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Bought. Sprites I <3 Them :)

Gotten for free sprites : DDDDDD THANKS <3

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Title: :D

Got my own. Mega able charizard. Need to get mega stone someday. And also still need to get my first shiny charizard XD

Wanna help my charizard???? And his brothers/ sister.

Number 1.
Number 2.
Number 3.
Number 4.
Number 5.

The shiny one will be added soon. (If i have it, not sure if i will have the luck.)

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Still have mine flowerie :D

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Title: Been a loooong time.

Its been a while. I love to be back a little bit, Idk when i am inactive.
I changed a lot, and got random busy. Lovely to see there is a pride vivilion. I would really like to have one tho... Ah well, Guess better luck next time.. hehe..


I am mostly playing roblox..
Heh.. Nothing much to say..

Lovely.

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Dear Diary.

Changed mine user from Dr_EggMan to Anthooonyyyy, I use the same username at roblox...
https://www.roblox.com/users/22532837/profile <-- A proud robloxian for sure..


Idk...

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Title: Dear Diary

I just managed to get the Pride Pokemon. I feel overwelmed of joy atm! :D

Oh i could make good use more of the "https://pokeheroes.com/clicklist"
I better save it here than forgot it.


I am lesbian and asexual so the pride pokemon would be a really fun buddy for me! ^-^

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Title: Dear Diary

It was a good day so far not the best.
At pokeheroes it was some epic day, At roblox well i kept doing research about the stalker.

Its starting to get on mine nerves and mine girl is getting a bit.. Sick aswell.
She seemed to be stressed, He have to stop...

Finally mine charizard mega evolved tho. Lovely! <3

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Title: Dear Diary

Joined a forum to sell future shiny aron's.
Rough days for me...
But this seems really exciting for me!

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Title: O m g

That mega able feebas looks so cool..
I really hope i can get it currently trying to bid one one.

I don't think i will get it, But i wish myself luck
I bet its really rare tho


Rip me i guess :/

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Title: Holy ****

I got the fishy fish! :D
I named it to fishy fish 8)
I feel proud! :D
I really though someone would get it away!


P.s
Swearing isn't allowed right?
I censored the swear before i put it there.
But just know i won't swear to someone.
"HOLY **** YOU ARE STUPID"
I would never do something like this.
Don't do this please.
Aswell, Please follow the rules and do not abuse this thing.
I really don't want to get banned for censoring happiness swears.


I don't know if it is allowed or not to censor stuff.
But i rather not making abuse.
Besides this is one time, I will not try to do it more :/

A accident tho, i mostly say it like"HOLY **** I DID IT" On other sites.
But to avoid making a lie i already explain why and what is allowed and what i did.
I am more for the truth then hiding stuff away.

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It kinda bugs me that i can get banned now..
I really hope they forgive me now..


it bugs me either 24/7 that people can lie..
At roblox it happens a lot.. it breaks my soul apart.
I am happy i returned on this..

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Title: Dear Diary

I finally hatched my first shiny, Unfortunately the battery ran out.
But hey my first shiny!

I feel so proud!
And i am sending my charizard x to a mission.
I am really curious if i get that summon item!

o.o

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Title: Dear diary

It's been a long time.

Days are really tough for me.

I try to stay strong.
But i don't know how much pressure i can take.
People try to be there for me, Worries on me, And advices me getting an docter..
But i don't want to.. They shouldn't worry..
I'm worthless..

O if someone atleast freaking understand that i am not like the others..
I don't have reasons i think to wishing to die, But i do know that i don't want anything else..
Been rejecting gifts in-real, When do i die..?
Do i really have to wait until i am old to finally rest in peace..?





My sis is very suicidal either lately.
I am worrying because she's just 12 right now.
She has a right to have a nice future.
And my girlfriend has her issues either..
Why worrying on me and not focussing at others?





I really can't understand Humanity.
I do know i am very sick and exhausted.
Welp...

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Title: Aye diary, Been a while.

Wssp diary. How's it going?

Nowadays days aren't well, Like always.
Pretty used to it actually... Day in day out, I fake smiles, Fake feelings.

It all feels like a game y'know?
A game that can't be beat fast...
Besides, Once we die, We are dead... Just like any gameover screen / game without special explore after beating it.

The whole life is just a mystery for me.
Corona's been getting on my nerves lately either actually... Just staying inside and being forced to stay inside.
Just because this boss of mines can't handle a bit of threat, Like dude, it isn't the world war 2...
Sheesh, Ngl but love this diary. As short as i mostly hold it, It's worth it ngl...

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Title: Wssp Diary

How ya doing.
U got pokemon go? Send me a friend request; 5570 1195 7819.
Nah, But fr. Lately i have been kind of starving myself in-rl due reasons.
I aswell kinda want some more friends in pokemon go, Meh. People dream, But never wake up.

Nothing's real, Don't you agree diary?
..Idk what else to write actually. Neither exactly feeling like it.

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Title: Aye, Diary

How's ur day?

My day started alright i guess.
Managed to get a shiny furfrou atlast, And managed to get a second kyurem that i gave my white item to.
Now i finally got black and white kyurem...

Though, I wonder.
Does people agree with the fact that furfrou is the most cutest dog pokemon..? And most special..?

I aswell wonder why the person want to slap me, and why he voted for the slap vote.
Am i really that much of a b----? Guess i'll never know.
Whatever.

I aswell managed to get a shiny male combee, Lets try starting a super honey farm.
Chances are low, But better then nothing <3


Anyways ig that's all that happened last day.. So yea.
Have a nice day i guess.

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Title: Hey, Diary.

How's it popping?

Stuff's been going pretty quick, Been busy lately again, It's good to be outside...
It's making me extra exhausted tho, Can't really wait to take more breaks at a big side, Again.

Recently on Pokeheroes i'd been exploring around a bit again, i'm aswell pretty addicted to the honey, moomoo milk, and berries lately.
Meh..
Goodnight i guess. Got nothing better to say tbh.

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Title: Wssp Diary, How's it going?

Aye.
Diary.
How's it going?
Me? Dead as always.

Broken hearts.
To tired to continue stuff nowadays.
Acting fine while feeling pretty disappointed and hurt.

I hatched 2 shiny combees recently.
And my old favorite doll broke and my dam girlfriend broke up.
I might have said the words.
But i warned her if she continued assuming i'd cheat she'd auto break up..
It hurts a lot tho.. I really though me and her could be something special together.. Build up a future..
Heh.. Dreams ain't reality, I should had expected that she would get rid of me like the rest.

Lately i'd been pretty distant to people either.
It just feels like that people would assume i'd fake it for attention.
Or just don't care at me.
It's bothering me.
Ik it's stupid to say, But like the rest, I kind of want to be happier..
Or atleast be loved by someone that won't promise to stay while leaving..

Though, In another game, I sort of continued some trading business, I managed to get a huge win actually, Pretty neat.

I aswell slept 36 hours straight out of depression / exhaustion.
So my 18 hours record basicly got renewed to the double, Pretty funny i guess?
I don't know, Whatever... ~-~

There are some people tryna be there for me, But i'm just anxious ig?
Eclips98 and Exotundra Tried to be there for me, Wish i could show my gratitude back to be honest.
I dunno.. I kinda wished there were more people like them in the world..

I aswell pretty much hate being single.. I'm kinda the easy jeallous type, if y'know what i mean. Lmfao..

Well.. I guess that's kinda what happened last week(s).

Have a nice day, Reader and Diary.

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Title: Welp, Diary.

Aye.. Diary.

Guess this is the last moment for the time being.
Lately been really suicidal and weak.
I don't see much reasons to continue here.

First people showed some love here which caused me to stay longer.
But lately nobody did.
is it because i said i'd be inactive and still got on due their support, and the fact i appriciated it?..
Well, Idc knowing it i guess.. I assume i'm just wrong.

I'm just gonna vibe and see what appears in life.

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Title: Wssp Diary

Aye, Diary how's it going?

I'm rather bad, But that isn't new.

Still trying hard to recover. Just hella tired lately.
Life's awfull, I'm trying so hard to be noticed and loved, What do i do wrong?
I'm numb, I feel nearly nothing, It's strange, I'm rather distant either.
Idk what else to say besides this, Same story everyday.

So yea...

See you i assume in the future again.

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Hello diary, How is it going?

Last week has been an instresting week.
Done some very nice deals on roblox.
Aswell noticed Mega stones aren't in a demand on Pokeheroes.
I decided to purchase one, and mega evolve my Gyarados after many years.


Slowly one by one is starting to finally being Mega-Evolved.
My birth day is coming aswell, Not my favorite day.
But i'm deciding to give it a chance and hope stuff gets better once..

I don't feel like saying more.
So i guess i'll cya in the future.

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Title: Dear diary

Aye, diary, how’s it going homie?
Been forever innit?

So as a resume for my bday.
It eh was a bit embarrassing.
My mother kept complaining about losing her ex the entire time to my 2 contacts that i invited lol.


At the xmas i seen my father.
It was something, it was alright.
His girl was not a b**** for once which is nice.
On 31th december i sort of passed out and vomitted thanks to my stress.
The begin of this year sucked.
I almost got back inside of a locked location due of some nasty lies my sister spread about me.
She changed after me and her father succesfully got her to life with her father.
My best roblox friend also ditched me for a while due his girl told me i tried to steal her while all i did was be there for her considering she always seemed sad that he was always inactive. -.-

I revisited my father due i though my last visit was a success.
He was 1 hour and30 minutes to late.
His girl also instantly said i tried to not be there cuz i wanted to see my grandma.
I later that night slept on the couch since the heat was unbearable there like bruh how did they life there lol.
Anyways so i next day visited my grandma and was thinking about dad’s girl’s accusation.
Like dude if i didn’t wanna come why in the world would i actually visit them?
Anyways i took a small break thanks to that and slept with grandma that day when i came there obviously.
Then i seen grandma’s new boyfriend and he’s a good man, i saw it instantly that they were happy together and its also cute how they both like lego.
Anyways a few dats later i had a small dinner with my dad he caused me to wait 2 hours and 30 minutes.
His girl told me and my grandma they be on time
This is basicly why i never close my laptop normally.
But i though it would be a good manner to do once.
I regret that decision a lot.
His girl added some former dontacts of mine with the dinner.
I explainee to them my life is was going better.
They then talker to my dad girls about their stuff.
I moved on my phone and checked some chats.
Thn my dads girl instantly told them and me that i gotta stop it and start a converation.
She said i never talked about stuff.
I was thinking: u trying to mess with me?
But i ignored it instead, later when i slept there.
Again on the couch, it was actually comfy this time.
But then before i slept his gal asked me about my job and purposely tried to say i could do a lot and shouldn’t get paid this much.
I was getting very annoyed since i saw the look in her wyes that she knew the anwsers.
So i had to dig up and epzlain some of my trauma’s in why i got it so “easy”.
That shut her up real fast lol.
Anyways that morning they forced me to eat and before that dad’s phone woke me up.
Really nice night eh? Not lol.
I wnated to beat her up but it’s no use.
Since if i go do due self defense that it’s jail.
Since i started the punches and its their house.
I ignored it and decided to not come back again.

I have met a lot of annoying glitches in-rl aswell.
But aside that.
I suppose life’s finally getting better then before.
I got my own money, kinda my own place; atleast not with my parents.
And i succesfully completed multiple of my dreams in certain games.

Aside this note i also noticed i became completely numb.
Whenever someone attacks me i kinda seem to not care.
I’m not counting the beef between dad’s girl and me obviously.
It’s pretty rare for me to get annoyed.
Aside that note i recovered fast of it.
I guess that’s pretty much it.
Nothing else happened.
Just in pain and recovering. ❤️‍🩹
Also took 1/2 corona vaccin things.
Getting 2nd vaccine 3rd of november.
It’s a shame but for now the only way to do more stuff.
Plus it feels like it’s going to be payment later.
Better take it now then later lol.

I’m also still single and my ex readded me which is suspicious.
She acted a lil weird but aye what isn’t weird these days.
It’s funny how i’m single for 1 year and 6 months.
And she gotten multiple boyfriends since she told me.
Pretty sure i beat her.
Heh.

Well.
Have a nice day diary.
I’ll update you in the further future i suppose.
Basicly i regret trying to become social.

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