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Krenia OFFLINE Forum Posts: 346	Posted: Tue, 21/07/2020 23:38 (4 Years ago)
	Me yesterday: uuu I can't draw fanart unu i'm sad and so miserable Me now: GERARD JIN. GERARD JIN. BROCCOLI. SHROOMHEAD. GERARD JIN. YES. ~~inspiration, I don't know why I missed it rlly~~ [Read more]

Krenia OFFLINE Forum Posts: 346	Posted: Tue, 21/07/2020 22:25 (4 Years ago)
	I'M ALIVE! I just stopped drawing for a long while for some reason, lack of motivation I guess? But then I found lots of great Webtoons, which inspired me to draw! (along with other things) WIP Fanart for Weak Hero on Webtoon! No-one may use it, it's literally a sketch with fancy effects. Also Gerard Jin is great go stan broccoli man. Show hidden content [Read more]

Krenia OFFLINE Forum Posts: 346	Posted: Tue, 21/07/2020 20:29 (4 Years ago)
	C o m m i s i o n U p d a t e ~~finally~~ Commision 1 (Pika pika) - Nothing changed yet, only shading and lighting need to be done Commision 2 (sad boi hours) - Lineart isn't done, sketch is really tricky and also smoke makes me wanna die Commision 3 (b e a r s) - Lineart done. also made me find out how cute noses bears have. [Read more]

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Posted: Tue, 21/07/2020 10:24 (4 Years ago)

I'm gonna work today. Like legit work.

Two reasons: it's raining and I'm eating cold food right now.

You'd think those are pretty negative things right? Well that's the point.
I lately realised that if I feel upset, not comftorable(?) or angry I do stuff quicker. The last one is actually a way of dealing with my whining. I argue with someone. Get pissed. "I can't do it?! I can't do it?! WATCH ME!". And then get stuff done in like 10 minutes while whining took me 30.

So yeah, productivity.

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Krenia OFFLINE Forum Posts: 346	Posted: Tue, 21/07/2020 00:16 (4 Years ago)
	It's better now, kinda. I drew some nice sketches of Clemont and Gerard, now I'm going to bed since 2 am and I'm getting really tired. New chapter of Weak Hero in 1h but I doubt I'll last long enough lol [Read more]

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Posted: Mon, 20/07/2020 22:48 (4 Years ago)

Can my brain start working normally?
I feel so bad. just so weak and sad. I spend some time distracting myself, all good and fine! But then I look up from my phone to see the sketch of a fanart, and I feel bad again, I try to open youtube to further distract myself, worse, even worse.

Sometimes I really wish I was more outgoing kind of person, even if it means being the annoying kind. The kind that never googles anything, never reads the tutorials, never reads the descriptions, whatever. I just wish I was more social and less:
"I can't compliment them because everyone will laugh at me"

like, what's even a point of this argument??? why am I like this??? I don't want to be like this??? I hate talking to people I really don't want to be like this.

wow, now i'm crying again, cool, great, can my brain work please.
if it's because of puberty then even better. puberty makes me switch from crying to being happy to crying again.
why am i crying so much

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Posted: Mon, 20/07/2020 21:51 (4 Years ago)

Worst fears of normal people: Heights. Pain. Darkness. Lost of loved ones. Spiders. Dogs. Snakes. Blood.
My worst fear: Gerard Jin gets a haircut.

GO READ "WEAK HERO" ON WEBTOON

I hate being a teen
either I'm really messed up or it's just normal

I've been laughing so hard for the past half an hour or so and couldn't stop smiling but suddenly because of anxiety I'm crying again. Yeah this Diary is just a weird mix between vents and normal stuff at this point.
I feel really bad.

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Posted: Mon, 20/07/2020 20:41 (4 Years ago)

"It's just a Webtoon" I say foolishly.
"I don't do fanart" I add moronically.
"I barely even draw" I continue, blind to the truth.
As silence fill the room, I scream in my head as characters cloud my vision.
"Why must the word curse me with love for underrated characters and fandoms?" I scream.
"God, why?" I ask, despite being atheist and gaining belief only when it's needed for me or when I need to blame my troubles on something.

Bascially Krenia is going crazy because of sudden urge to draw fanart but at the same time being unable to draw canon characters because of some weird "shame" and "embarrassment" well screw Krenia better pretend wolrd doesn't exist.

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Posted: Sun, 19/07/2020 21:08 (4 Years ago)

Me: *finishes interacting with clicklist*
*suddenly a huge 19 notifications pop up on the icon*
Me, instantly: ORakLIuS wHAt tHE hEcK duDE

It was, indeed, oraklius spamming me with missing plushies.
I indeed deserved it for spamming him with missing plushies
but he sent me at least double the amount
what the heck oraklius
what the heck

I'm kidding i'm actually really thankful! You're great buddy!

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Posted: Tue, 14/07/2020 17:48 (4 Years ago)

Me: Oh, It's been a bit of an lazy day but at least I enjoyed it, nothing can go wrong now—
PokeHeroes-Notifications: H E L L O T H E R E! User who you really respect and feel awfully itimidated be just commisioned you! ISN'T THAT FUN!
Me: n o i t 's r e a l l y n o t

So in short I need to rush through commisions since I didn't make any progress. OH WAIT! COMMISION UPDATES FOR NO-ONE IN PARTICULAR:

Commision 1: Full coloring and background done!
Commision 2: Sketch done
Commision 3: I literally just sent the ref what do you expect!

:)

i need a hug tbh

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Krenia OFFLINE Forum Posts: 346	Posted: Tue, 14/07/2020 17:30 (4 Years ago)
	@MetalHeadKendra accepted~ Thank you for the compliments! also I didn't respond to previous 2 orders since we've been discussing payments on PalPad,, [Read more]

Krenia OFFLINE Forum Posts: 346	Posted: Sun, 12/07/2020 19:06 (4 Years ago)
	Middle Path, to the Gleaming Vale [Read more]

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Posted: Fri, 10/07/2020 07:09 (4 Years ago)

I did few of these "comment for a honest opinion" and I'm really weirded out by the fact that no-one mentioned either my 2/3 month ban that happaned a while back or how pissy I was during the lgbt drama. Did people just forget??

I mean cool and all but I expected at least 2 bitter people, except for one who had all right to be bitter but that was expected.

TL;DR: Krenia is mad that no-one roasted her.

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Krenia OFFLINE Forum Posts: 346	Posted: Thu, 09/07/2020 17:59 (4 Years ago)
	Yayy! I finished another 2 commisions after over a week of doing absolutely nothing. Commisions for beachbreeze and Mewshine! Only them or the future owners of the characters may use this artwork! Show hidden content [Read more]

Krenia OFFLINE Forum Posts: 346	Posted: Thu, 09/07/2020 17:02 (4 Years ago)
	@Mewshine Show hidden content also sorry it took so long! i lacked motivation for the past few days and I didn't want to mess it up :< @beachbreeze Show hidden content in case you want me to remove the small "effects" in the background please PM me and I'll get them removed asap~ [Read more]

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Posted: Thu, 09/07/2020 13:51 (4 Years ago)

Ah yes, me and my bad choices.

I need to write since ranting, letting my emotions out and I need a warm-up for my writing "session" i scheduled (?) in like, 20 mintues or so.

So I make a lot of mistakes. Like a lot. And I realised that when I was younger, my response to making a mistake or offending someone was something along the lines of : "screw you I know what I'm doing". While now it's more of "I'm really sorry I didn't mean to–" and a lot of worried thinking about how I'm worthless piece of garbage. So that sucks. I didn't mean to hurt anyone, I really didn't but It seems like my social skill, my grammar skill and my stupidity make for a great mistake.

The whole "comment for my opinion of you" trend is fun but basically anytime I comment "👀" on any-one of them I'm just thinking "roast the heck out of my and ruin my opinion". I don't know why it just kinda happens? lol??

Okay that's it my eyes hurt and I need to do stuff. I'm writing less than I'd like to but hopefully it'll get "better"

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Posted: Thu, 09/07/2020 06:09 (4 Years ago)

@TheLonelyFalinks

"Proud and territorial, this species is know for fighting anything that shows even minimal sings of hostility. It's advised to stay away from their territories as even quick walking may be considered hostility by them."

@beachbreezee

and with that...
Shop is now closed!
again, lol
Mainly because I'm planning on re-working all the examples (or at least picking different ones) and adding some new stuff!

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Krenia OFFLINE Forum Posts: 346	Posted: Wed, 08/07/2020 15:57 (4 Years ago)
	if anything needs fixing, PM or PalPad me @TheLonelyFalinks @~Miyuki~ @MoonLaLune @ThePhantomWolf [Read more]

Krenia OFFLINE Forum Posts: 346	Posted: Wed, 08/07/2020 11:47 (4 Years ago)
	If I don't get SM Dunsparce before chain 1,000 or before my Mega Cuff runs out I'm breaking the chain and trying again next year or something. I don't have the patience for this. [Read more]

Krenia OFFLINE Forum Posts: 346	Posted: Tue, 07/07/2020 18:17 (4 Years ago)
	Will be removing "warned" and "banned" from both my shops pretty soon. Reason is simple: i'm f-ing 13 and my opinions and view change every 2 seconds what do you expect [Read more]

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