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Posted: Tue, 06/03/2018 02:45 (6 Years ago)

Title: Jade

I can feel it growing
Day after day.
Over my skin.
Under my skin.
Becoming my skin.
Desensitization, becoming me.
Compassion, leaving me.
Impassiveness, boredom, disgust.
Filling in the cracks.

Eh, I feel better now. At least I'm not oblivious to the workings of the world.

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Posted: Wed, 18/10/2017 12:55 (7 Years ago)
A Vivillon fever dream.

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Posted: Thu, 14/09/2017 00:29 (7 Years ago)
Hallowed, Now Hollow

I am but a shell
My mind knowing no hell.
A hollow mass,
Thoughts floating en masse.

To see oneself be forgotten,
Not unlike a piece of cotton
Upon another's mind,
Neither amiable nor unkind.

Sitting here, upon my throne
In my reality which I have sewn.
Watching it all fade yet stay
Having the texture almost like clay.

Brittle, is this shell.
Almost, but not quite, like a bell.
If rapped upon, it will ring,
But not like it is willing.

Sometimes, it moves,
When one think it proves
Any sort of usefulness.
But, alas, that is a jest.

Oh, to jest! Those were the finest of times,
The best!
To make jokes, to have fun.
But now, those are done.

Some parts cling on,
Determined to hang strong.
Who knows when those memories will fall,
Along with I, who stood tall.

Apathy dominates
While creativity sits and waits,
For a time to shine.
But it is snipped like twine.

Boredom encompasses all
While detachment does not stall
As it chases away
All other lesser emotions that wish to stay.

Dull is the mind of mine
Whittled down with the troubles of thine.
Constantly debating, choosing
What is the right thing to say without losing.

Although the mannerisms are sometimes hinting
Of larger workings, these are just a tinting.
A feeble facade
For the blandness, and the flawed.

Little does one find
In the going-ons of another’s mind.
This is just as well,
For if it were not, the displeasure would be hard to quell.

This cover for the blank space
Is a decorated case.
No light shines from within,
Whilst it could be broken with a pin.


I am but an ersatz man,
A puppet with no strings, no plan.
A pseudo human,
My gaze deadpan.


Disillusionment is the feeling
That sprouts in other’s mind when viewing
The being that is I.
It escapes their thoughts, their lips, a sigh.

Neutrality is forever broken.
In its place, a feeling of when
One has failed.
When one’s coffin is nailed.


The ending of this story,
A poem vacant of any glory,
Will end on an impromptu
Cue.

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Posted: Thu, 14/09/2017 00:29 (7 Years ago)
I will keep my poems here. That is all. Have a nice day.

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Posted: Wed, 13/09/2017 20:52 (7 Years ago)
[How should I start this off? Just like the signup says, or something different because this RP has been running for a while?]

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Posted: Wed, 13/09/2017 14:34 (7 Years ago)
I haven't RP'd in a long time, so I might make some impromptu decisions.

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Full Name: Sol Staid
Nickname/First Name: Sol
Gender: Male
Appearance: Thin, short dark hair, always has a smoking pipe in his mouth, dull eyes. Wears a grey shirt.
Personality:Eccentric. He sometimes acts composed, while other times he starts to make decisions without any prior thought.
Gift:Ability to solidify fire. He usually has it solidify around his hand, and then fights with his fists.
BF/GF/Crush:None
Other:Smoke is always coming out of his pipe, due to the fire he controls.


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Posted: Wed, 13/09/2017 00:48 (7 Years ago)
"Let me just stick this knife in you, while you laugh with me."

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Posted: Tue, 12/09/2017 21:31 (7 Years ago)
I am but a shell
My mind knowing no hell.
A hollow mass,
My vocabulary is of the highest class.

To see oneself be forgotten,
Not unlike a piece of cotton
Upon another's mind,
Neither amiable nor unkind.

Sitting here, upon my throne
In my reality which I have sewn.
Watching it all fade yet stay
Having the texture almost like clay.

Brittle, is this shell.
Almost, but not quite, like a bell.
If rapped upon, it will ring,
But not like it is willing.

Sometimes, it moves,
When one think it proves
Any sort of usefulness.
But, alas, that is a jest.

Oh, to jest! Those were the finest of times,
The best!
To make jokes, to have fun.
But now, those are done.

Some parts cling on,
Determined to hang strong.
Who knows when those memories will fall,
Along with I, who stood tall.

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Posted: Tue, 12/09/2017 21:31 (7 Years ago)
I am but a shell
My mind knowing no hell.
A hollow mass,
My vocabulary is of the highest class.

To see oneself be forgotten,
Not unlike a piece of cotton
Upon another's mind,
Neither amiable nor unkind.

Sitting here, upon my throne
In my reality which I have sewn.
Watching it all fade yet stay
Having the texture almost like clay.

Brittle, is this shell.
Almost, but not quite, like a bell.
If rapped upon, it will ring,
But not like it is willing.

Sometimes, it moves,
When one think it proves
Any sort of usefulness.
But, alas, that is a jest.

Oh, to jest! Those were the finest of times,
The best!
To make jokes, to have fun.
But now, those are done.

Some parts cling on,
Determined to hang strong.
Who knows when those memories will fall,
Along with I, who stood tall.

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Posted: Tue, 12/09/2017 21:25 (7 Years ago)
It is very neat and organized. If I had to give any constructive feedback, I wold say that the text size could be at least two sizes larger.

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Posted: Tue, 12/09/2017 21:04 (7 Years ago)
I would wish the amount of characters you can type in the "About Me" category of your personal profile to increase by at least 30%. I understand if this is not possible due to some coding dilemma, but if at all possible, I would love for this to be implemented. Have a good day.

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Posted: Mon, 11/09/2017 20:20 (7 Years ago)
Unintentionally evil.

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Posted: Mon, 22/05/2017 21:43 (7 Years ago)
What have I joined...

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Posted: Mon, 22/05/2017 18:57 (7 Years ago)
8/10, the gif is looped good, but not perfectly.

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Posted: Fri, 19/05/2017 23:24 (7 Years ago)
10/10, perfectly fitted, and nicely bordered.

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Posted: Fri, 19/05/2017 19:40 (7 Years ago)
Normal and dark. Maybe a bit of water too.

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Posted: Fri, 19/05/2017 18:47 (7 Years ago)
Lawful evil, at best.

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Posted: Fri, 19/05/2017 00:47 (7 Years ago)
9/10, has a good border, nicely shaded and not stretched at all.

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Posted: Thu, 18/05/2017 10:03 (7 Years ago)
7/10, the border could be a bit better (more on top, less on right side), and maybe make the resolution a bit better (the picture is a bit fuzzy). But other than that, it is good.

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Posted: Wed, 17/05/2017 23:50 (7 Years ago)
9/10, colored letters contrast with background, neat, organized. Very well-made.

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