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As i walk around the room pacing i await for someone. i look out the window and nothing. i look out the door and nothing. i wait within these 4 walls hoping he is ok. but i hear nothing else than what i had heard earlier. feeling alone i sit in the corner rocking myself back and forth telling myself "everything is going to be ok"




side note - please do not write in this thread this is just for a reading pleasure -

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Title: my awesome brother ShadowtheSuicune

where do i start? he is the best PH brother in the whole entire world to me. he has always been there when i am down. always there when i need someone to talk to. he is amazing. always backing me up and tells me when i am wrong. he is just too perfect. If i didnt have him around i probably would have quit PH a long time ago. makes me wish he was my blood. even though he isnt to me in my eyes he is.

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Title: my depression worsening

for years i have fought depression. when i started school as a mere kindergartener i was called fat, Angela Anaconda, raindrop face, etc. then when i got older i was called fat, ugly, etc. now i was told yesterday that i was a sorry excuse of a mother. i had cried all afternoon yesterday with no one checking on me or see if i was ok or try to pick me up when i was down. i just don't know how much longer i can take this. it is eating me alive. if it weren't for my kids and for Ty being by my side all the time. i would not be here if you know what i mean. so yeah i can't take it.

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