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Suineko OFFLINE   Forum Posts: 113 |
Posted: Wed, 22/11/2017 03:27 (7 Years ago) |
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That's why I said "Santa" because it doesn't mean it has to relate to the real life one or anything that revolves around a religion and thus being insensitive to other's believes and other drama stuff. (Or maybe I just don't know what i'm talking about anymore and I'm just trying to be helpful when i'm just digging myself a hole to go trip in later.) Either way....yeah. Winter fun times themes. Knock yourself out. Or just read the front page of what the theme can be about and don't listen/read what my sleep deprived self says. xD [Read more] |
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Suineko OFFLINE Forum Posts: 113 |
Posted: Wed, 22/11/2017 02:02 (7 Years ago) |
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Snow, Snowmen, "Santa", lights, Christmas trees, any character or anything that has that winter/cold/holiday characteristics....then yes. At least that's how I see it. *vanishes* [Read more] |
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Suineko OFFLINE Forum Posts: 113 |
Posted: Tue, 21/11/2017 19:43 (7 Years ago) |
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Finished or not. Win or not. . . . I enjoyed making this. (x) (Isn't that the point of this, fun?) I will probably work on it more if it's not done to me since I like it. (Okay last time I will mess with it, it is what it is.) I just know if I didn't submit anything after I said I was then I wouldn't like myself. I had many ideas but I don't think I will finish those so, I think this is will have to do. I'm sure i'm kicked out of the ring already by all those amazing arts already. ; w; [Read more] |
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Suineko OFFLINE Forum Posts: 113 |
Posted: Sat, 04/11/2017 11:56 (7 Years ago) |
Title: HuehueI will make a masterpiece.... of a disaster. Unless I forget and cry about it later like last time. ; w; [Read more] |
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Suineko OFFLINE Forum Posts: 113 |
Posted: Fri, 06/10/2017 22:22 (7 Years ago) |
Title: Off the bucket listSo, I was suppose to spend the weekend or just 3 days here at my sister's house. We got here, rested a bit and then off the the tattoo place to get it done. I thought we were going to do it tomorrow..or today I should say. But nope. I was just starving and I wanted something to eat is all. I dont live on the west side of Florida so I never heard of this place. But anyways. We get there and a girl greets us and asks who is getting the piercing. My sister pointed at me and said "Her" and the girl says "I thought so." with a giggle. I was like "...scuse? Did you just judge me?" xD After waiting for him to get some papers for me to look at while filling out a information form and all that, the party got started. I wasn't scared or anything. I just didn't like waiting for it to happen. I felt a part of me sneaking over to hit the panic and flee button. Me and the guy were picky about where it should go. He told me it would look good in any place him or I wanted it. He just said where I wanted it would be more painful because the skin was thicker...but I didnt see how when in the crack of the nose, on top of the "hump" in the nose, it's thinner. Who knows. Im no expert. He was saying "Don't let me talk you out of what you want, im just telling you that it's going to be worse." I was worried he was going to tell me "No" and not get it where I wanted it for half of my life. BUT. He said it was okay and it still looked good so I got it. I was happy has a dirty potato and he was happy that I was happy. Because I sat there looking at the dot he made for like 10 mins. and I kept acting like I was okay with it but then I didn't. So I finally asked what he thought about the spot I had my heart on. He talked about how people think he's younger than he really is and I told him that people say I look 15 to 18 when Im really 25. He said "I know what they mean. When I was looking at your i.d. I was trying to see if it was fake or not." LOL. He did ask if I wanted to have the hole lower in case I wanted to have a ring later on. I said nope. Im good with just this. He said I would look good with either in his option but, I dont like the hole ring thing. I would probably hurt myself with one somehow. I jokely said "Maybe the other one next time can have the ring." Then he stepped back to look at my face and then said "You can actually pull that off. Because your nose is very symmetrical. It's perfect." and was all like, oh. heh-heh. well thank you~ x'D So. He stabbed my nose. I through he was about to go right on through to the other side. I think he poked the middle inside my nose. Because they hurt too and was bloody a little bit. It was fine today when I woke up. After cleaning it up it didn't look at bad and felt better a bit too. It was still throbbing but what else did I expect it to do? It just got STABBED....but yeah. I finally got to get off the hype train and got what I come on for. I just wanted it to be over. I was shivering just like I did at the dentist when I had to get my front tooth filled after it chipped off and then finished itself a year later. So I told my mom that it feels like I was at the dentist. I didn't know the guy was coming back and he heard me say that. I was like, opps. you heard nothing! He told us that it's nothing like the dentist. Its much better and much faster and.."almost" less painful depending on what you came in for. I think we were there for half an hour. Mainly because I was taking forever filling the form, asking questions, and the dotting all over my nose until I wanted to throw the mirror and just say what I wanted. I didn't want to be bossy. I know it's my body but he's the expert. I dont want to go and get something done and then hurt myself or something. Which I have already. I went to scratch my nose because a hair tickled it and then stabby pain. I got one of those that you twist in there. Like a hook. Which looked painful to try and get there. I dont remember if it hurt when he hooked it in here. I just wanted to slap his hands and tell him to stop touching it. xD Like with the dentist too. When the dentist stabbed me with the needle I wanted to smack his hands away. I'm not used to being man handled. The dentist ripped the sides of my mouth trying to get a better angle and then the piercer guy stuck his man fingers in my nose. I can barley get my own fingers in there most of the time. I should just get a shirt that says "fragile" on it. "Please don't man handle" ; w; Speaking of which. I think I will go clean it now. I think my nose is trying to sneeze it out. I have been sneezing more ever since. It tickels my nose. Like the classical feather in the nose trick. I find myself trying to inhale it thinking it's a booger. I tried to pick my nose thinking the same. I forgot I had it in my nose moments after getting it. I looked in my sister's backseat mirror and said "wtf is in my no- oh. right. the shiny diamond" OH...I got a white diamond. He said there was a choice of birthstones and other things he had. I gasped in my head but then I slapped myself from trying to have options. He said the same thing. He was just trying to give me options. I told him "Nah. I dont need more options or we will be here all night." even my mom laughed and agreed on that. LATER when it heals, I guess it will fully heal in about a month, I will go pick out something else if I want. They say never take it out even when it's healed. Which I get. but I feel like I will hurt myself eventually sleeping with it in. My ears never fully close because I always poke them open once a month at least. Even months or even a year they still havent closed. I mean it hurt more since they were almost getting closed but, it wasnt that hard to reopen them. I don't know when or if I will wear earrings again but, nice to have options. I rather not poke new holes. Okay. 2 books later I think I am done. That is all. Goodnight. [Read more] |
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Suineko OFFLINE Forum Posts: 113 |
Posted: Tue, 08/08/2017 22:51 (7 Years ago) |
Title: Paypal is meanPaypal: Your PayPal Account has been Restored Me: Yiss~ *Goes add money to account* Paypal: Sorry, we are having issues verifying your identity Me: *Crawl back into the pit of depression* This is why I can't have nice things. "I live with me mum okay paypal? And I don't want to share my personal info. You got her credit card and my ssn already. I'm scared you're gunna rob and kill me or something. You can say safe and secure all you want. But I don't trust you...nor that facebook" Me: Hey mum can I use your payp- Mom: No. Me: *sad violin* [Read more] |
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Suineko OFFLINE Forum Posts: 113 |
Posted: Sat, 29/07/2017 13:11 (7 Years ago) |
Title: My stomach flu July 22 - 28.5 storyIt started out with a random fever. I didn't think much of it since I sometime get random fevered or feel flushed and hot. We didn't have anything that could stop it from happening so I just went to bed since I was getting a headache too. I think my back hurt a bit too. I woke up and I felt like someone put me in the oven overnight. I was hot, sweaty, and just gross. But at the same time I was freezing. We still didn't have anything for it. My body was in pain. It felt like someone pushed me down the stairs. We didn't have anything but nyquil. So I gave up and tried that. So the fever and body pains were dealt with for now. I finally told my mom why I was wondering if we have any pain pills laying or hiding around the house. She didn't know or not. There was some pain pills hiding on the fridge. from my sister who has pain pill addiction problem. At least that's what I thought they were. lol. I took one and didn't die so I was fine. Nyquil and pain pills worked great for a few days until my stomach problems kicked in. I thought it was a bad choice to take pain pills on the same day as nyquil that I took at night. My mom said it was fine but I felt like I had a huge mistake. I had gas issues. Burping and tooting in bed all day, if not worn out sleeping, unintentionally. Turns out it was the virus kicking into full gear. Stomach pains. Much more gas. Toots I was scared to release. I'm sure you can guess the rest... BUT thankfully no vomiting or double dragon went on...or was it called "two headed dragon"...either way, if you have that with a virus/flu then you know you're in for a ride through hell for a long time. My mom finally was able to go to the store, because she had the same thing as I did, and she bought some pain pills, pepto, and more nyquil. I didn't know if taking pepto was a good idea but I thought it was worth a shot. I was getting sad over not being able to eat anything I liked or eating at all. Before pepto my stomach hurt in a different way. I soon realized it was it saying it was empty and really wanted food so I tried to eat something good but I regretted it within 30 mins. Like that school cliche volcano project. But if you pointed it down.' So the only thing I really "ate" was water, tears, and nyquil for a few more days. A snack if I was desperate enough to try and enjoy food. So pepto cured me but almost killed me. I took some the other day as a last effort to stop the virus because it's been going on for probably a week now and my body has had enough. Well, it stopped the digestive problems caused by it but, later on it started to make me bloat from it basically blocking everything in to make it stop doing the "bad things". So, I took nyquil and was close to falling asleep at maybe 12am but then I got sharp pains all over my lower region. From front to back. Rolling in bed made it feel somewhat better but when I flopped over I felt like I was going to explode like a balloon. After drinking a bottle of water and watching mystery shows I got this mega pain in my gut. I thought it was trying to come up sooner or later so I sped to the bathroom. It was the longest visit I had for that problem but nothing really happened. I was expecting the whole "clean out" like in the first few days. But it was mostly unblocking I guess. Because after that I felt much better. I was still iffy about it still being a thing so I didn't go get the fridge like I wanted. I just finished my water and let the nyquil put me to sleep again. The next day, yesterday, I felt like myself again. no external pain. no internal pain, well except my neck and brain but maybe just pillow issues or something...I've been having issues picking a position for my stomach issues, I went to water the plants and all that. No urge to go run or rush anywhere. My sister came over too magically. I just hope the virus wasn't on one of us and she got it. If I knew she was coming over I would have went germ hunting. lol. Over all. It looks like my mom got sick from my uncle who came over here to do lawn work and he was up over here hacking up a lung and all that and then he tells my mom about it yesterday. So, he got her sick from coughing all over her chair. She gets the virus inside her. She buys me some things from the store she thinks I might like. I touche the items. and thus I get sick too. Soooo....yeah. My immune system has failed me. :m > eats and drinks healthy things > still gets sick well then. xD Yeah i'm sure more things need to be done to improve my immune system but still. Kinda funny. I did a bad thing a ate and drunk whatever I liked to "celebrate" and regret it. ; 3; I need to slow down on eating and drinking that for sure. You can't expect a baby to lift 20 pounds in one day....unless that baby was the hulk or superman. [Read more] |
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Suineko OFFLINE Forum Posts: 113 |
Posted: Tue, 21/03/2017 02:47 (7 Years ago) |
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>> His father, my cat-Gene, I always thought he would go first since he is also in bad shape. mainly because he's old, hard to keep nourishment in his body. I feel like I should plan the same. No knew issues. Just dental still. Vets might advise me to put him to sleep because he's so old and might take more funds to help him. Or i'll get "He's not living, he's just surviving". I had a feeling something was coming. I was irritated and I didn't know why. I hate the feeling. I know what the feeling is but it's always hard to explain it other than you feel like there's something wrong and there's pressure on the back on your neck all the time. Or you feel "not right" and things seem too silent. You question yourself "Why is it so quiet and calm?". I often pace around the house or can't sleep if I can't pace. I slept okay but I paced the day before. I just felt like something woke me up but the house was quiet. I then heard my mom her raise her voice, so I look outside and it looked like she was crying. I said "Oh no...what happen?" And sure enough. After she got off the phone, which was seconds before I opened the door, I asked what happened and she told me that "Pooze" died. I asked how, she told me, I didn't feel anything. I think something in wrong with me. I don't feel anything like sadness when people get news someone they knew and cared about passed away. It sucks not feeling anything when everyone else is crying. I feel sadish inside but not enough to show it or say anything to make anyone feel better. I just sit or stand there with myself and thoughts. In silence. Wondering what to do about it. March is a lovely month isn't it? 2 deaths and 1 anniversary close together. Why? -My dad passed the 17th, St.Pat's day- day of "luck", a year ago. -My sister's cat Lance passed 20th on the day he was meant to go out medically not naturally. - My sister's anniversary [Read more] |
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Suineko OFFLINE Forum Posts: 113 |
Posted: Sun, 05/03/2017 13:13 (7 Years ago) |
Title: Continue of post 03/05But anyways, why you were brought here: If you ever want to join the world of warcraft(WoW), let me recruit you. Not only will I get a reward for it but you can play with me and get cool stuff and maybe some gold boosts...unless I spent it all on heirlooms. ; w;- I finally got ALL the flight skills so all I need to do now is upgrade my heirlooms to max level and then buy legion. Easier said than done...100USD later it will be done. Because buying month worth game time and all. I forget the expansion price but, month is about 15$. :I But if used well then its your money's worth. IMPO of course. Darkmoonfaires pay off well. Which is why i'm always hyped for it. And to get items I don't have of course. Very nice week's worth of prizes. You can always auction the event fish for good gold if you don't care for the event of course. But anyways...fun times. [Read more] |
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Suineko OFFLINE Forum Posts: 113 |
Posted: Thu, 20/10/2016 17:12 (8 Years ago) |
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Amount of tickets I want to buy: 4 Gems sent: 40 Poison Did you send the Gems already?: As of right after I post this, yes. [Read more] |
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Suineko OFFLINE Forum Posts: 113 |
Posted: Thu, 06/10/2016 22:04 (8 Years ago) |
Title: Safe than regretsAnyone who wants to have or keep something of mine can have it if the mods allows that. Key to.getting anything will ne to know; my top 3 favorite animals and/what or who my personas are and what personality they represent. Pretty that persona one is a mystery to ones who dont read my jibberish. 2 of 3 of the animals should be easy. Just note two are birds. Midlife crisis and childhood favorite. My sister says, as long as the roof stays we be fine. But I might have a severe panic attack or heart attack Who knows. [Read more] |
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Suineko OFFLINE Forum Posts: 113 |
Posted: Sun, 02/10/2016 08:52 (8 Years ago) |
Title: Why I can't with kidsI was talking to my sister about her getting sick with the flu or maybe zika too and then.... my nephew...comes in the kitchen with his phone..and he says "okay..I think you were right when you said all that because look at this" and he apprently googled "buttplug" I was like "LIKE OH MY GOD, NO!" I wanted to throw the phone across the room. He's too young for that...I need to have a talk with his mother(my sister) about filtering everything on his phone so he can't see those things. [Read more] |
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Suineko OFFLINE Forum Posts: 113 |
Posted: Sat, 17/09/2016 05:51 (8 Years ago) |
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It says "not for sale" because i'm not looking into selling for credits or nuggets. I really would like another mega-able poke'mon. (Even though I can't find or buy mega stones but oh well.) You can always click the poke'mon to check the trainer too. (but that's just me) [Read more] |
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Suineko OFFLINE Forum Posts: 113 |
Posted: Sun, 11/09/2016 22:52 (8 Years ago) |
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Pechue: I was about to say it's too low but then I remembered that's what I set it as. lul. Sure, i'll send then 5 pieces to you soon. . w. [Read more] |
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Suineko OFFLINE Forum Posts: 113 |
Posted: Sat, 10/09/2016 09:09 (8 Years ago) |
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(Wait for me to set the trade up before you send the money) (Nevermind if you already knew that) (Unless i'm like a trusting person to you) (not saying i'm not but y..you know.) I'm going to bed right now, so this is why I am saying all that up there. [Read more] |
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Suineko OFFLINE Forum Posts: 113 |
Posted: Fri, 09/09/2016 22:34 (8 Years ago) |
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Suineko OFFLINE Forum Posts: 113 |
Posted: Fri, 09/09/2016 09:58 (8 Years ago) |
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Nonbinary' : I put for other retros sooo...other retros I might be missing? Not sure what they are worth in my opinion. That's also fair to the buyer too of course. [Read more] |
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Suineko OFFLINE Forum Posts: 113 |
Posted: Fri, 09/09/2016 00:35 (8 Years ago) |
Title: *Revives the thread*Looking for nuggets for reals this time. For whatever reason... But yee~ (Sorry for revamping a old thread but I still have things i'd like to sell and trade. D: ) [Read more] |
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Suineko OFFLINE Forum Posts: 113 |
Posted: Mon, 23/05/2016 12:36 (8 Years ago) |
Title: ASSASSIN!After that I just flew around dodging arrows and fire arrows around this castle like place where I was suppose to find a man and take him out. I found the guy and dive bombed him. Apparently..that killed him. Because in the game when you assassinate your target it does that whole "effect" thing, that happened. After that I just flew around all happy over the water. Being a free birdy. lol. Then I suddenly started falling asleep and plucked in the water. Then I woke up. I woke up after falling asleep in a dream. Weird. :I It was a beautiful dream movie. Me describing it doesn't do it justice. 10/10 would dream about it again. but maybe next time I could be wearing the teal or azule outfit. ; w; Fun fact. I had a weird crush on Ezio. Weird because- pfft- who falls in love with a video game character? *slunks into shame* [Read more] |
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Suineko OFFLINE Forum Posts: 113 |
Posted: Thu, 17/03/2016 22:30 (8 Years ago) |
Title: Into the ocean to end it allI felt numb about it and just wanted to hide under my blanket. I couldn't bring myself to go say something. I wanted him to hear it and maybe say something about it. I didn't want to see him like that. I didn't want that to be the last memory of what he looked like. The last thing I ever said to him was yesterday when I said "Hey dad, I made you some cookies. Maybe for my birthday I can make you the walnut brownies. I'm sure nobody but us eats those kind but oh well. More for us." I was and probably still am mad at myself because I still feel like this is all my fault. I jinx and cursed him. I should of just bit my tongue and just did the work. I had to say to myself "I hope you get something in your ass and die." i'm sure others will say it's just a coincidence that happened and he got something related to it. That's the reason I didn't want to do anything with him. I felt like whatever I did I made it worse. I did this to him. Everyone else seems to be thinking about taking therapy. I'm not. I'm fine. I just need space, silence and the ocean in some form. I cry on my own time. I don't like crying infront of people. I have been crying ever since he became too weak to do the things we liked or loved doing. My mom said he kept asking about me. He could never say what or why. I know we never had the "sit down" and talk about things but that's okay. There isn't anything I hold a grudge to. I'll get over it. I've gotten over many other things and I feel bad for triggering those events. I know I made those things happen. He never did anything out of pure anger. Cancer sucks. Life sucks. Depression sucks. Sadness sucks. Anger sucks. I just want to sleep it all away. I overslept severely. I don't know how to feel. I feel numb about it. [Read more] |