I continued talking to him through my dream. "So have you met
anyone new?" He asked. "Uhhh yeah after your um urm death I got
very distant with our friends and after middle school I lost
contact with them but I've met some new people there is the couple
in our new group! Their names are Kyu and Lucas they are so cute!
Sometimes I forget that you're gone and want a hug from you but I
only realize that you're gone and I can't see you or touch you
anymore," I say with a small but sad smile on my face. "I missed
you so much you don't have a clue," he said pulling me into an
embrace again. "You do realize that you said we right?" He pointed
out. "Oh I did oh um sorry I forgot at the moment that you weren't
there with me and it was just the memories that made me say that I
didn't mean it I'm sorry," I apologize. "Hon don't apologize you
didn't do anything wrong, and honestly I would love to meet your
friends," He said. "Um would you like me to go on?" I asked. "Yes
please do," he said. "Oh so um there is Anubis a half blood I'm
pretty sure, there's some new people uhh, James and Alice I think
are Anubis' friends and Yukio who is Kyu's twin brother!" I said.
"Hmm you seem very happy about this Yukio guy," He said. "No I am
just happy for Kyu to finally be reunited with her brother, and I
just wish that it happened with us too......." I said my voice
fading away at the end. "Hon I wish it could be like that too but
you need to move on, holding onto me is not doing any good for you
I've seen it," he says. "I don't want to let go though.......not
after everything......not after me falling in love with you......."
I say quietly. "Hon holding onto me is not the best thing for you,
you need to move on," He says embracing me. "I don't want to let
go," I say grabbing his shirt in my hands. "I want you to move on
from me so you can live your life with love," He says. "You are my
love......I don't care if people think I'm crazy I just want to
live my life with you in it," I say. "I want you to move on, I want
you to live your life to the fullest! And forget about me I'll be
fine," he says with a confident tone in his voice. "NO! I won't
forget you ever!! YOU WERE THE BEST THING THAT'S EVER HAPPENED TO
ME SINCE MY MOTHER'S DEATH!" I screamed at him with tears in my
eyes. "I miss you...." He said. "I miss you too, why can't our
lives be normal? why can't we live a normal life where we can grow
up together and have kids and grow old," I said not realizing what
exactly I have said in that moment. "You wanted to have kids?" Alex
asked. "Huh oh did I say that oh um er um
yesiwantedtohavekidswithyoubecauseyouareagreatpersonandidlovetohaveyourkidsandumer"
I said quickly. "You are too cute still," He said kissing my
forehead. "And while we're here," He says snapping his fingers to
make a stereo and a little Hawaii style set up with fairy lights
and a wooden dance floor. He walks over to the stereo and turn it
on going straight to our song. "You remembered......" I mumbled
tears falling down my cheeks. He grabbed my hands and started to
lead us into a slow dance. "I wish I could be there with you so
then I could be your date to Prom and ask you out and propose to
you and be there with you on our wedding day," He said wiping the
tears off my cheek. "Me too," I say smiling. We dance for what
seems like forever.
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= Yes I want to have kids with you because you are a great person
and Id love to have your kids and um er
"I don't need you to respect me, I respect me. I
don't need you to love me, I love me. But I want you to know you
could know me, if you change your mind..." -Steven
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