busy outside of PH, so I want to really try putting more effort into keeping it open again
~ I’ve been lacking on my hourly and daily interactions, so I want to try to get back to doing at least 500-1000 interactions per hour for Dream World Points
~ I’ve let certain drama on this site bother me and make me feel like I would be better off ditching PH, so I want to start consciously ignoring the drama instead of getting emotionally invested into it and allowing it to mess with my feelings
~ I rushed into an attempted shiny mega hunt and gotten flustered when I get low on the necessary gems, so I want to spend time saving up for a real attempt at a shiny mega hunt
~ I’ve had a difficult time saving up game currency due to having various things I wanted and even thought I needed, so I want to save enough money to make it on the ranklist for richest users
Posted: Sat, 18/01/2020 15:07 (5 Years ago)
And I wish you luck on your SM hunt ^^
Posted: Sat, 18/01/2020 15:12 (5 Years ago)