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Diary of a loner
Forum-Index → Diaries → Diary of a lonerDear diary... Hello! My name is Emma. Ummm.. Im 13 and I live in ______, MN. I really like my school, its ____ Beacon academy. Its pretty good, for a small school. Today was just a normal day, except when I got pulled out of math class by a teacher. The teacher was talking to me about having good health, like taking showers. She said if I took care of myself people would be my friends. I know she is trying to make me feel good but I can't help wondering if she meant that I was dirty and needs more showers. I was sad all day cuz of that, but I didn't want to make my younger sister Maya sad. I knew Maya always wanted a shiny pokemon so I spent 150,000 POKE on a shiny Absoul for her. I hope she likes her :)
Dear diary, I had such a nice day today! Everyone was talking to me and it wasn't raining like yesterday. Lately I been talking to this guy on Pokeheroes, and he has been hugging me a lot. Did I ever tell you diary that I hate hugs? Yes, I do. But I feel loved when he hugs me. Its not like I like him or anything... stupid.
P.S Me and Aiden are going to ask my BFF Chloe out for Adam, He is Aiden's bff. I really hope she says yes because her boyfriend cheated on her twice... She is not leaving him.
Well.. I guess Chloe likes her old boyfriend more then Adam. That makes me really sad.
Anyway, while we were waiting for our bus a bunch of kids were breaking a baby's tree branches. I told them to stop because it hurts the tree. Then all of them started acting like smartbutts and saying that trees aren't alive and they don't have feelings.... Then on the bus everyone was dissing me saying that Im stupid, they made me cry.
Dear diary... sorry that I wasn't writing for awhile, I was really busy. First I went camping with my family, we walked along a trail and found a house from the 1800's! The owners gave us a tour, it was so awesome. When I got home a shiny Hoothoot hatched, I named it Vincent. If I ever have kid I want him to be named Vincent, isn't it just lovely?
Lately I been stalking 2 people, one of them is a 2D guy though, Its Pizza Steve from Uncle Grandpa! I didn't really like him at first... I kinda though he was a bragger. But then I kept seeing stuff in the newest episodes slowly saying that deep down he is really sad. My fav quote is when Uncle Granpa finds him, ask him why is he there, and he replies with "This is were I come to cry".
Such an KAWAII moment!
Why am I like this? Why does god give me this terrible life? I felt this feeling before, so many times. But no matter how much it hurts. I betrayed Aiden. I don't really like him. I lied to him. Now he is on the rise of heaven and hell. Maybe I do this because of this world, no one ever cares for others here. A world like this doesn't deserve to live. None of us do. What is this depressing energy? All I wanted to do is make everyone smile like in the old days. Now no one smiles and the friendship is dying. It hurts me so much.