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I'm not really sure what a diary is on here, but I'm gonna just vent about my day when I feel the need to vent.

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So today I had plans to go to the store and when I get home I'd work on my Fanfictions I needed to get done, but I didn't get to finish anything today since my dad wanted to watch a really old TV show with me, I love the show it's funny, but there are times where I want to say no, but I can't because I'll feel bad.

My dad is getting to the point in his life where games are boring him, and newer TV shows aren't as fun as they used to be. So he wants to show his little girl (me) shows that he loves, now I may like them because they are neat. But that doesn't mean I'm gonna want to watch them every day when I'm not playing games. He knows I write Fanfictions, though he doesn't know WHAT I write.

Anyways, I wanted to get stuff done today considering I'm 3000 words in to my Fanfiction and no where near done with it and I have 18 more requests to get done before I reopen my requests, he wanted to watch West Wing with me, So I said yes, I can't say no to the man, he's not only the man that raised me, he's also the man that gets me, he understands me when no one else does, he was also the man who made me who I am today, I love anime cause of him, I love games cause of him, I love so much stuff because of him, he's also the one who encourages me to draw and make art for him and my family. So I wasn't able to finish anything today

I hope tomorrow(Later today since it's 3 am as I am writing all this) I'm able to finish this Fanfic, because I've been in a writers block for 3 months or more, I'm not sure. I'm a nerd, I write Anime Fanfics. If you have questions about me I'm willing to answer them just PP me with them, I would say PM but I'm afraid I don't know how to delete PMs on here so I'm kinda flooding with welcoming messages since I'm apart of Newbie Welcoming team.

On here I'll be showing off my Shiny Pokemon in the future and talk about Anime moments that either made me happy or made me ticked off. Or anything that I want to talk about I'll talk about them here ^^

(I hope I'm aloud to make this Diary for venting, I wasn't really sure on what the Diary form tab meant...)

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P.S - I don't have the best Paragraphing when I write considering I write Fanfics where people are talking and other stuff in a story.

Title: Old Classic Anime and Rant about My Dad

So my dad and I watched the whole Neon Geneses Evangelion in 2 days, a lot on Tuesday and again on Saturday, that was 2 weeks ago, now we started Mobile Suit Gundam Wing, I don't necessarily like mecha animes, but I love my dad and I want to make him happy, he hasn't watch any of this anime since we moved (they were in our great grandparents shed for 10 years), he didn't think we'd get any of his stuff back. And the awful thing is, he can be on his phone but I can't ;_; he says, "Oh I already watched this, you need to pay attention!"

Now let it be known that I've been watching anime longer than him as of right now. He's only watched Speed Racer, Initial D, Voltron (The older version), Slayers, Lodoss War, a 18+ anime that I will NOT be watching with him, Devil Lady (It's like Devil Man but with a girl instead) and maybe another one I'm forgetting. I've watched 254 animes, he tells me after we can watch your anime after mine, but I have a feeling he won't... there are a lot of animes I KNOW he will like.

Anyways, back to the phone thing, I've watched a lot of dubbed animes, and I still do if I don't really care for it. I do watch a lot more subbed than dubbed now, but if I watch it dubbed, doesn't mean I don't care about it, it's just that I don't see myself wanting to sit there and watch it for 20+ minutes. I like to do stuff as I watch, but when I'm watching subbed animes I have to pay attention I mainly watch girly animes dubbed, unless it doesn't have a dub, then I'll watch it very slowly. The current animes I'm watching subbed are, JoJo, MHA, Black Clover, Demon Slayer Kimetsu no Yaiba, Juni Taisen Zodiac War (Mainly because I read the manga all the way through), The Promise Neverland. I plan to watch Dr. Stone subbed as well.

Now just because I'm on my phone doesn't mean I'm not paying attention, he did the same thing on me when we were watching Grey's Anatomy, WHEN I WAS THE ONE WHO HAD TO REWATCH IT! It's like no one can be on their phone but him when we're watching stuff with him. It's like taboo or something. And to be completely honest, that's gotta be one of my biggest pet peeves about him. I don't care about the other stuff he does that is weird, but I do care that he gets on his phone all the time when we are watching our current shows, new episodes he hasn't even seen (Unless he has behind my back which I doubt because the wall I share with the living room is thin and the TV and speakers are right in front of that wall so I'd be able to hear unfortunately

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Whew, that was a lot to rant about. Welp bye, it's 3:29 am when I wrote this haha, see ya next time!(Y)
If you want to know about the animes I've watched my MyAnimeList account is on my profile!

When I was 14-15 years old I checked out seasons 1-2-and 3 of Veronica Mars from my public library and loved it, but it being owned by a public library makes it crappy condition by the many people that don't care about others property. But no longer do I have to suffer with library Veronica Mars for now it's on Hulu! I woke up and turned on my TV and checked and saw it there. I didn't think it was gonna be on there so soon.

My birthday month is becoming better and better everyday with Veronica Mars being on Hulu and Dr. Stone coming out on the 5th and my birthday week on PFQ, going to Noah's Ark on my birthday, it's everything I couldn't help but smile for!

It also helps that my best friend online ordered me a Franky(from One Piece) Figure from the Film Gold movie, and I legit screamed when I got it, I love Franky so much so I was extremely happy when I got it in the mail and opened it. I got it a week early but she said it was on sale for 40$ She also required me to record my reaction opening the box, I made her mom laugh when she heard my scream of excitement.

Today I got to buy a really cool game called Graveyard Keeper, it's kinda like Stardew Valley and Harvest Moon. I really like it, my dad said I wouldn't like it cause he classified it as "hard" when he couldn't find the blacksmith... it was down the road from where you get asked to find said blacksmith... He said it was hard because he can't play those types of games like me. He was never into Harvest Moon type games. He loves the concept but he just isn't into them in my opinion, haha.

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Since my last post a lot has happened, let me get to everything that happened.

A few weeks after my birthday we moved to a big house, which my dad complains about buying it constantly, but he needs to get the heck over it, we needed this. Not only for the space but also for the safety of my Niece, who is almost 9 months now, she is beautiful.

I started to paint again, but not recently because of the virus... I don't want to run out of paint and be screwed with being in the middle of something and have it waiting for months to be able to get some more, my local Micheal's store is the cheapest, I'm not paying for the same paints for more money, and that's what I don't want to spend money when I don't work and my disability money goes towards food for my family.
(If you want to see some of my paintings they are on my insta)

When the colleges where still open my sister would go to school and I'd be watching my Niece, her father isn't with my sister anymore and they are currently in the middle of a custody battle. Hopefully they can go to court for their court date. My whole family knows how my Niece is treated over there, they put her in size 2 diapers when she is size 4, the father even told my sister that when he runs out of size 2 that he was gonna get size 3, when my sister legit TOLD him that she wears SIZE 4!! Also he's been told about the brand of diapers they have gives her diaper rash, they still put her in it. We've sent her to her father's house with a lot of nice binkies that we bought and they were told to return my niece with everything she is sent with, but we've lost 4 binkies cause of them. now we've got 1. Their previous court date my sister told the judge that I watch over her sometimes, the father doesn't trust me enough with his daughter, he knows I have brain damage and doesn't think I could take care of her. I've proved him wrong on so many levels. Once my sister got sick with the stomach flu and my niece couldn't be in her room with her mother, so I watched her for the couple of days, changed her diapers, fed her, made her smile. It was a lot of fun, her smile is so precious to me. Anyways the point is I take care of her just as much as a normal person, back to the rest of what happened.

So what else has happened, well since the virus happened my wrist started hurting, but I thought it was just a little sore, maybe I slept on it or something, nope, not the case, in fact my dad told me I might have carpel tunnel syndrome. My dad only thinks this because I'm an artist and a gamer, oh and a writer. I've been drawing for 10+ years, and I took all the art classes in my High School (Just not drawing or painting cause I knew who the teachers where for that and I had a 1/3 chance to get the good one who supported their students.)

Oh and since this virus started I can't get a bike, nor a dog. I've been waiting for years to get a bike again, the apartment didn't have a place for them, and dogs weren't allowed, so I've had to wait longer to get my own dog...

Well that's all I can think of for now. Thanks for reading my little rant about my life

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