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I highly doubt this is to anyone's concern but I guess I should write this to have something. I feel pretty alone and it's depressing. I spent my time drawing upstairs at church while church members dined down stairs. I talked to someone but they eventually left to join the others. I want company but I don't feel like a belong in a group. They usually make me feel excluded. I just wish he understood that, but it doesn't matter, he seems happier with the others than with me. I don't blame him.

It feels hard to sleep at, all I can do is stare at the ceiling with my eyes wide open and just think about things that would only matter to me. It's been a little while sense I had a break down up until this night. I just don't get what's the point of living. I feel alone. I believe there are others out there who understand this feeling, but I don't know who they are or how to find them. Until tomorrow. Good bye.