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Daiko OFFLINE   Forum Posts: 280 |
Posted: Mon, 06/02/2023 16:05 (2 Years ago) |
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Daiko OFFLINE Forum Posts: 280 |
Posted: Mon, 06/02/2023 03:35 (2 Years ago) |
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-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=- Mei literally does not get enough sleep to even have "nightmares", sorry, no lore moment for her. -=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=- ...So either Sutaraitsu was already here and Akari somehow didn't notice, or he never actually followed and he was still out there... Either way, Akari could barely sleep, all he could do was mindlessly stare at the ceiling and only hope his exhaustion would overcome him and knock him out. Too bad his mind had already been molded by the absurd sleeping habits he had for most of his life. Akari had learned to be afraid to get more than a few minutes of sleep at a time, he just couldn't risk it. He always fell asleep at absurd hours, and the same could be said about the times he woke up. The paranoia he had developed, paired with his almost inhuman hearing, made even the attempt to sleep unbearable anyways, especially in an environment like this. ...At least it was better than the hell he went through years ago. At least there wasn't constant noise that made him want to rip his ears off. At least the ground didn't constantly rumble beneath him, and the smell of all things terrible didn't flood the air around him, nearly suffocating him. At least he wasn't covered in blood all the damn time, his skin itching and aching under the layers and layers that were covering it. It was impossible for him to get more than 4 hours of sleep each day, and he certainly never got a good night's rest. It was always those damn nightmares that woke him up. For as long as he could remember he suffered from them, it always haunted him. They never went away no matter how much he begged, no matter what he did. At one point he even tried sedatives, not even those saved him from the hell he had to endure. At this point, Akari just stopped trying. All he could do was let it happen, as painful as it was. ...Just like tonight, apparently. He couldn't do anything to stop it, he just made the mistake of blinking and those final few just happened to be his last. . . . screw you blitzo It was happening again. Everything faded to black and the only thing he could see was a single, grotesque figure. It was the figure of a woman, with eyes that could kill, fangs that could only be restrained by her own smile, and a body that... That was barely even recognizable. Akari could only tell it was even human because of that damn face, the face he saw every. single. day. A face that haunted him for years and years and years, making his life nothing more than utter hell, making their lives nothing more than hell. A face that still tortured him, even years after he had watched it be shoved in a box and thrown six feet deep. It still followed him, reminding him of everything he had done. Everything... He... had... Done. He couldn't move, he couldn't speak, he could only stare as the frame wobbled in the most gruesome way over to him. He could hear every bone creak and pop, cracking and grinding against each other, bits of flesh squishing and flailing about, the horrifying footsteps he knew all too well, and... The voice. The voice that made him shake the moment he heard it. The voice that made his skin crawl and sent shivers down his spine, the voice that made his legs so weak he wanted to collapse, but he couldn't. He couldn't move, he couldn't open his mouth to scream, he couldn't block out the noise with his hands, he couldn't breath. She couldn't either. "Akari..." Each part of his name dragged out for what seemed like forever, the harsh raspy voice was like ice cold nails clawing his ears. "Those hands, Akari..." "They know... Everyone knows... They all know..." "Everybody you thought cared for you... They all died knowing..." "They're all dead, Akari... They know..." All he could hear were those damn words, and they echoed and crawled in his ears so intensely that he just... He just couldn't take it anymore. He couldn't move anyways. He couldn't wake up. All he could do was watch as the figure got closer and closer and closer and closer and closer and- Snap Those ice cold fingers. His cold, vulnerable neck. His neck covered with so many terrible things. So many scars, so, so many scars. But those fingers, those disgusting, pale, mangled fingers had the strength to snap his neck. They had the strength to dig into his skin, ripping it off bit by bit. And all he could do was fall to the floor, letting it all happen. He couldn't scream and beg for mercy, he couldn't cry out of desperation and pain, he couldn't stop that damn voice, he couldn't do anything. He wanted to cry so bad, he wanted to scream to ease the pain. Not even in his dreams could he die, not even to his neck being torn to shreds. He couldn't die even if he wanted to, could he? Those arms were proof of it. ...Those arms. Those... Arms. ...How the hell could he still feel that woman's grasp on his arms? . . . Akari jolted awake upon hearing blood-curdling screams and yelling, ringing in his ears. A massive headache followed soon after. ...Were those screams his? And... His hands were gripped tightly around the back of his neck, ice-cold sweat was pouring from his forehead, and his breathing was so loud and irregular it was concerning. Tears would've probably been mixed in with the sweat if he let them fall in the first place. He couldn't think, he couldn't see, he couldn't do anything, no matter what he did he couldn't stop panicking over this. Akari's mind raced and raced, never giving a moment of rest as it tormented him and made sure he went through hell all over again. He wanted to scream so badly but he just... couldn't, his throat didn't dare make a sound and his erratic breathing got in the way anyways. ...So why did he still hear screaming? Was he... already making that insufferable sound, and he had been for the past... Whatever amount of time he had been awake? He didn't know and he couldn't even care, his mind didn't even seem to be his own at the moment. He couldn't do anything, he couldn't do anything. He couldn't think, he couldn't breathe, he couldn't move, he couldn't see, he couldn't hear, he couldn't... He couldn't... He couldn't do anything. [Read more] |
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Daiko OFFLINE Forum Posts: 280 |
Posted: Mon, 06/02/2023 01:43 (2 Years ago) |
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Daiko OFFLINE Forum Posts: 280 |
Posted: Sun, 05/02/2023 07:57 (2 Years ago) |
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Daiko OFFLINE Forum Posts: 280 |
Posted: Fri, 03/02/2023 19:10 (2 Years ago) |
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ılı.lıllılıı.ıllı ↳ currently playing ;; [ Dry Hands ] [ C418 ] 0:02 —•————————— 1:08 ↺ << ll >> ⋮≡ ᴠᴏʟᴜᴍᴇ: —•——— -=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=- "God that was...... Jesus, why the hell....... Fuuuuuu**...... I- S-sorry...... This is...." Come on Mei, speak up, or at least stop stammering so much. Or maybe... Just stop talking. She sighed and pursed her lips, really uncomfortable and embarrassed. God, what the hell was she thinking? Doing some stupid confession of... "love" or whatever right in the middle of a sick game that almost no one will survive? Not only that, it was during a time when it was most likely a murder was going on at the moment. This could not be any worse, yet she did it anyways. This stuff sucked... She didn't get involved in this "feelings" bulls**t for a reason, but now... "G-goodnight. Sleep...well?" "...good luck with whatever m-monokuma has planned." "....n-night." "Good night, I-I guess..." "You too... You better be alive in the morning, don't you dare try anything..." She muttered, admittedly a little bitterly but it was masked by her nervousness anyways. . . . So that was it, huh. She walked away from Idris and headed to the dorms, her walking seemed a little quicker than usual. It was probably her embarrassment talking, hoping to get away from the situation as quickly as possible. She soon got out of his sight and headed to the dorms, finding her own quickly enough. A million thoughts raced through her head, her skin was the color of strawberries, and her eyes were darting like crazy. God she hated this, this feeling was the worst... She almost didn't even notice Setsuna, who was walking around and calling out to each of the rooms like an idiot. She decided to ignore it though, leaving the scene and quickly retreating. Don't die Idris, don't pull any of that bulls**t, please. You're not going to die here, you're not... You're not.... You're not gonna.... Die.... Here.... ... Since when did you care, Mei? -=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=- Ding dong bing bong haha dorms time. Akari got up without saying another word, his eyes pinned to the objects in his hands as he did so. He would've said goodbye to Sutaraitsu if Monokuma wasn't so damn loud. He fled to the dorms where he somehow heard Setsuna on the way, and it looked like Mei just got here too. He decided to ignore all of it and just go straight to his room, where he could hopefully be left alone in peace for once. ...Wasn't Mei's dorm right next to his? ... Haha Akari fell asleep late into the night and now he is suffering, ptsd nightmares again or whatever. [Read more] |
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Daiko OFFLINE Forum Posts: 280 |
Posted: Fri, 03/02/2023 05:40 (2 Years ago) |
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Kyogre (would rayquaza count?) Dialga (giratina?) Reshiram Yveltal Lunala Zacian Koraidon [Read more] |
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Daiko OFFLINE Forum Posts: 280 |
Posted: Thu, 02/02/2023 20:46 (2 Years ago) |
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Daiko OFFLINE Forum Posts: 280 |
Posted: Thu, 02/02/2023 01:56 (2 Years ago) |
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Daiko OFFLINE Forum Posts: 280 |
Posted: Wed, 01/02/2023 21:14 (2 Years ago) |
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-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=- Oh. He had something to say. Of course he did. Mei paused and stood still while she listened, unsure of what the hell she was supposed to do. Her face was like... boiling? Blood red? Idk, she was hella flustered and s**t. "...me? Seriously?" She pursed her lips, but had yet to turn around. Yeah, you... What, you think I'm talkin to Monokuma? She couldn't say it out loud, no matter how badly she wanted to try and ease the tension. She wanted to joke about it so bad, maybe even to make herself feel better, but she couldn't. The lump in her throat was just too big, the blood in her ears were too loud, and so was... Her heart. Goddammit, why was it so loud... It almost hurt to listen to... "wait." "....wait- Mei-" "Screw the murders, they're not important." Well, she already stopped. What now... She turned around to face him, really hoping these helmets actually worked. "...Well you're right about that... Too bad that bear has other plans, thoug-" She mumbled, trying her best to brush it off. She didn't like where this was going... It made her stomach turn and her eyes dart around. Was he about to go off on her or something? He didn't seem mad... So... "...i also, y'know- um..." "like- i, um...was talking about you as well?" ...Oh. Oh god. Well... Uh... Oh god she wasn't expecting that. ...So what was she expecting? She... kinda had a feeling all along, but it was just... surreal to actually hear it. Ohhhhh god, this was uh... ""...i um,...i like you mei." Oh s**t oh s**t oh s**t. Mei was now flustered as hell and she had no damn clue on what the hell she was doing. "I... Uh..." She looked away, but could hardly even move. "Uh........ I....... I didn't actually.... expect for you to say it back....?" What the f**k was going on. Someone save Mei from this hell. Please. "I........... T-thanks....? Oh god... This is... Goddammit this sucks..." "G-guess I'm kinda a dumbass too........ Uh....... Jesus Idris I didn't-...." "Didn't think you'd actually... Say it..." She bit her lip, accidentally making it bleed before clenching her fists together and giving an awkward laugh. She had no f**kin clue on what to do now. No thoughts, head empty. "L-Let's just.......... Uh........." "T-To the dorms we go........?? I-I Guess....????" F**k f**k f**k f**k that sounds weird.... Oh whatever.... "I-I-... Whatever the hell Monokuma wants us to do, r-right.....????" [Read more] |
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Daiko OFFLINE Forum Posts: 280 |
Posted: Wed, 01/02/2023 20:25 (2 Years ago) |
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-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=- S**t s**t s**t s**t, shouldn't have said anything... All Mei did was fiddle her thumbs behind her neck as her face grew red and her teeth clenched tighter. Oh god, that was stupid... "C'monnnn, gimme your worst, Mei." You asked for it... She hardly said a word as Idris spoke, and when she finally did, she did it with a grumble and an angry sigh. She moved her hands to the top of her helmet and leaned her head down, mumbling curses while doing so. "...what?" "...You heard me... I ain't repeatin' it..." She grumbled, seeming more pissed at herself than at him. "....it's a weird feeling, y'know? 'S like you feel like you've known that person your entire life, and that-" Mei froze and paused, her teeth somehow pressing together even tighter. Her face was red at this point and the hands that were clasped above her head were turning whiter than they already were due to how hard she was pressing them together. There was a long, awkward silence, and Mei seemed to be building up pressure and ready to explode. And well, she kinda did. "...Idris you dumbass, I'm talking about you! Jesus christ are you really gonna make me point it out for you?! God, I-" "RED ALERT! TEENAGERS! EVERY ONE OF YOU LITTLE BRATS HAS TO GO TO YOUR ROOMS NOW! THIS CHAPTER IS TOO LONG ALREADY AND I WANT TO GET ONTO MURDER TIME! GET YOUR ASSES TO YOUR ROOMS! ISTG THIS IS NOT A JOKE POST, MONOKUMA IS ACTUALLY SCREAMING THIS INTO THE SPEAKERS! THANKS FOR YOUR CONSIDERATION, THERE WILL BE A CYLINDER CLEAN-UP IN THE MEANTIME." Mei let out a loud and long groan as her arms fell to her sides. "Goddammit Monokuma..." She grumbled, pretty much spitting those words. She turned away from Idris and held her hand up as a wave, slowly walking away. "Oh well, whatever, I guess... Ignore the s**tty ass "confession" or whatever if you want, guess we got a murderer to find soon..." She muttered back at Idris, almost instantly regretting it because of how harsh she sounded. Wow guys it would be a shame if Idris said something to stop her or whatever. Too bad it won't be a Kaoru moment. ...Right? [Read more] |
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Daiko OFFLINE Forum Posts: 280 |
Posted: Wed, 01/02/2023 19:45 (2 Years ago) |
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ılı.lıllılıı.ıllı ↳ currently playing ;; [ Beginning ] [ C418 ] 0:25 ———•——————— 1:42 ↺ << ll >> ⋮≡ ᴠᴏʟᴜᴍᴇ: ———•— -=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=- God she was really good at being really bad, wasn't she? Pfftt, what loser couldn't even talk to people like a normal human being? ...Well to be fair, she was talking about two socially awkward idiots who didn't appreciate a thing called "normal conversation". And only one of them actually could engage in any other type of conversation. Man, this was really awkward and really weird, why'd she have to hang around him so much... All this talking, not enough jokes, just sad, depressing, weird anime backstory s**t... Mei didn't really like getting sappy or personal, so why the hell was this the exception? ...Oh yeah. Right. ...Should she... Say it? No no no, not the time Mei, not the time. But... Maybe there won't even be a later. ...To be honest, now that she was thinking about it, she was kinda hoping that was the case... Her teeth gritted together out of sheer anger and annoyance with herself, all while internally laughing her ass off at how stupid she was being. Couldn't even talk right, couldn't even look at the only other person in the room. Oh god this was gonna be awkward. If she even said it. I mean, it was gonna be awkward anyways, but my god was Mei dreading even opening her mouth. Who knows what stupid s**t she'd spew. ...Goddammit she was already doing it. Oh well, here we go, enjoy the s**tshow that's about to go down. Have fun trying not to cringe at how stupid it is. . . . "...Sorry." "...Y'know, I should really find a way to stop myself from saying stupid s**t... Liiiiikkkeee... Right now. Right now would be a good time, y'think?" She gave a light chuckle, but it sounded more nervous than anything. Of course, it was pretty damn obvious. The still had her arms crossed, but she began fiddling with her fingers to the best of her abilities, since it was hard to do so in a suit. She really didn't know what to do, but she couldn't help to show how awkward she was. Mei wanted to keep her head looking as far from Idris as possible, but she knew that for what she was about to say, it was best to at least look in his general direction. She let a tense silence fall between them for a bit, and Mei tried to make it seem like she was waiting for an answer. In reality, she was just stalling. Goddammit Mei this is so out of character for you. Stop making it weird. But really tho, she do be kinda scared. She had so many times where she thought even her presence was making the poor guy miserable, and so many times she regret ever saying anything. For the first time in her life she doubted herself and saw the way she acted as... Something negative. Pfffttt, whaaaatt? Impossible, right? Well screw you. It was kinda scary for her ngl. "...So? Not gonna stop me? Hmmm..." "Alriiiiighhttt, you aaasskkeed for it..." Mei took a deep breath and closed her eyes, unable to resist the urge to look at the floor. "So... Remember when I asked an, admittedly, dumb and random question a while back? You uh... Ran off after, so I don't... I don't really expect you to, but uh..." She pursed her lips and sighed angrily, really annoyed that she was making this so difficult. Come on Mei, just spit it out. " 'Have you... Ever liked anyone? Do you know what that feels like?' Yeah... That question..." "I've uh... I've been thinking about it recently, y'know? Heh... Kinda rude of me not to even give you an answer of my own, isn't it..." She took a deep breath and slowly moved her arms away from her chest, moving them to the back of her head as she leaned up to look at the ceiling. "I... I've never... I've never exactly felt that, so... That's why I asked, if it wasn't... obvious. Heh... Bet it's not a surprise, isn't it? Not like I've had a heart to even try anyways..." Her voice seemed to grow more melancholy, quieter, a tinge of pain could be heard if you listened closely. "Anyways, like I said..." Mei continued quickly, her voice changing to sound more upbeat, but it was obvious that she wasn't doin so hot. "I've been thinking about it, aaannnddd..." ...Would you be surprised if Mei was just now debating on whether to spit it out in a joking manner or be all serious with it? "Um... I guess... What I just said... that would kinda be a lie...? I uh..." She shook her head and started laughing for no goddamn reason, probably to try and ignore whatever f**kery came out of her mouth. "So funny thing... I guess it's not entirely impossible for someone like little ol' me to have a heart?" She chuckled nervously, not even daring to look over at Idris after she spoke. Oooohhhh god, this was the worst... Why'd she have to do the very thing she even said not to do? Don't get attached, Mei. Oh f**k off, I can do whatever the hell I want. [Read more] |
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Daiko OFFLINE Forum Posts: 280 |
Posted: Wed, 01/02/2023 11:08 (2 Years ago) |
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-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=- low effort reply bc i'm lazy as hell. Mei said nothing as Kowai spoke, her smile still remaining the same and her eyes gleaming with excitement. She didn't like this chick, she was a bit too sweet. A little goody-two-shoes. But hey, sometimes the evilest bees made the sweetest honey. She avoided the damn question... Understandable, really, but still... Kowai clearly didn't trust her, and Mei returned the favor. They both had knives hiding behind their backs, each of them having the other's name on them. The question was... Were they going to use the knives on each other? On themselves? On someone else? Maybe even... Together? ...Pffft, who knows? Guess Mei would just have to wait and find out. . . . ...Didn't mean to "upset" her? Yeah, nice lying skills you got there Kowai. You seem annoying enough to do it for fun. Oh boy, if Mei had to deal with getting touched by this girl all the time, she might just give up... Screw this anyways, a killing game ain't all that fun unless you are having fun. "...So, who'd you kill?" Oh hoho, at least she knew how to get to the point. It wasn't making Mei like her much more, but it certainly did interest her. She likes to play around questions, twist words like it's a blade in someone's heart... You have a lot to hide, don'tcha? Well, jokes on you, I do too~ Mei tilted her head and her smile faded, only becoming a perplexed frown as she thought about the question. It all seemed... Fake, though. "Kill? Hehe, I never said anything about killing~ Ooh! Ooh! That begs the question..." Mei got up in Kowai's face and grinned, her eyes becoming cold and dark to match. "Who'd you kill?" She let the silence stand in the air for a bit, enough for the pressure to build up, all while not moving a muscle. Quickly though, she fell back and giggled, then got up from the floor and lowered her head so that none of the other students would see. "Soooo..... Wanna go explore?" She whispered excitedly, and even though Kowai couldn't see Mei's eyes, they seemed to glare at her. Or do you already know your way around the school, hmm? hhhhh i wish i could write more but screw this. -=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=- "God... You're the worst, Rei..." Akari grumbled before turning away, not even bothering to fix his hair or his hat. He instead stuffed his hands in his pockets and walked away, but not before giving a wave and an annoyed glare. Akari didn't even bother to invite Reimi on whatever "adventure" he was going on. Maybe it was to find the One Piece? Or maybe it was to find a way to preserve whatever nonexistent sanity he had left. Akari may not look like it, but internally he is breaking the f**k down and has no clue what is going on. I mean, can you blame him? He's acting like he saw a ghost. Anyways, he made his way out the door and began to wander around the school, looking for something to do and maybe even gathering useful info. -=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=- ...So he just left him. Alright, cool, I guess. Reimi didn't even have the chance to say goodbye, just watch in annoyance as the messy mop of green hair just... ditched him. Geez... He knew Akari wasn't the friendliest type, but they've always been on good terms, and he wouldn't usually just... Drop him and leave, right? All Reimi could do was look at the back of Akari's shirt and sigh, turning his attention to anyone else who happened to be in the room. -=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=- Oh god... They were kinda loud... Well, not like I could do much about it, my arms were too tired to move and I just felt bad about even wanting to cover my ears in order to preserve my sanity. They even talked at a million miles a minute... Well... This Dorky person sure did seem nice, so maybe it wasn't all that bad? Aww man... Now I just felt bad. "Wowww! Nice to meet you! I love your rings, they're super cool- ah, um, Archer. Wowow. Funny word! You shoot arrows? I always wanted to learn to do that! And Daiko Ukatara. Such. A cool. Name!" "I.... Uh.... Thanks?" I looked over at my hands, which I didn't even realize I was doing much with, and stared at my rings. Yeah, awkward moment, but whatever. my entire existence was awkward. "Yeah... Yeah, I guess you could say that... Good with bows, or somethin', I dunno..." Holy s**t Daiko, keep that up and maybe you'll be the best talker of all time! Such skill, much wow. ...Was Daiko Ukatara really that cool of a name? I mean, I kinda made it up on the spot, my real name is ****** *******, but that's a secret :) "Sorry, sorry. Getting a little too excited. Am I… bothering you?" Ok ok, now I felt really bad. Was it my face? My unenthused, unwelcoming, ugly-ass face? Was it the fact that I was just too lazy to get up? Was it because of how I spoke? I finally somehow got up and made the bold mood to stare at Dorky, an apologetic look smothering my face. "No, no you're fine... I... Don't really care." Ah great. Could've worded that differently. "Yeah, I- guess I get that! What with being on the floor dimension and all. Do you… wanna talk about leafy deer aliens?" The mention of the "floor dimension" was enough to get a small chuckle out of me for god knows what reason, and even a small smile too. "I uh... Leafy... Deer Aliens?" Me, being the awkward idiot I am, asked in a quite confused tome while rubbing my hand behind my neck out of sheer nervousness. [Read more] |
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Daiko OFFLINE Forum Posts: 280 |
Posted: Tue, 31/01/2023 18:16 (2 Years ago) |
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Daiko OFFLINE Forum Posts: 280 |
Posted: Mon, 30/01/2023 22:59 (2 Years ago) |
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-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=- Jesus christ Mei calm down, geez. Hypocrite. Oh shut up. Mei watched him sadly and started off with a sigh, somehow refraining from responding in fear that she'd screw it up again. She had a tendency to do that after all. "...there was so much blood..." "...i don't know how-....why-" Mei said nothing. "I'm fine. Let's go." "...we gotta plot monokuma's murder, remember?" Mei still said nothing. Her eyes were still pinned on him, even though he sure as hell wasn't looking back. "....can we not talk about this? Can we ignore this?" "..." "Sure." Yeah, good idea Idris. Ignore it. Like that will make things better. But it worked for her, didn't it? "I've screwed everything up, I'm so sorry." Mei sighed a heavy sigh, closed her eyes and frowned. She opened them moments later, but this is just filler words that Daiko wants to add in to seem cool. "You damn right you should be sorry! That's my job, not yours, you got that? I'm the one supposed to be doing that s**t, not you. Geez... Way to make me all bored and miserable, huh... Taking all my fun away from me..." She tried to joke, pouting in an exaggerated way by crossing her arms. Yeah probably not the best joke to make Mei. Way to go. [Read more] |
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Daiko OFFLINE Forum Posts: 280 |
Posted: Mon, 30/01/2023 22:28 (2 Years ago) |
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ılı.lıllılıı.ıllı ↳ currently playing ;; [ Clair De Lune ] [ Claude Debussy ] 1:25 ———•——————— 4:33 ↺ << ll >> ⋮≡ ᴠᴏʟᴜᴍᴇ: ——•—— -=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=- Something was wrong. Something was so wrong. As they finally walked out of sight from that stupid bear, the air seemed to shift even more. They were walking, they were walking... And then... ...Was Idris... Shaking? He sounded like he had something to say but... he didn't. Mei stopped walking, but her eyes refused to move from the floor in front of her. Go on, look at him. What are you so scared of? I thought the great "Mei Akamatsu" wasn't scared of anything... Where'd that poker face go? Did you suddenly start to feel again, and now you've become a weak sack of flesh like everyone else? C'mon Mei, you're better than that! Go on, look at him! You can do it Mei, go on! It's not that hard to look someone in the eyes, now is it? Not like you can even see them anyways~ God she hated it when she somehow found a way to taunt herself into doing things. At first, when she was a little kid, it was funny because it was harmless. She convinced herself to take the gross medicine by teasing herself, she convinced herself to clean her room when she was told, she convinced herself to toughen up and ride her bike home with bruised legs, and she even convinced herself to suck it up and put some alcohol on there when she got home. All of it she did by teasing herself with that little tiny, insignificant bit of her consciousness. Just like how she convinced herself about the movie theater. About the nightmares, the ones that would hide under her bed. About everything. She tightened her fist as she bit the inside of her lip, finding it really difficult to turn her head for some reason. But eventually, she managed to do it. She managed to look right at Idris, who really was shaking. There was something wrong. Something so terribly wrong. "...Do you need to sit down...?" Wow, great going Mei. Yeah, sure, you may not know what to say, but you could've said anything better. Look around dumbass, does it look like there's a bench? What would sitting down even do? God she was so bad at this, but honestly was it even that surprising? . . . Please... Don't let him have nightmares too. ...She remembered that. She remembered the room with the secrets. Why now? Why did she have to remember it now? "Don't let me see you hurting, please..." She said those words to him not too long ago. She remembered. But now was not the time to remember things. Now was not the time to dwell on the past. "Idris, I-..." She couldn't say anther word. -=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=- yeah no thanks [Read more] |
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Daiko OFFLINE Forum Posts: 280 |
Posted: Mon, 30/01/2023 19:15 (2 Years ago) |
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-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=- Mei glared at the bear and grumbled curses under her breath, her hand begging for the bitter cold of a blade that wasn't begging for her back. She refrained though, finding Idris's suggestion to be a much better option. She ignored whatever the hell Monokuma was blabbering about now and turned away to follow Idris, but not before sticking her tongue out at the stupid bear to mock it. "AND I HAVE THE POWER OF PLOT ARMOR AND DAIKO'S SWEET SWEET [ censored for... reasons ] ON MY SIDE, SO GO AHEAD AND F**K THE HELL OFF, WILL YA?" She yelled back, picking up her feet as she walked beside Idris. "Yup, sounds fan-TASTIC... Already have a few ideas up my sleeve..." She grumbled with a slight grin, not once looking directly at Idris. She was too embarrassed to anyways. Probably the lack of oxygen doing a number on her. Yup, that was totally it. Nothing else. [Read more] |
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Daiko OFFLINE Forum Posts: 280 |
Posted: Mon, 30/01/2023 18:42 (2 Years ago) |
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ılı.lıllılıı.ıllı ↳ currently playing ;; [ To The Gateway ] [ Koji Kondo ] 0:45 ——•———————— 4:42 ↺ << ll >> ⋮≡ ᴠᴏʟᴜᴍᴇ: ——•—— -=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=- Her eyes were squeezed shut this entire time. She probably would've cried if she could. If she was human enough to do so. She didn't move, she didn't want to move. She didn't want to leave, she didn't want to let this go. "....thank you." I'm the one who should be thanking you. She didn't know what to say, what to think, how to respond, anything. She'd admittedly never felt this way before, which wasn't a surprise to be honest. She wanted to live. She no longer wanted that knife in her hands anymore, the cold feeling of the metal no longer welcomed her touch. She didn't feel like a deadly poison anymore, she didn't feel like a nightmare, her existence no longer defined by chaos, anguish, agony, pain, fear, or even darkness. She thought she'd hate the feeling but... It was warm, like the feeling of a campfire on a cold winter day. She thought it would feel like the scorching heat of a beach in July, but guess she could be proven wrong. She wished she could bundle up by the fire forever, wrap up in her favorite But the logs would eventually burn, the fire would eventually go out, and the cold would immediately settle in again. . . . "I SEE THAT MY PRESENCE IS REQUIRED TO PREVENT PREMARITAL HANDHOLDING! WHICH ONE OF MY INCEST CHILDREN IS AT RISK TODAY?" Speak of the goddamn devil. Thanks Monokuma. You certainly are the greatest headmaster of all time. "Ahhhh, that makes sense. The most incestuous seducer child. Well, sadly for you, he's your brother, so no touchy." Well now she had murder on her mind. Oh well, she liked to hide a few knives in her couch anyways. But she really liked that blanket though... She stepped away from Idris reluctantly, her eyes slowly turning to the black and white bear. Pure anger gleamed under her helmet, but also annoyance, all somehow wrapped into a deadpan stare. "Like hell I'm gonna let you call me one of your "children", you sick f**k..." "It'd be a shame if one of your poor "children" had to witness the murder of their "father" [Read more] |
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Daiko OFFLINE Forum Posts: 280 |
Posted: Mon, 30/01/2023 17:42 (2 Years ago) |
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ılı.lıllılıı.ıllı ↳ currently playing ;; [ To The Gateway ] [ Koji Kondo ] 0:10 —•————————— 4:42 ↺ << ll >> ⋮≡ ᴠᴏʟᴜᴍᴇ: ——•—— -=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=- She walked for a moment, but didn't hear anything behind her. Idris wasn't following her. Leave him, Mei. She stopped once again, not yet turning around to look at him. Leave him. Walk away. She couldn't do that. She couldn't walk away. She didn't want to. Her teeth her being pressed together s hard that her jaw was shaking, her fingers that were closed so tight were shaking. She couldn't leave Idris. So she didn't. She didn't leave him. She walked closer to him instead, slowly but surely. She let her head fall to his chest, but that was it. She stood right in front of him, and did nothing else. The gesture would've probably been a hug if Mei didn't despise the idea. All she did was speak a few quiet words. "...Sorry, Idris..." "...I know you hate this but..." "...Can you do it for me? Please?" "...I care about you too, y'know..." [Read more] |
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Daiko OFFLINE Forum Posts: 280 |
Posted: Mon, 30/01/2023 17:05 (2 Years ago) |
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-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=- ...Well she didn't expect that. Mei's feet seemed to stop moving on their own, her blood ran cold, and all she could hear was her breathing. "No- wait, please-" "Mei- ...you're not." Ok, yeah, sure she was pretty much asking to be stopped, but she thought she'd never have to see Idris like this. "...I don't want another person dead. Please, Mei- ....just, be careful. I don't think....I don't want-" "..." "....it won't be fun. Not in a million years. I've seen a few dead bodies in my lifetime, Mei. And I'm not sayin' that to try and sound 'edgy', but I mean it. I-" . . . Her face darkened and all signs of that childish mood had faded away. All she did was stand in silence, saying nothing. She couldn't move, she couldn't speak. Did she feel... Angry? Disappointed? Hurt? Anything? She didn't know, and she didn't care. But all she could do was stand in silence. You look like an idiot, Mei. Besides, Daiko says you're getting a bit too out of character, better do something about that~ " Snap out of it, Mei. . . . "Aww, what happened to wanting to find a body? I was actually kinda excited..." She whined, turning around and crossing her arms as she pouted. But her heart wasn't in it, that was obvious. Her voice sounded hollow and her words meant nothing. ...Did she agree with him? But... Didn't she want to see someone's cold, lifeless body just sitting there? Ok yeah, she did, but she didn't want her hands all over it. "...i care 'bout you, i don't want to find you dead." "Oh yeah. Right. Killing game." Mei sighed and let her arms fall, looking away from Idris before speaking again. Her voice was quiet and soft, but it seemed like she was still trying to force some sort of playfulness out of it. "...Guess that's too bad. Totally forgot that damn bear had other plans." ... "...Sorry about that Idris, I-" "It's probably not fun at all, is it...?" I wouldn't know. I've laughed at all the corpses I've seen. Even the ones at the movie theater. ...Who were they again...? Mei seemed to freeze up again, but she quickly noticed and shook it off before finally looking back at Idris. "...i care 'bout you, i don't want to find you dead." Mei tried to open her mouth to speak, say something, but she just... Couldn't Her throat ran dry, her mouth refused to open. She wanted to say something so bad but she couldn't. . . . She instead pursed her lips, lowered her head, and closed her eyes. Goddammit, you coward. "...Come on, let's... Let's go." She didn't once look back at him, she just turned away and slowly started walking. [Read more] |