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Daiko OFFLINE   Forum Posts: 280 |
Posted: Tue, 14/03/2023 18:32 (1 Year ago) |
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-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=- "You little rat." Mei giggled upon hearing those words, her smile so crooked and forcefully innocent that it was even more annoying to look at. Trying to act like a child about all this was fun, to say the least, even if it wasn't working. "How dare you." She gave a dramatic gasp and covered her mouth with a flat hand, accidentally letting out a few laughs while doing so. "I know, riiiiiiiighht?! How dare-" And of course, to be expected, she got a punch in return. She knew it was coming, but lucky her, she got the full blow due to her carelessness. Yeah, sure, it hurt like hell, shut her up momentarily right then and there, but she didn't really care as much as she should have. She clutched her stomach and gave a few strained laughs in between her coughs, backing away a little bit all while keeping her gaze on Idris's face. It was hard to suppress her pained expression, but her mad lavender eyes were hopefully enough of a cover-up compared to the rest of her face. Even just for a moment, her free hand moved ever so slightly to the side of her pants, the movement so subtle it was barely noticeable. She stopped herself though, upon realizing that things were... different in this realm, and instead tried her best to stand up straight once again. "Oh, so you can speak! For a moment there, I thought your head was too empty to use that mouth of yours!" She strained, shaking the hand she had punched Idris with as her more "innocent" appearance became more fit for the situation. "Ready for round 2, rat?" Mei shrugged and giggled once again, her eyes sparking with a strange intensity. Oh fun, guess he accepted her little "challenge". Her head tilted to the side once again, then she spoke a reply. "Awww, how cute! Callin' me somethin' as adorable as a rat, I'm flattered! Honestly I like the term scum more, but whateeeevvverrrr floats your boat!" She couldn't hold her laughter at this point honestly, this was all too absurd and she wasn't taking any of it seriously "Reaaaadyyyy when you are..." She yawned, somehow suddenly... Bored? "Do you have a death wish? because I will not hesitate to cause you pain. I won't stop even if you're begging me to end your life. Your meaningless whines mean nothing to me, and I won't hesitate to kill you now." She tilted her gaze downward as her head was leaned back, her grin slowly returning but her posture remained unchanged. She didn't even acknowledge the spit. "Ooooohhh noooo! Shiver me timbers, I'm sooooo scared!" She said, slightly under her breath before cackling briefly. "Death wish? Hell yeah I do, bring it on you edgy anime villain wanna-be, see how much pain I can take, hm?" Her expression darkened, but her smile still remained. "Begging is for pathetic, weak welps like you. Who said I was enough of a crybaby to whine and scream like a little b***h, huh? Go on, kill me, see if I care." She let her hands fall to her sides as she lowered her head to stare at him dead in the eyes. Lavender against abyss. [Read more] |
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Daiko OFFLINE Forum Posts: 280 |
Posted: Tue, 14/03/2023 17:42 (1 Year ago) |
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Daiko OFFLINE Forum Posts: 280 |
Posted: Tue, 14/03/2023 17:41 (1 Year ago) |
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Daiko OFFLINE Forum Posts: 280 |
Posted: Tue, 14/03/2023 17:09 (1 Year ago) |
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-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=- Mei continued to glare at him, crossing her arms and raising her chin slightly as she watched his expression grow more and more unpleasant by the second. She couldn't help but to let out the giggle she had been holding in, doubling over slightly upon doing so before straightening herself back up. She stared right back at his pitch-black eyes and grinned before spewing whatever random BS that came to her mind. "Awww, what's wrong tough guy? Got nothin' to say? Cat got your tongue?" She paused for a moment to allow her devilish grin to grow, leaning in closer while tilting her head to the side slightly. "Or are you too braindead to come up with anything, hmmm?" She glanced down at his clenched fist, then looked back up at his scowl. Or is your fist the only answer you can actually give? She refrained from saying that, figuring it best to not mention getting physical or something. Her reasoning behind that? Idk, Daiko said so. Anyways, she opened her mouth to speak once again, this time moving her hands behind her back and turning her mischievous grin into a more "innocent" expression. "Geez, am I reeeeeeaallly not worthy of your 'oh so precious' words? What a shame, what. a. shame! Maybe I would be shaking in my boots and running away in fear if you were mean enough!" Mei pouted, her face matching her exaggerated tone. She then giggled once again, straightening up her stance a little bit before speaking once again. "Y'know... maybe a little..." Oh wow. She actually did it. An uppercut, straight to the jaw. Not strong enough to break anything, but strong enough to at least hurt. Sure, it was a little sloppy due to her lack of experience, but it did the job. She kinda regretted it though, throwing the first punch (or any punch, really) was not her thing, but whatever. Not like it mattered, right? "Boom! Should do the trick, eh? Get a little somethin' outta that stupid mouth of yours, right?" She giggled childishly as she returned her hand to its spot behind her back, making sure to at least be loose enough to prepare for retaliation or something. Sure, she should've backed away, since she ...Then again, her seemingly not being prepared was a sign of stupidity, but... whatever, right? Besides, it totally wasn't like Idris had a massive advantage anyways, riiiiiighhhtt? man i love completely ignoring the plot and doing literally anything else [Read more] |
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Daiko OFFLINE Forum Posts: 280 |
Posted: Mon, 13/03/2023 23:48 (1 Year ago) |
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-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=- Pfft, yeah, it sure will be boring alright. What's with all this bullcrap anyways? "Ruins of the Kami-no-Tokoyo's Tower" or whatever that was, and some pitiful shrines? Pffft, yeah right, like that was worth checking out. Mei rolled her eyes at the voice and made her way out of the housing building, finding sleep quite an impossibility at this rate. Besides, she was in the mood for a little... fun. Early... bird? Gets the... worm? Or whatever that odd voice said? Yeah, whatever, point is, Mei found that the earlier she started to fool around, the more fun she would have, right? Nah, she was just extremely bored. ...Speaking of bored... She began to explore, highly disappointed at the lack of food that she could eat in this odd realm, finding it difficult to find much enjoyment without her beloved dinosaur nuggets, but she could shrug it off, right? ...Maybe she could find something to break, y'know, out of pure spite for the voice that loomed above them all. Coincidentally, for no reason whatsoever, totally a completely unfortunate, random series of events, she ran into this extremely emo and... unapproachable looking guy. Idris? Was that his name? Well, it was either him, Artemis, or Elehah, really, she didn't feel like dealing with those talkative, overly positive idiots that were probably crying over the death of someone they hardly knew. Plus, Elehah was already talking to one of said idiots, which was enough of a deterrent due to association, and Artemis was nowhere to be found. Oh whatever. Maybe the first thing I can break is his nose- ...Hey wait a minute. Where did that come from? Physical violence? Mei? Excuse me, she wouldn't go that low. Besides, that's getting her hands dirty, she'd rather just beat them to the ground with the hoard of insults that came out of her dirty mouth anyways. Oh fun. Well, time to see what tomfoolery she could make out of this. "Hey, you, edgy b*****d, the hell you doin sittin' there like a gah damn idiot for, huh?" Mei walked closer with a smirk, an unpleasant glare in her eyes that seemed to be challenging him, trying to provoke him or something. "Ooooooh, I get it! I'm the first unfortunate soul who had the displeasure of thinking you're worth talking to, I see, I see! Must be a shame, isn't it? Or are you such a sad, lonely, pathetic welp that you didn't even wanna be talked to in the first place, hm? Oh, then I do apologize, I am so sorry to ruin your little pity party!" At this point, Mei had to hold in laughter, even though it wasn't nearly as funny as it should've been. Maybe she was just chortling to add insult to injury? [Read more] |
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Daiko OFFLINE Forum Posts: 280 |
Posted: Mon, 13/03/2023 18:09 (1 Year ago) |
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-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=- Aww man, it was morning already? Dammit... She didn't get enough sleep to deal with whatever this was. Besides, someone voted for her? What a shame, what a shame... She woke up with a yawn and a stretch, barely even listening to the, quite frankly, very annoying voice that she was starting to get tired of. At least, not until death was mentioned. "One of our players, Felicity, the Civilian, has been killed by the Yōkai. May we all have a moment of silence for her." ...A moment of silence? Nah, screw that, Mei would instead "mourn" her death by laughing, like this was all a big joke of some sort. Oh fun! The voice really wasn't lying, all of this was real! Even better, she supposed, it made things a hell of a lot more interesting. Well, let the games begin, I guess. So, there were Yōkai among them, eh? During the night, they killed an unfortunate soul, and now the rest of them had to find out who had their hands dirty. Oh well, wouldn't hurt to try and do some investigation herself, would it? Besides, not like she was going to help any of these idiots, oh no, she was doing it exclusively for her own benefit. Anyways, guess she had to do something during the day, but what exactly would that be... Talking to anyone here didn't seem to be something she would enjoy, although it could potentially benefit her, but it wasn't like there was much else to do... Hmm... Maybe she could just go back to bed or something, I dunno. [Read more] |
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Daiko OFFLINE Forum Posts: 280 |
Posted: Sun, 12/03/2023 20:44 (1 Year ago) |
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-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=- Mei couldn't say a word to Sawyer. She just couldn't. She knew that she would only poison them anyways, even in her final moments. I'd sink my fangs into their neck, and there will be nothing any of us can do. Good luck with that, Sawyer. -=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=- Look what you did, Akari. Nononononono... You did it again, Akari. Just. Can't. Help yourself, can you? Nonononono... Stop, stop I'm not- You're just like them, Akari, people never change. Dread it, run from it, destiny arrives all the same. You can't escape it, stop. trying. Nononono please... I-I'm not, I-... "I-I'm not, I-" You're not WHAT, Akari? SPEAK UP! I can't f**king HEAR you over your USELESS, PATHETIC WHINING "Blood. ...why was there… blood on the kitchen floor?" Blood, Akari. Look what you did. "H-Hey. Akari… I think you're frightening Sawyer!" Look. What. You. DID, AKARI! No... No stop I didn't-... LOOK! P-Please... Please sto-... LOOK YOU WORTHLESS PIECE OF S**T, LOOK! No... Nonononono I didn't- Look what you did, Akari. They're scared of you now. You did this. How could you? I'm not... I'm not like-... Please... S-stop, I didn't- "Sawyer, I-... I didn't..." Didn't what, huh? Didn't scream in their face? Didn't lie to them? Didn't what, huh? Tell me, Akari, you didn't what? Tell me. I-... S-stop... Please, I didn't- Tell me, Akari, TELL ME! I... God, you're so goddamn pathetic. Can't even keep it together like the little baby you are. You're so weak Akari, you can't even mutter out a few words without looking like a whiny b***h. Get it together already, I'm sick and tired of having to deal with your childish bulls**t. And what did I tell you about other. people, hm? You can't keep doing this, Akari. Can't have you be tainting this home with your weak, pathetic bulls**t, you hear me? Keep this up and I might have to- No... Nononono please... I can't-... I can't take it... I-I can't- "Darcy, Darcy, can I go see Mei? She looks awful sad. I don't think she deserves to be punished!" ...Sawyer... ...Mei sure does look sad alright. I don't think she deserves to be punished! ...Does anyone deserve this? You deserve every. f**king. thing you got, you worthless pile of s**t. I could put a bullet through your damn skull and even that won't be enough. I gotta be the one to make sure you get what you f**king deserve. ...In fact... No... Nononono please... Please not- Begging is WORTHLESS, Akari. Don't even try to wriggle your way out you bastard ... ...Scars. ...Did he deserve these scars? Did he deserve... That? ...Did he deserve any of that? ... Yeah, yeah he did. So why did it hurt so much? ...Why was he questioning it? "Hey, Mei! Why are you being punished? That's not very nice… you shouldn't be punished! Why's this happening? Are… you okay? Do you need a hug?" ...Sawyer. "Akari… are you alright?" He couldn't shake the thoughts, the memories, the yells, the scars, he couldn't shake any of it. God it just... The pain just... "...Y-Yeah... I'm-..." He couldn't get rid of the shake in his voice, the absolute fear that clouded it. Goddammit Akari... You really can't do anything right, now can you? You're letting them see how f**king weak you are, you're ruining everything, Akari. You're fine, you're perfectly fine. Get. It. Together. He was fine. Nothing was wrong. Nothing. Was. Wrong. But his voice refused to lie. It refused to come out of his throat. You're fine, Akari. You're fine, Akari. Akari, you're FINE, goddammit. "...do you have… problems about being touched?" "...I-..." So, do you, Akari? Do you have problems? Problems are for the weak, Akari, toughen up and deal with it. Stop being so goddamn weak. Being touched isn't even a big deal anyways, is it? You're just being a baby, Akari. Weak, Akari. Weak. What's wrong, Akari? Come on, speak up, Akari. Come on, what's so bad about being touched? "...S-sorry, I don-... It's... Not a big d-deal anyways..." His voice was breaking, he was obviously shaken up really badly. He almost looked to be on the verge of tears, tears of pain and agony that threatened to spill but Akari made sure that didn't happen. Not that big of a deal. It's nothing, Akari. Stop being such a child about it. "I know what that's like. It's okay if you do. Maybe… we could tell Sawyer. If that's the case." Shut up, Akari. It's all lies. Since when was it ok so be so goddamn weak, huh? It shouldn't even matter anyways. You're overexaggerating it all, acting like every little thing is such a big. f**king. deal. You can't let them know how much of a weak bastard you are, Akari, or I'll- Nononono... No please... A-Anything else, pl- "...N-No, no, it's... It's alright, you don't-... It's-... I'm f-fine, Darcy..." He spoke a little too quickly, his words rushed and almost panicked. Akari quickly realized his mistake, he had to stay calm, he couldn't be doing this. He grit his teeth in a fearful frustration of sorts, trying to slow his erratic breathing. "S-sorry, Darcy, I... I'm just... Don't worry about it..." "P-Please..." He wasn't making it any better, was he? God... Why was it so... hard? "When the punishment is over… maybe we could play a game together or something?" He glanced up for the first time in what seemed like forever, staring at Sawyer and Mei. ...A game, huh? ...Wasn't it all that this was? Some sick, cruel game made to torture them all? ...Sawyer... Jesus, what the hell...? [Read more] |
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Daiko OFFLINE Forum Posts: 280 |
Posted: Sun, 12/03/2023 18:59 (1 Year ago) |
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-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=- The rambling brought about from those three chatterboxes caused her eyes to roll an unhealthy amount, possibly a few scoffs were mixed in here and there. Sharing names? Really? These idiots were already getting attached, they were quite possibly doing the dumbest thing anyone could be doing in this situation. The fact that she was stuck in here with a bunch of emotional, chattering idiots didn't give her much faith. Sure, Mei didn't particularly care about the outcome of this, but she didn't want it to be boring and cheesy. Well, at least some people here seemed to have a brain. That Artemis dude, who seemed to care more about his watch than anything, piqued her interest. A few others around her seemed to prefer staying silent, observing the crowd rather than getting involved. Mei crossed her arms and sighed, eying all the individuals around as the voice with no origin spoke once again. God... It was starting to get annoying, honestly. Sadly it didn't seem to have a name, otherwise the girl would write it down for the s**ts and giggles and get things over with. She found this conversation not worth her time in the slightest, so she remained silent and instead went up to the podiums and wrote a name down. Hanako Yatsutake Honestly she had no other reason to write their name down other than the fact that Mei found her annoying and worthless [Read more] |
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Daiko OFFLINE Forum Posts: 280 |
Posted: Sun, 12/03/2023 06:01 (1 Year ago) |
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-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=- Mei looked over at the girl who first spoke up, tilting her head to the side as she lifted her chin up with a grin. "Pfft, how the hell are we supposed to know, huh? Read the room, we're just as clueless as you are," Mei teased, before quietly adding onto it by muttering under her breath. "Thank god we're not as braindead..." [ After the almighty disembodied voice hath spoken ] Mei groaned upon hearing about the voting system, but glanced over curiously at said podiums. "...Horse racing? Seriously?" She began to laugh, slowing down to catch her breath. Speaking of breath, as always, she had something more... crude to say under her breath. "Heh, you sure do sound like you'd be into that BS, it's almost as boring as you." [Read more] |
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Daiko OFFLINE Forum Posts: 280 |
Posted: Sun, 12/03/2023 05:01 (1 Year ago) |
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ılı.lıllılıı.ıllı ↳ currently playing ;; [ Here With Me ] [ d4vd ] 1:46 ————•—————— 4:02 ↺ << ll >> ⋮≡ ᴠᴏʟᴜᴍᴇ: —•——— -=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=- Mei stared at the screen with slightly damp, dulling lavender eyes that only got worse by the second. As much as it hurt to have the whole ordeal happen right in front of her, setting her fate in stone, it was... Relieving, in a way. She got what she wanted in the end. This execution would finally put an end to it all. Her poison would finally slow to a stop, and the plague would be no longer. ...Was this what she really wanted? She watched as the first icon popped into place, like the pictures at a slot machine. She was good at those things, never really liked them though. Sure, she didn't want to die, but at least she accepted this, right? She knew it was for the better, right? She couldn't hurt the one thing she cared about anymore... right? The second icon clicked into place now. It was the same little icon of her, staring blankly at the students with its doll-like form and proportions. She never really cared about anything, really, she just wanted to spread her poison, latch onto innocent victims and run them dry for her own twisted entertainment. She wanted to be a plague that dominated over all, bringing people to their knees and leaving them utterly hopeless, all so she could see that look on their face and witness the pain and suffering it brought to everyone involved. Was there really any motive behind this madness? Was there ever really a reason for her doing this? Anything to justify whatever she did? Any explanation would've allowed things to just make more sense, right? But there wasn't any, really. Mei had no reason to be the way she was. Those nightmares didn't either. Funny how Mei Akamatsu and these horrid nightmares had become one in the same, all without a reason. Guess that was just how the Ultimate Psychopath came to be. Finally, the third. They all fell into line, three tiny little Mei's standing in a row, all on screen for the world to see. The sight made her smile slightly, but it looked painfully forced. What's done was done. Mei Akamatsu was the blackened, the killer of Futatabi, the victim of this damn killing game. Mei Akamatsu finally fell victim to her own nightmares, and that was that. The monsters under her bed finally got what they wanted, and they could happily rest. They could cease to exist. Maybe they were so desperate for that fate of nonexistence because they too suffered, but that didn't seem plausible, right? "Ding ding ding! The Blackened hiding among you is none other than Mei Akamatsu!" ...Maybe the monsters under her bed were scared too. . . . She glanced over sadly at Setsuna, trying to cover it up with an eye roll and a chuckle but the effort was pointless. She was trying so hard not to seem like all of this bullcrap was getting to her, but after-... It was so, so hard. Why now? Why, at the end of her life, did she went back to the very beginning? The girl that stood there, covered in wounds and blood, a face that could only be described as agonizing, none of it was Mei at all. Mei didn't feel regret, Mei didn't care about anyone or anything, Mei didn't feel pain that shook her to the core, Mei didn't long for something better, Mei didn't-... ...But none of it was Mei after all, was it? The Mei that had been built up on top of a pillar of nightmares slowly crumbled when she started to look down on everything she towered over. When she saw the one thing that made her feel like being on top of the world wasn't worth it after all. When she started to take a step down and let that pillar fall. When she started to feel again. But feeling anything at all hurt way too much for someone like her. She tried to keep that pillar intact, she tried to advert her eyes to the horizon instead of the earth below. The horizon where everything only seemed beautiful, but there really was nothing there. She was so addicted to leaving her comfort in the skyline littered with blood that she saw the things below her tower of nightmares as utter filth. She tried to convince herself that the tower was her lifeline, it made everything better in the end, the sunset and being in the clouds was enough for her. But she made the mistake of looking down at the pile of filth below her, the reason why she built a pillar. She made the mistake of looking down and seeing something that the horizon would never have. ...But she was attached to this tower, forever planted in the top of it, no way to get down. There was no Rapunzel, there was no prince, there was no fairytale BS that would ever save her. Not unless she wanted to plummet to her death, that is. ...She could've brought them up here with her, she could've shown them the horizon. But that would only leave them empty. Up on her tower, it was only hell. This high up, it was cold enough to kill you, the air was so thin it was suffocating, it was so, so lonely, and... She couldn't do that to them. She couldn't doom them to a fate like that. She just couldn't. Maybe the horizon wasn't worth it after all. So she decided to take the only other way out. ...Falling felt nice, it really did. The wind rushing through her hair, the sense of weightlessness as she fell below the clouds, the harsh sound of the wind was oddly... Relaxing. It cleared her mind, and she could finally think. She could stare at the horizon for one last time as she fell, all until she finally hit the ground. ... "Puhuhuuhu~ You're exactly right! How wonderful it must feel." "W-wonderful... indeed, Monokuma..." She barely managed to get out of her lips that were forcibly upturned, pain crawling its way onto every inch of her face. If the damn bear didn't hurry up, Mei would probably just straight up die or somethin' I dunno, guess Setsuna can be a blackened after all ;) "I still don't get why you turned yourself in, Mei. But I suppose I have to commend you for... whatever it was that did." She turned her eyes over to Kubo and let out a small chuckle, her grin still stitched onto her face. He didn't get it, huh? Not like Mei did either, really. She didn't know why she did it either. ...Things were going so well, right? Just had to trust him, and everything would've been fine, right? Things would've worked out in the end? ...Things didn't have to be this way? Oh. But she knew. She knew why she did it. She just wanted to be free. She wore shackles every day of her life, and she had grown used to the weight, the pain, the sound of chains dragging against the floor. She collected a line of chains from everyone she met, all shackled to herself, all binding them together so that she could spread her plague. Maybe the weight just became too much. Maybe she finally cracked. I wish I knew, Kubo. "Heh, t-thanks..." She muttered out a reply, then looked over to Miyako and gave her a grin as well. ...Then, possibly for the last time, she looked over at Idris. ... Watch the sunrise along the coast As we're both getting old ...Wish things were different, I'm sorry. Maybe I could've shown you the sunrise I see every morning, take you down to the beach. Maybe we could've lived, maybe we could've lived long enough for it to matter. Long enough for time to mend our wounds. I can't describe what I'm feeling And all I know is we're going home ...Maybe if things were different, I would be different too. Maybe if I was different, I wouldn't be able to cause you pain. Maybe if I was different, I would know what to do. I would know how to feel. I would know how to make things better. I would know how to be everything you deserve. I wish I could tell you everything, I really do. I wish I could say all the words I want you to hear. But I can't do that when I don't even know myself, right? I can't describe what I'm feeling. . . ...But this is the end. After all this, I'm not sure of anything anymore. How can I be? One thing I know for sure though... Is that this is the end, isn't it? End scene, close the curtains. It's my turn to walk off stage now, I've done all I could. You've still got some time left, I'll be waiting at the door for you, so do your best, ok? We can go home after this is over, We can all... So, please don't let me go Don't let me go ...Don't let me go, please. Just... Don't let me go. We can... Do this together, can't we? ... And if it's right, I don't care how long it takes As long as I'm with you, I've got a smile on my face I don't care anymore, I never cared. I just wanted to see you there. You made everything fade away, you put a smile on my face. I wish I could've done the same. I wish I could see you smile more, it made me happy. You made me happy. Save your tears, it'll be okay All I know is you're here with me Don't cry, please. It'll all be ok. I promise. I'm not worth the tears, you deserved better. Don't cry when I'm gone, I won't be there to wipe them away. It'll all be ok, it'll all... It'll all be alright, I'll be at the door. I may not know anything, I may not be the person I was, I may be utterly clueless and hopeless, but... I know that it'll all be ok. It'll all be ok as long as you're ok. You've been there for me, sorry I couldn't return the favor. Ooh-ooh, oh, oh-oh Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh ... I can hear the piano again, mom. That song plays every time I think of you. I remember when you taught me the song, my fingers were too small to reach the keys. I remember that you used to play it all the time. You still do, but I can't find you. I can't find you sitting in that chair, the paper propped against the stand. Maybe you didn't need it anymore, you played that song so much. ...My fingers can reach the keys now. I play that pretty song when I think of you. I play it along with you. I wish I could hear your voice again, maybe that would be enough. Watch the sunrise as we're getting old, oh-oh I can't describe, oh-oh ...It was pretty, Idris. Watching the sun rise on the horizon was always so... Pretty. I wish you could see it. I wish we lived long enough for you to see it. I... can't describe... I wish I could live through every memory again Just one more time before we float off in the wind I wish we could've lived. I wish we could have memories of the good things. ...I wish I had memories. Then maybe things could be different. ...I just wish we had one more chance, before everything faded to black. And all the time we spent waiting for the light to take us in Have been the greatest moments of my life All this time, every moment I stood here with you, I felt something for once. So thank you, Idris. Those moments were something I'll never be able to have again. They really were the best moments of my life, as crazy as it is. Thank you. I don't care how long it takes As long as I'm with you, I've got a smile on my face Save your tears, it'll be okay You're here with me ... "Then we're onto the Execution." Mei peeled her eyes away, as much as she didn't want to, and turned them to Monokuma. "...Yeah, I... Suppose so..." -=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=- He didn't even watch as the icons appeared on screen, as the vote count rolled in, and as Monokuma spewed his Bs or whatever it was that he did. He just stood there, drowning it all out, pinning his eyes to the floor. "A-Akari?! Are you alright?" S**t. His teeth began to clench together as his eyes shut, anger towards himself rising at an alarming rate. Darcy noticed, he noticed Akari being weak and pathetic, reacting to a goddamn touch like that. Who the hell does that? God... Get. It. Together. "...Yeah. I'm fine." Although hesitant, Akari muttered quietly, not once moving his head. Anger seemed to be built up in his voice, maybe even hatred towards himself was in there somewhere. "Is… Mei going to stand in the corner?" ...Akari couldn't say anything to that. "W-Whoa! Karster, you 'kay?" "I'm fine." Akari snapped harshly, his voice raising a significant amount as his tone grew sharper and more brutal. His hands could only tighten into a heavy fist, his teeth clenched so fiercely that they could've shattered, and the weight of the world crashing down on him... Could only pour a little faster, amplifying the agony. Look what you did, Akari. You just can't help yourself, can you? Always gotta be ruthless, don't you? Yelling at people, snapping at them, lying to them... You're no better than them. "I..." He paused and tried to lift his head to Sawyer, but he couldn't. Guilt began to overcome him, but there was nothing he could do. This was the second time today that this happened, he was really starting to lose it, wasn't he? And this time... could he even apologize? Akari tried opening his mouth again to speak, but no words came out. [Read more] |
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Daiko OFFLINE Forum Posts: 280 |
Posted: Sun, 12/03/2023 02:09 (1 Year ago) |
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-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=- Ah yes, suddenly waking up and finding yourself in a completely different world involving loads of trickery, lies, and murder? Count. Mei. In. The mop of purple hair that draped over her lavender eyes as the laid-out frame of Mei Akamatsu sat there was swept aside upon her awakening. This was... odd, but the disembodied voice gave her enough info that she didn't question it. Besides, as soon as murder was mentioned, she was already strapped in for the ride. Who cares if she was a potential victim for the yokai or whoever the people-eating thing the voice mentioned was, this sounded like too much of an amazing opportunity to just sulk and do absolutely nothing like the red-eyed guy she spotted. She got up with a start, stretching with a mischievous grin plastered on her face as she looked over at each and every one of the participants she had been stuck here with, then did absolutely nothing else. Interesting how no one was dead yet, that kinda sucked. Mei would've loved to see the chaos that unfolded as a result of someone's demise. ...Oh right, this probably wasn't the best place for someone as sick in the head as her to be in, especially considering the details of the game. Her enthusiasm for chaos and the like was already enough to probably put her on a list from her search history alone, so these circumstances... Were less than ideal for her, to say the least. Anyways, enough filler, Mei simply decided to let her eyes roam around and observe anyone to check for suspicious behavior. [Read more] |
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Daiko OFFLINE Forum Posts: 280 |
Posted: Sat, 11/03/2023 22:07 (1 Year ago) |
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 __________________________________ ılı.lıllılıı.ıllı ↳ currently playing ;; [ Thnks fr th Mmrs ] [ Fall Out Boy ] 2:17 ———————•——— 3:23 ↺ << ll >> ⋮≡ ᴠᴏʟᴜᴍᴇ: ———•— __________________________________ - Username - Daiko - Character Name - Mei Akamatsu - Age - 18 B-Day - August 28th - Gender - Female - Appearance - Height - 5'5 Weight - ~110-120 lbs ---- Maybe I'll add a description later ---- Image 1 Picrew 1 Picrew 2 Picrew 3 - Voice Claim - Power from Chainsaw Man (English) (Suggestive imagery warning) - Personality - Mei is quite the wild card, able to change instantly at the flip of a dime. Her true emotions, thoughts, and even motives are almost never predictable unless she wants you to know, making her someone you don't want to make enemies of. She is erratic and mischievous, constantly toying with anyone who was unfortunate enough to come near. I'm not good with this stuff, so the rest is TBRPD - History - TBRPD, I'm lazy - Password - Ōmagatoki - Other - She's a little harbinger of chaos :) Look I'm lazy ok, don't mind me using Mei for the 500th time [Read more] |
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Daiko OFFLINE Forum Posts: 280 |
Posted: Fri, 10/03/2023 19:37 (1 Year ago) |
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-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=- can she die already -=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=- Akari had completely zoned out at this point, all he could do was stare at the icon in front of him while everything seemed to fade away. This was all just so... surreal. None of this could've been real, right? It was all too absurd, nothing really felt real. ...Was he slipping? Was he losing the very little he still had of himself, was he losing it? Everything only seemed to mix together in this ugly, twisted, demented spiral of insanity, and all he could do was watch. Watch as the multitude of blood-tainted colors mixed together, somehow producing its own horrifying cacophony that rang in his ears. This "game", the bears, the students, the Ultimates, it was all just so... overwhelming. There was so much about this that could only petrify him, but in reality there really were no words that could describe this disastrous monstrosity that he had found himself in, even the strongest of words could do so much, all of them seemed to just be understatements. The world was crashing down on him- No, all of them because of this damn killing game, and it was going to be the death of them all. There was pretty much nothing any of them could do at this point, right? This murder only proved it. Monokuma would just keep bringing out more and more of his BS to force more and more of these murders. It was only going to get worse from here. ...Would any of them be able to survive this? Not just... actually survive, but... Live? Stay sane enough for it to actually matter? Akari was already starting to break, he knew damn well he wasn't going to make it even if he wanted to, and he could probably say the same about everyone else here. Before he could dwell on these morbid, horrible thoughts any longer, a small movement out of the corner of his eye caught his attention. It was Sawyer, and they... Every muscle in his body tightened, terror resonating through his body as his blood ran cold and his heart completely stopped. With one swift movement, Akari forcibly jerked his hand away from Sawyer and stared at them wide-eyed. Calm down, Akari. You look pathetic. They only touched you, it's not a big deal, is it? Not like you can feel it anyways. Stop being such a sensitive baby for once in your goddamn life, would you? Not like they'd ever know anyways, right? You have nothing to worry about, it's not a big deal anyways. Right? Right, Akari? You're just being a child, a sensitive, touchy, idiotic child. You're hopeless, Akari. Weak, selfish, weak, horrible, weak, whiny, weak, crybaby, weak- "...S-stop..." His voice could barely even be heard, not like he wanted it to be anyways. He lowered his head and let his arm fall back to his side slowly, not once looking back at Sawyer. He... couldn't be mad at them, even if he wanted to. None of it was their fault, Sawyer didn't know. And... besides, that's just how they were, right? That's what he slowly and painfully had to learn, even if he didn't want to. He couldn't be mad at Sawyer for doing that, he couldn't lash out at them for anything, even when he probably would've done it anyways out of pure... fear? He wasn't exactly sure what made him react so negatively at such a thing, but all he knew was that it was agonizing. Even when he couldn't feel it, being touched was utter hell. Especially when it came to these damn arms. Especially when it came to- "S-sorry, Sawyer..." Akari spoke quietly, a tinge of guilt in his tone, but not like it was noticeable due to the monotony and poor condition of his voice anyways. "But- but, I wanna know! Pleeeease? Karster, can you tell me?!" Akari glanced subtly in Darcy's direction, flinching upon seeing his... unpleasant expression before turning his head away once again, giving a small sigh. He tried not to think about it, but Darcy's face only burned in his mind, an expression he never wanted to see again. It shook him to his core, the daggers for eyes ripping into his flesh once again, and the desperation for something to relieve him of this pain that only rose and rose until it became overwhelming. He'd never be able to escape it, would he? Darcy's face... He'd never be able to run from it, would he? "...Mei... This is h-her punishment..." His voice was still low and obviously a little shaky. Akari tried saying more, but couldn't. Darcy was right anyways, it was pointless to try and explain it. Mei had killed someone, and she was being punished for it. ...And Akari deserved the same fate. Actually, he deserved a fate far worse than death. Because at least death could save you, give you relief from the pain you deserved. At least death could finally be the end of it, death would be a blessing. Akari didn't deserve any blessings. [Read more] |
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Daiko OFFLINE Forum Posts: 280 |
Posted: Sun, 05/03/2023 22:44 (1 Year ago) |
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-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=- Nightbane... Hollow root leaves... Yadda yadda hocus pocus, Harry Potter BS or somethin' I dunno. Mei stared at the ingredients for a bit, slowly blinking as she sat and did absolutely nothing. She had made the mistake of relying on her little shadow "friend" to remind her of whatever Grimm did, and now all of the weird names were repeating endlessly in her head at an excruciating volume and speed. They all overlapped into one big headache and she could hardly focus on a single thing, so she simply sat in silence. After a while, and by sneaking a few glances at other students, she decided to shrug it off and say screw it, then started adding whatever she could find and in varying amounts. For the s**ts and giggles, she made the concoction into something that resembled a deadly fish bowl straight from Chernobyl, sea creatures with no discernable shape other than "void-like" began swimming around in this mess of a brew. Then... It somehow became a whirlpool, a spiral of doom as Mei began to take on the smile of the devil, all until the little sea creatures slowly became subject to being caught in the center of this doom pit. Once they became a tiny black speck surrounded by a violent torrent, the concoction... Exploded right in Mei's face, not before she backed away to a safe distance moments before, and laughter could be heard soon after. She looked over at Jackie with a crazy grin and a giggle, then did finger guns in the direction of her... DIY attempt of recreating a firework show failure. "Atleast it didn''t...well, explode. It would've been funny." Mei glanced over at Theo and gave a light chuckle. Sure would've been funny alright. Two explosions in one class, what a show that would've been! Hey wait... Two explosions... Reminds me of a certain event called... Y'know what, I'm not finishing the joke. Anyways, Mei almost completely ignored Idris except for pulling a dumb stunt by spelling out "Dumba**" in his cauldron after noticing how much he was struggling, the letters resembling the void-like sea creatures she had in her own. Of course her umbrakinesis would hardly do a thing to these concoctions, they just added a little ✨pizazz✨ -=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=- Aoi was just trying his best to help Kitty, he's dying inside or something idk insert the edgy stuff here using your imagination. [Read more] |
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Daiko OFFLINE Forum Posts: 280 |
Posted: Sat, 04/03/2023 03:43 (1 Year ago) |
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-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=- Mei said nothing to Lucian. She couldn't. She didn't want to. As much as she hated to admit it, he was right, or something like that. "I'll swear to anything you want! Just- tell Monokuma I'm the killer. That technically the bleeding was caused by me, that technically you should be able to live... I swear, I'll do anything, just please Mei- don't die on me." ...Why the hell did he care so much? He even tried doing this for Kaoru, didn't he? ...Was it really possible to be this selfless? To beg and beg to have your life be put in the place of another if that meant they didn't have to suffer? They hardly knew each other, right? So why did he care so much? Even if at some point in the past they knew each other, why the hell... ...She did this to save him from being the blackened though, didn't she? She went through all this trouble to be the sacrifice instead. Huh. Odd. Funny how that worked. "No can do... Setsuna. I... shouldn't be able to... live in the first place. Even... Before this bulls**t..." She chuckled, her voice getting lower and lower as she spoke. "Stop, Setsuna, you're... pissin' me off. I'll... die if I wanna..." She tried to joke, but her voice was hollow. "Everyone, just please vote. Look, I get you're mourning. But we don't have much time." Mei looked over at Miyako and gave an exaggerated eye roll, grinning while doing so. "Lil' miss ghostbuster is right... 'M gettin' sick and tired of this... sappy s**t anyways, just... get on with it already... Would'ja? Y'all have... wasted enough time... b***hin' over this s**t, no point in... wastin' anymore, right?" Her tone was harsh but she tried to make it obvious that she was just fooling around, even if it was hard to do so. Too bad she missed the totally epic conversation between Miyako and Shi, she would've offered to join them. Probably even offer to pay for the hotel too, if she felt generous enough. "Puhuhuhuuh~ I second that! You have thirty seconds to vote, Ultimates, and then we're onto Execution Time. You've been dragging this trial out too long, and I haven't had enough time with my incest children. I'm a terrible father!" Mei scoffed and glared at the bear, the grin still not fading from her face. "Damn... right you are... Heh..." She would've probably made a crude joke about his relationship with his "oh so beloved gay build-a-bear knock-off" of a wife, if she even had the energy. ok i've been trying to end mei in a horrible sappy way for like 10 posts now in preparation for the execution so i'm just giving up, screw you guys and your edgy filler. -=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=- All Akari could do was gaze worryingly at Sawyer, unsure of what exactly to do. He momentarily turned his attention back to Mei, but regretted it upon hearing whatever jokes she had to spew out of that ugly mouth of hers. Right. They were in the middle of a damn trial. Monokuma was demanding that they vote. Vote for the killer. Vote for the blackened. Right. Honestly, Akari was a little confused about the whole "Among Us" thing, but he shook it off and ignored it for the time being. He was just letting Darcy explain, it was far better than anything he could ever do. Besides, he didn't even know Sawyer all that well. He nodded subtly at everything Darcy mentioned, only saying something when his name was spoken. "Maybe, if I showed you some things… you might remember more? What do you think, Akari?" "I..." Akari paused, then frowned slightly. ...Why was he asking for his opinion? Not like it mattered. "...You heard Monokuma, we... Don't have much t-time left... Can we... Focus on this f-for a second?" "S-sorry but I-..." He sighed, unable to say anything else, he just had to hope that Darcy and Sawyer understood what he was trying to say. I can't remember if he already voted, but he flicked the lever reluctantly to Mei, surprisingly not all that happy about doing so. All his efforts amounted to nothing in the end after all. [Read more] |
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Daiko OFFLINE Forum Posts: 280 |
Posted: Fri, 03/03/2023 23:37 (1 Year ago) |
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