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name: aaron depriest
age : 16

so in this diary i am going to tell about some of the stuff that has happens to me. and the way i am tracking time in this is by days. the first couple days are going to be one after the other. but the next few are going to be 1 every year until the present. and then im going to add to this one day every week. hope you enjoy reading about the stuff that happens to me.

Day 1 2013, 3 years ago there was this person that i really really liked her name was marybeth maggard. we hung out almost everyday after school. It was coming up on valentines day and i was planning something. when she told me that she didn't love me. and then she asked me if i loved her. I didn't know what to do or say so i went outside to think. when i went back inside marybeth wasn't there so i went to find her and tell her how i really felt about her. when i found her she was making out with this guy named johnathan. I was really hurt. I left and went to the most secluded and dark place i could find and cried in a corner.

Day 2 2013, marybeth came into the lunch room and sat down next to me. i got up and walked to a different table and sat down. she came over and sat down next to me again so i got up and walked out of the lunch room. she ran after me and grabbed my arm. marybeth said she needed to talk to me. and i said "about what how you and johnathan were making out yesterday and that you never liked me ever." marybeth slapped across the face and said that she wished i were dead and to never call her again before storming off. i didn't talk to marybeth for the rest of 7th grade.

Day 3 2014, we just got back to school and went to get my list of scheduled classes for the year and the secretary had a list of every one that had attended school last year and the people that was attending school this year. the secretary's name was regina. regina asked for my name and grade. i looked down the row of people that was attending school this year and i didn't see marybeth's name on the list. I asked the secretary about it and she said that marybeth had moved over the summer. it was the end of 8th grade and they were gathering the people that were graduating 8th grade and moving on to high school and to my surprise the came and told me that i had just barly passed.

Day 4 2015, school had just started and i was pretty intimidated. that happens when you are under 5 ft and the shortest person in the whole school.but it was pretty cool they had more art classes and that kind of stuff. I made my first wooden sword that year.

Day 5 february 23 2016- february 29 2016, it has been one crazy year so far in 2016. theres a presidential election going on so far and thats pretty fun to watch. the school principal has banned me from making any more wooden swords at the school and he said if he catches me hes going to give me a O.S.S ( out of school suspension ) that doesnt mean i dont still make them it just means ive become more cautious on when i work on them and how i get them home. so today i made a paper crossbow that is made of paper tape and popsicle sticks. and tod jones the principal confiscated it and got mad because i started arguing with him. he was saying that it doesnt matter that it is a crossbow that it is still a weopon. and i said im not arguing about that with you what i am arguing with you about is that it is a crossbow and that you didnt mention anything about crossbows when you told me to stop making swords. and after that he got mad and threatened to call the cops and have them explain that you cant make weapons in school. after that i high tailed it out of there>>> yesterday ( Feb,24,2016) my depression started acting up again after reading "The Fault In Our Stars" By John Green. when my depression acts up its pretty bad first i cut off everyone and dont talk to anyone. then i start to seclude and draw myself in. then i start thinking about how im worthless to everyone>>> Today (Friday Feb, 26, 2016) so a couple days ago my best and only friend told me the general location of her house and i just asked at 9:12 am for the exact address and she said "naw to lazy". that makes me feel like the friendship is only one sided . like i feel that she is my best and only friend and that she doesnt even count me as a friend she doesnt count me as anything>>> today (fiday Feb,26, 2016) . just been confirmed i did lose my best and only friend. she told me at 9:35 am that she "thinks im creepy tbh". It doesnt hurt to much that she said that she thinks im creepy its that I lost my only friend. at lunch i am so bored no one to talk to. no one to laugh with to tell jokes to.


day 6 (feb 29 2016) I found out this past weekend that my great grandpa had died. my great grandpa was the only person that really cared about me. >>> today (tuesday march 1, 2016) (bailey) my friend that said i am creepy told me in these exact words " get ur ass back over here". so I think she has forgiven me and wants to be my friend again. I hope it go's well and ill let you guys know how it go's.>>> today (wed march 2, 2016). so it went well yesterday and i think the friendship between bailey and i will go well from here on out. my mother and i tried something this morning we let my mothers boyfreind (also named aaron) sleep in. he still got up in a bad mood. so im giving up on trying to make him happy. I'm also working on something to show Bailey that I am truly sorry. Ill give you guys a hint. It has something to do with ceramics and jewlrey. my friend bailey asked something and i thought i should explain it to everyone. my parents are complete @$$ holes they have never let me go to a friends house,school game or dance. they wont even take me to my therapy appointments. they wont even take me the library.>>> today (Thursday March 3,2016) So there is this friend that i love and she has told me that she thinks i'm creepy because i told her that i love her among other things. I don't know what I should do should i keep trying or should i just stop? Any input would be very appreciated.

Day 7 Today(Tuesday ,march 8th,2016) so i have decided to start writing on the story that i have been working on again>>> Today(Wed,March,9th,2016) so my friend Bailey is taking the permit test so that she can get her driving permit. I really hope she passes the permit test. I also asked her if she wants to help me write my story and she said she would.

Day 8 today (mon march ,21, 2016) last friday tod jones the school principal called home and told my parents that i was not in study hall. I was not in study hall because i was getting cough drops from Mr. Sontag one of my favorite teachers. i'm still a little bit sick i have a cough.and i go home and my parents get mad at me because i wasn't in study hall and i told them i wasn't in study hall because i had to get cough drops from Mr. Sontag because the office wouldn't give me any. so today a kid threatened to punch me in the face on the bus. i don't even know what set him off. i don't know if it was me or if he was having a bad day. he broke my new computer mouse that i got from Mr. Sontag. its thumb drive was broken and i planned to fix it and use it.>>> today (tuesday,march 22,2016) so today is going ok its not great but it is going ok. bailey my friend is in new york and i wont see her for at least a week. so i'm kind of sad>>>

day 9 (mon april 11, 2016) hey im sorry for not adding on to this diary in a week or two. but i have had a lot of things on my mind. and i have had a lot of things to do. and i think its going to get even more hectic. I saw marybeth in walmart in Altoona. and i looked at all the yearbooks of schools in a 20 mile radius from the walmart in Altoona. I found her she goes to school in Baxter.

like i said im going to be writing another day entry through out the week.

is anyone reading this diary?