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Posted: Mon, 29/10/2018 02:18 (6 Years ago) |
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Posted: Thu, 21/12/2017 09:01 (6 Years ago) |
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Posted: Fri, 22/09/2017 05:40 (7 Years ago) |
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Posted: Mon, 31/07/2017 01:27 (7 Years ago) |
Title: A lot of happening very quicklyOn that topic, I was talking to my coworker, let's call her C, about how I'm gonna be cooking a lot of food on my days off work so I have enough food to eat on the days I go to work. And my other coworker who I dislike, let's call her L, asked "oh do you know how to cook?" And I was like sure I do. I've been cooking for the past 7 years and I'm pretty good at it. And she said "oh I just thought that you not only being a guy but also someone who's turning 22 and still living at home wouldn't know how to cook. I know your people are spoiled" and my blood started boiling. I've never once been spoiled (except for when I was a baby). Everything I own is something I worked for and earned myself. Anyone who's Portuguese knows that parents are strict. They want their kids to grow up earning what they get, just like how my parents raised me. And I told her that. This is a lady who's been working here for 3 weeks and never once tried to get to know me yet is talking about me as if she knows everything about me? No, screw that. I've never been spoiled and I never want to be spoiled. Tho this happened 6 hours ago, I'm still extremely pissed off. I'll be posting a bit more after they leave just to get out feelings. Gonna be feeling pretty down being by myself. [Read more] |
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Posted: Mon, 22/05/2017 22:48 (7 Years ago) |
Title: MemoriesSo back in 2009, I met this girl named Ashley. We had a math class together and after a few weeks we became friends. We were always super close and would take to each other everyday and skype each other right after school. But in 2011 that changed a bit. She stopped talking to me as often and even tho we had a class together, she'd talk to other people instead of me and that kinda sucked but I just figured "hey people don't always need to hang out and talk to be friends" and I still believe that to this day. Then next 2 years was the same until we both graduated high school. After high school, we still spoke and hung out every weekend and it was great. I felt like I had my best friend back. Then in 2015 she started college. Things changed instantly. She stopped talking to me and hanging out every weekend and she said it was she was busy with school and work. One day one of our friends who was in the same classes with her asked to hang out this night and I said "oh Ashley said that you guys had a lot of homework tonight" to which she responded "Ashley dropped out of college 2 weeks after starting. And since then, I haven't spoken to her since. And I'm writing this now because I just visiated her Facebook and saw all the old pictures of me and her together, all our random pictures about inside jokes and it just made me sad. Happy about all the memories but sad that no new ones will be created again. Just felt like I needed to write all of this down. [Read more] |
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Posted: Thu, 18/05/2017 07:22 (7 Years ago) |
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Posted: Mon, 08/05/2017 18:43 (7 Years ago) |
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Posted: Mon, 08/05/2017 03:49 (7 Years ago) |
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Posted: Fri, 05/05/2017 02:55 (7 Years ago) |
So about that guy I spok about before; he hasn't tried to talk to me since April 22nd and it's obvious that he clearly didn't care about actually being in a relationship, much less a friendship. It sucks and I still feel really sad and down about it all. Having feelings and emotions is stupid and you shouldn't have them. Most of the time all that happens is you feel hurt just because nothing happens. Also yesterday I randomly incountered my ex on twitter. We hadn't spoken since 2013 and I saw his tweet in one of those trending stories. It brought back so happy emotions but lead to being sad remembering how it all ended. But I guess that always happens when you remember you exs. Maybe someday I'll find someone. But one thing I find funny and didn't realize until my coworkers told me today is that apparently when I see an attractive guy and I'm serving him, I instantly fix my hair while talking to him and kind pose? Lol maybe one of them will give me their number, who knows haha [Read more] |
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Posted: Fri, 21/04/2017 06:36 (7 Years ago) |
Title: Depressed again :/It's like my other post, when I get feelings for someone new, all my emotions go up for whatever reason. So I feel more depressed then usual, more anxious then usual, and sometimes happier then usual. It's why I stopped dating back in 2015. I gave myself 2 years to see if I'd change but I haven't and I guess I just have to deal with that. Also in regards to that guy, I feel like things aren't gonna work out. We've got very little in common but we still do try and talk but sometimes the conversations feel a little forced. He thinks we can work through it at some point but I doubt it. He doesn't ever talk to me first so it gives the impression that he doesn't really like me as much as he said he does. Idk hopefully tomorrow I'll be feeling better! [Read more] |
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