Don't have an account yet? 
Forum Thread
♥q diary♥
Forum-Index → Diaries → ♥q diary♥
Posted: Mon, 01/07/2019 18:53 (5 Years ago)
[ 01 / 07 / 19 ]
i'm dumb and i forgot to write a entry yesterday
but that's that
i! can't! afford! the! shadow! radar!
actually i can; but i'll be left with less than 1kk PD and i don't want that :^ i sure do miss having 4kk PD....
i got a mega able pinsir from the bug hatching contest :'> i wish i had a mega stone on me sjkshd
today's being one of those days? i had a nice dream at least
lads,,,, i need to say
cocada is so mf good,, i can't
i need some motivation to actually sit down and draw.... soon it's going to be one week since i even touched my sketchbook
Posted: Wed, 03/07/2019 20:57 (5 Years ago)
[ 03 / 07 / 19 ]
i've got a "shiny boost" from the fountain for 3 days straight and nothing kdjsfkshgkj
i hope this miltank hatches soon :^(
Posted: Thu, 04/07/2019 23:05 (5 Years ago)
[ 04 / 07 / 19 ]
all my shadow hunts are longer than chain 40,,, and yall out there with chains ending on single digits.... smh kinda regret buying this thing
my shiny miltank is nowhere to be seen either :^
btw i reached level 39
i finally drew something!wahoo, let's hope i can keep up a drawing routine sjadhjhfsjk
i have to go to my mom's graduation tomorrow :\\ she didn't seem very excited 'bout going either, so i hope it won't take a long time lol
so,,, because i have no self control or principles whatsoever i started reading goddess creating system again... whole lot of spoilers below
Show
hidden content
i don't even know how
to put into words what i thought about the whole crown prince arc
tbh
at the beginning i kinda liked it? but something about the way they closed it felt a bit off? idk
but this whole king of the desert arc is just straight up sketchy imo
so even if the king walks around the ******* desert pratically half-naked all the time he's still whiter than everyone else?? and the only dark skinned/tan people we see are slaves? i understand that staying inside a palace the whole time, untouched by the sun will cause your skin to be paler, but that's not the case with the king?? tell me more 'bout that sis
and having all those new tasks coming up "out of nowhere" one after another is feeling v repetitive? at least we're finally getting some emotional character development for xia xi again so there's that
but anyways
at the beginning i kinda liked it? but something about the way they closed it felt a bit off? idk
but this whole king of the desert arc is just straight up sketchy imo
so even if the king walks around the ******* desert pratically half-naked all the time he's still whiter than everyone else?? and the only dark skinned/tan people we see are slaves? i understand that staying inside a palace the whole time, untouched by the sun will cause your skin to be paler, but that's not the case with the king?? tell me more 'bout that sis
and having all those new tasks coming up "out of nowhere" one after another is feeling v repetitive? at least we're finally getting some emotional character development for xia xi again so there's that
but anyways
Posted: Fri, 05/07/2019 15:00 (5 Years ago)
[ 05 / 07 / 19 ]
i want my shiny-
hmmm i woke up to a new chapter of bnha,,,, behold; spoilers
Show
hidden content
i had already
accepted that whole thing about tenko's family being a bunch of
meanies, but it seems they weren't??? i thought he had killed them
with his quirk as well, but since the hands are intact they must've
died some other way?
i don't know what to believe in anymore :^
i don't know what to believe in anymore :^
Posted: Mon, 08/07/2019 17:10 (5 Years ago)
[ 08 / 07 / 19 ]
digital art really does give you a more steady hand, huh? my traditional drawings are already starting to look better
i got a gotdang smol bat in chain 5
ph is beautiful again
Posted: Thu, 11/07/2019 18:18 (5 Years ago)
[ 11 / 07 / 19 ]
this hunt is taking way longer than i expected it to lmao
futari monologue is getting!! a ! live action!!!!
Posted: Fri, 12/07/2019 15:56 (5 Years ago)
[ 12 / 07 / 19 ]
if i wasn't so lazy i'd already have 11 shadow pokés by now :\
i finally finished OITNB S05! spoilers ahead, be careful!
Show
hidden content
this season finale
was a artistic masterpiece. the scenes of pure chaos + calm
soundtracks??
i'm devastated...
soso just sitting there in the corridor,,, and being taken away,,, and they taking down the books,,,,, that hurted lmao
personally i never liked leanne and angie but their "epiphany" was quite nice... and leanne realizing that her mother would, in fact,
notice and care if she had died in the rebellion + screaming she loves her and that she's a "good person now"???? good stuff (Y)
tbh i'm glad *iscatella died essentialy the same way as poussey did, killed by a dumb, unprepared officer,, that doesn't make her death less painful in any way but to see him tasting his own venom... good stuff as well
but i'm still scared as to what is going to happen to the ones who where hiding in the swimning pool, and to all the others tbh
my heart's not ready for season 6
i'm devastated...
soso just sitting there in the corridor,,, and being taken away,,, and they taking down the books,,,,, that hurted lmao
personally i never liked leanne and angie but their "epiphany" was quite nice... and leanne realizing that her mother would, in fact,
notice and care if she had died in the rebellion + screaming she loves her and that she's a "good person now"???? good stuff (Y)
tbh i'm glad *iscatella died essentialy the same way as poussey did, killed by a dumb, unprepared officer,, that doesn't make her death less painful in any way but to see him tasting his own venom... good stuff as well
but i'm still scared as to what is going to happen to the ones who where hiding in the swimning pool, and to all the others tbh
my heart's not ready for season 6
and once again, there was a brand new BNHA chapter out when i woke up, so spoilers ahead!!
Show
hidden content
so tenko's family
wasn't all that nice huh
bro i feel really bad for him,,,, i want to throw the blame on his father but in one way or another nana's kinda responsible for it too :\\\
ethical and emotional matters aside, i really like this dynamic of making the protagonist and antagonist be similar in a aspect, or pratically identical at some point!! young tenko reminded me a lot of deku with that pure "i want to be a hero and save the world!" mindset, and though he did end up having a quirk, it's interesting to see this contrast?? or rather how one situation can change someone completely, for the good, or for the bad.
for now i can't decide if in my head tenko's redeemable or not, but i'm looking forward to see how his story unfolds, and how it's going to end :^)
bro i feel really bad for him,,,, i want to throw the blame on his father but in one way or another nana's kinda responsible for it too :\\\
ethical and emotional matters aside, i really like this dynamic of making the protagonist and antagonist be similar in a aspect, or pratically identical at some point!! young tenko reminded me a lot of deku with that pure "i want to be a hero and save the world!" mindset, and though he did end up having a quirk, it's interesting to see this contrast?? or rather how one situation can change someone completely, for the good, or for the bad.
for now i can't decide if in my head tenko's redeemable or not, but i'm looking forward to see how his story unfolds, and how it's going to end :^)
Posted: Sun, 14/07/2019 16:16 (5 Years ago)
[ 14 / 07 / 19 ]
i thought i had gotten back to normal..... a 8 in geo....
it's not fair...
Posted: Wed, 17/07/2019 15:44 (5 Years ago)
[ 17 / 07 / 19 ]
i read a bunch of manga yesterday!! i still have to put'em o mal, but that's fine
i also bought a skin for amaterasu on smite :^
Posted: Fri, 19/07/2019 16:46 (5 Years ago)
[ 19 / 07 / 19 ]
boi do i want this hunt to end
bnha spoilers, read at your own risk!
Show
hidden content
boi .
i figured he probably wouldn't have killed some of them on purpose, but seeing him killing his father willingly was quite the experience :')
anyway i don't know what to say about the chapter lmao the only thing that comes to mind is that thought in river's edge
"tragedy doesn't just occur all of sudden. [...] it... happens like a baloon suddenly bursting."
i figured he probably wouldn't have killed some of them on purpose, but seeing him killing his father willingly was quite the experience :')
anyway i don't know what to say about the chapter lmao the only thing that comes to mind is that thought in river's edge
"tragedy doesn't just occur all of sudden. [...] it... happens like a baloon suddenly bursting."
Posted: Wed, 24/07/2019 21:22 (5 Years ago)
[ 24 / 07 / 19 ]
the hunt goes on... and i can't remember the last time i've drawn anything lmao
Posted: Sun, 28/07/2019 00:00 (5 Years ago)
[ 27 / 07 / 19 ]
i got a new phone !!
it's way bigger than the one i used to have, but i can't set a wallpaper for the lockscreen that's different than the homepage one sfhjsdfk
but now i finally have a phone case, so i can finally put the nct sticker my friend got me somewhere oof
Posted: Fri, 30/08/2019 20:36 (5 Years ago)
[ 30 / 08 / 19 ]
amitriptyline is killing me lmao
Posted: Tue, 01/10/2019 21:35 (5 Years ago)
[ 01 / 10 / 19 ]
my meds were forcefully taken away from me and i don't know if i'm better of without them or not
anyway
i started watching bojack horseman today
not sure how i feel about it
Posted: Mon, 02/12/2019 14:12 (4 Years ago)
[ 02 / 12 / 19 ]
it feels as if there has been another 2~3 years inside 2019.........
i don't really log in ph anymore so i should probably give away some stuff......but i don't feel like it, and i dont feel like permanenly leaving either :\\\\\\\
Posted: Wed, 11/12/2019 00:18 (4 Years ago)
[ 10 / 12 / 19 ]
whoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooop
she's here yall
i think i had a name i wanted to give her but now i can't remember what it was? lmao
so
my teachers picked me to give a speech at our ""prom""
but im studying for a v important test..... and they only gave me like,,,,, 3 days to prepare the speech :^
i hope i can deliver it nicely