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Your Biggest Fears
Forum-Index → General Discussion → Your Biggest Fears-Heights. Beyond all logical thought, if I'm anywhere high up, I feel like I'm going to fall.
-Small spaces/crowds. For some reason, being in small or crowded spaces makes me feel like I can't breathe.
-Suffocation. No explanation is needed.
-Mirrors. I'm irrationally afraid that I'll see something behind me. This also applies to other reflective surfaces.
-Children, particularly really young ones. There is no valid reason for this, I just tend to get extremely uncomfortable around little kids.
Illness, or anything that makes me feel vulnerable. Blame my hubris for this one.
What if we put down our signs, crossed over the lines, and loved like You did?"
Crowds, especcially when my relative is within the proximity: I turn to the point of aggression when I'm in a group over 10 people, always worried that I'll or my relative'll embarass myself in front of others,
Fire: I'm a pyromaniac too, so this is my life in a nutshell. Fire=Pretty, run tho or it may hurt you, explaining one of my characters (Wobbu) in a roleplay that is afraid of hot things.
Clowns: Do I need to explain this? Another one of my characters (Bane) in a roleplay is afraid of them, even though Bane's a ghost type.
Broken things: Broken things=Punish whoever broke it because I might step on it, same character for fear 3.
Opening up to people: If I open up to you, I must have a good reason or you could be a stalker person who wants to hurt me, same character as fear 3
Hospitals: Another fear that two of my characters have, and he's in there a lot, as in on his second day after being accepted. It's because of the endless white, it's so, asylum-y, it's creepy.
People who deliberatly try and hurt me: Same character as fear 2. I have all of these IRL, this one's because I'm very sensitive in the pressure points I do have.
Ice: It's cold! Very cold! Too cold! This is because Cyrophobia, I don't know why, but I do, also see fear 2 for roleplay character that I made have the fear.
The Dark- I'm not afraid of the darkness, but of what could be lurking inside that darkness. i'm afraid of not being able to see something coming. i'm afraid of what i cannot see.
Toilets-ok, yes i know this ones weird. but i constantly think for some reason that a hand or some kind of monster is gonna come out of the toilet while i'm on it and violate me or bite me. why? i dunno. i just DO.
Escape rooms: You're trapped in a room for an hour trying to get out, isn't that creepy!? And the horror-themed ones are even worse!
Nightmares: I don't want to get trapped in my sleep with monsters or creepy stuff!
Escalators: I'm always afraid I'll tip back or forward and fall down them!
And all those who are making suggestions that will make PH safer, I agree with you and thank you.
Yeah, for some reason I hate the hairdresser. I keep my hair in horrible condition.. and by that I mean I never wash it. I still brush it, sure, but it has bits of dandruff in it and looks really bad.
So whenever I go to our local hairdresser, I seriously get anxiety. That's because I'm scared of being criticized by anyone other than my close friends. Actually, I don't have a phobia of the hairdresser. I have a phobia of being rejected.
Another weird phobia [I'm referring to the hairdresser, not the rejected one] is of swallowing stuff. Pills in particular. I chew my food six times more than I should, so whenever I'm chatting while eating, I take six times longer to reply.
And with pills, I can't trust them. I just use those chewy kid alternatives. Dignity? Who cares. So worth it. I even chew those ones you're supposed to swallow and endure the horrible taste. Luckily this doesn't happen much because our family literally never uses pills unless I'm really friken sick.
1) speaking (and embarassing myself) in front of many people
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2) Schnaken (That's what we call them in Germany, I don't know the english word... they are insects that look like spiders with wings and they can't fly in a straight line) *shudder*
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