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Hey im Leia, nice to meet chu. Anyways this is my diarie, if you not into depressing stuff wellll your in the wrong post and I suggest to go somewhere else because some days include, suicidal thoughts, cutting, depressing stuff and alot of other things.

10:00 AM Friend calls while im sleeping, wakes me up (already bad start to the day bc I could not go back to sleep ;-;

12:00 AM finally got sum thing put into my stomach, also pulled up my sleeve to see how my cuts are doing on my arm (made em a sum new ones aweek ago) oh good there healing :/

1:00 Pm Got in the shower and cried like always

2:00-8:00 PM Did nothing

9:00 Went to sleep

10:30 Just got up from a nightmare, the nightmare was odd.... But its just one of the common night mares I have

10:51 here I am now typing this lol.....
Also please dont post on here, my pms are always open

Title: Tue, April 10th 2018

Welpppp the past 2 days have been oki..... School sucks like always. We had to sit in a room for 4 hours and test. I think I did bad but it doesnt matter to me anymore.... Had dance today and I have to wear short sleeves fmllllll I tried to hind my arm but I dont think that worked because I got alot of fake concerning faces. I wish I can cut to just get it all out but I cant bc my Dance recital costume has short sleeves (its also coming up in like 4 weeks) and I might not be able to dance if anyone sees me. Its pretty easy to put a mask on and say your oki..the sad part is that people believe it, they never look me in the eyes to see that im broken inside..alot of people dont know that I have cuts down my wrist, that I cry myself to sleep almost every night....that I just want to end it all...